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other themed rentry theres nothing on there thats not here. well everything is here really but i like that other one <-olivia rodrigo loop listener
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hi im colt! he/him, masc terms only. bodily transmasc but i dont identify with the label (in a cismale way? vague handwavey gesture. im not very culturally transgender and i forget bodily i am sometimes) im bisexual but not very culturally queer (Regular Dude.png). happily taken i love my bf <-click that check out his rentry i love him hes the best ever
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names: colton. colt 4, if youre from the hail mary server. give me nicknames call me whatever!!!
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despite what it looks like i am not actually an introject nor a fictkin. im fully brainmade but i self-assigned colt seavers for identification ("???" doesnt have as nice of a ring to it). dont try to treat me like source because a) im not b) you shouldnt be doing that anyway c) you literally cant because i dont have a source. like the rest of my system, dont use tonetags, pings ok (avoid ghost@ but i dont care that much), always bpwi
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if youre from discord. account unproxied (no other specified fronter) = usually me, proxied message = me half the time, someone stealing my proxy half the time. these s love stealing my identity
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systemwise im mostly an archivist so if you see me working away at keeping records im right where i want to be (i dont want to be here) (they dont pay me enough.) im also a pain holder but thats not important. i usually have pretty bad dissociative/switch amnesia AND bad regular memory on top of that so if i keep forgetting things please be patient with me (fingers crossed emoji) if you found this page on my system's frequent fronters list ive probably temporarily declared myself host #frontstuck
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i tend to ramble a lot (in case you couldnt tell). i have a need to yap like pelagic sharks have a need to swim. i use full stops in the middle of my messages to breathe sometimes (see above examples) importantly☝ i struggle with visual processing. i cant read messy decor layouts, large sections of underlines, strikethrough, bolded text, double space/text replacement typing quirks easily and if it bothers me ill just ask for a resend without formatting. see here for examples of what i cant read. i sometimes speak in emojis/really short texts (that consist half of punctuation) if im really tired/drained its kind of yapatron 3000 OR shutupatron 0 here. im a massive nerd & i frequently make references to various science/mathsy things. every time i start rambling about that i need you to pretend its the☝🤓 speaking. i make tons of typos sometimes (im working on it) i need you to just look away and pretend i didnt hit the wrong key for half the letters in a six letter word
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mediawise i really like: project hail mary (a normal amount), the fall guy (pretend to be surprised or something), the nice guys, drive (2011), la la land. im now realising i dont have that much apart from ryan gosling but im 4 minutes old you cant blame me for that. musicwise i really like olivia rodrigo (talk to me about you seem pretty sad for a girl so in love) and conan gray. my playlist is kinda goated if you want to check that out
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heres the flag of "bisexual but the only man im attracted to is ryan gosling" in case anyones curious. i really like this image

me & my dearest & homophobic rocky. thank you homophobic rocky for drawing this