2/9 hi idk if ill use this much, but i do like talking alot. im really worried today alot of my friends are upset with me and its terrible but i spoke alot with some of my friends and that made me feel better, and my buyee package finally got to the warehouse so yay oh and im still SICK which sucks everything HURTS and just oh GOD i suck in general im really sorry to the people im friends with i feel like im so rude too u all, and usually jf im rude i dont wanna be ur friend anymore but this doesnt count for everyone cause ive been kinda bitchy to everyone stop i feel terrible ( e, k, c, c, j, z, ily thanks for putting up with me) hey why djd i make this about me this was meant to he about my day. well i dont wanna do that because the people its about can very easily see this and thats embarrassing,,, idk man i only had stupid stuff to talk about today um, sorry idk
2/10 i dont know how today is going to be for eel since im writing this at 7:28 am, getting ready for SCHOOL but its already terrible im questioning my friendship with two people and one i really dont wanna lose and the other i do but i feel horrible for admitting i lowkey dont wanna be their friend, the other i love alot and do NOT wanna lose so kinda the opposite guys AHH i cant do this ive been so bad towards both of those friends i need to be publicly executed, they are literallyall i can think of im sorry 💔 need to lock in im typing in a rentry diary about people on discord thats so stupid
2/11
today was awesome THIS DUDE QUOTED ARCHIES FIANL PROJECT in the HALL AND J EAS FREAKING out thats like. my 2nd fav movie ever i dont know how to talk to him but. whatever. its cool to know SOMEONE in my school is cool so yay um um i really love my friends (especially these guys >> e, k, c, c, j, z,) i need to talk u guys more sighs and . osam server started a telegram i feel like they r gonna. molest me but atleast the discord is less likely to get banned so i wont get anymore warnings yay???? um thats ut . bye guys feeling joyous wqit nvm. i also went on a walk for awhile and talked about ptv fir like 2 hours straight ive felt very ptvpilled today ive been looping hold on till may and k forced my mom to listen to likea million of their songs, it was great okay now bye fir eel