Suicide Parabellum ch10 (actual)

Uurgh

Geh
Urgh

You okay, Chihaya...?

Killing someone with the same face as you really is unpleasant.
And here I thought wearing a mask would distract me from it...

Let's go to the next level.
Yeah.

Ouka.
In my long journey of chasing after you,

I've changed quite a bit.
Tickets, please.

No need. I'm getting off here.

The Chihayas who loved you
are

Sorority Dormitory

being slayed by my own hands.
Kyaaah!

Ouka, would you be able
to love someone like me?

On this floor,

you'll go down in history as the masked cutthroat who appeard at the girl's dorms.
That doesn't really make me happy.

This place will also be destroyed soon enough anyway.

That's... Ouka.

Ah...
Aah.

It's no use.
How am I
supposed to face her now?

There's nobody around.

Chihaya, I've spotted someone.

This...

isn't a lower level. It's connected to somewhere completely different.

Let's check it out.

p10

!
Who's there?

p11

Who are you!?
Why are there so many corpses with the same face as me!?

You're...
a rookie, huh?

Urp

Bleegh

p12

...Kill me.

Use that to decpaitate me.

Put me at ease.

You dumbass!

There's no way I can simply
kill someone with the same face as me!

p13

That's why
I refuse!

Chihaya... If you keep going that far, you'll end up killing her regardless.
Eh!?

...
Fufu.

I want you
to help me save Ouka...

Very well.
I don't really get it, though.

p14

Level 99 - World (Ouka) Library

You're the first one I've seen make it down to this level.
It's just a slight invasion of my privacy.

p15

These books are a record of all of Ouka's memories.

There's detailed records of everything she's ever seen, heard or eaten,
and even how many times she masturbates in a week.

I'm really interested!!
But I'm here for a different reason today.

Is Ouka
below here?

p16

Yep.
But your Merrik can't go down there.

As Ouka's own Merrik,
only I may pass through to the lowest level.

So that's how it is.

The girl I've been chasing this whole time
was this thing's brethren.
That's my stomach.

We Merriks are Ouka's deep psyche.

Normally in this world, we can change into whatever form she desires,
but in actuality, things don't go so smoothly.

p17

"You can't just make a world that's convenient for you." "You can't just open up holes to another world."
Her reasoning would deny that.
So I used the knowledge I gained from this library to help her.

Incidentally, this form
is based on the ideal form she thought up in her head.
Pretty good, right?

You Chihayas have multiplied so unexpectedly that it had become something of a problem.

But that's all been resolved thanks to you.
Let me give you a welcome hug<3

p18

No.
The Chihaya you'll be hugging is over there.

I've got you,
Ouka!

Are you trying to start the game all over again?
Very well.
Thanks to you, the number of Chihayas in this world are down to three.

Let begin in earnest once more.

p19

Let's go, Merrik.
Wait.

Take my Nekoyanagi.
I'll leave Ouka to you.

...No.
I guess it was never my Nekoyanagi to begin with.

I once got that katana
from a different me from a different dorm in a different world.

I had forgotten
about that too.

p20

Gh...
Chihaya!

Sorry about this, Merrik.
After you accompanied me all this way too.
I had fun too.
Thanks, Chihaya.

I've found you.

I've found you again, Ouka.
This too is mine
and mine alone.