I FORGOT TO UPDATE THIS I GOT MAJOR ARTBLOCK BUT IM CRAWLING OUT OF IT.

Romantica's Diary
My activity log! To track progress.
See also: My to-do list ⊹ Rentries

6/18/24
Another day of working on a commission. It's hard to focus (ADHD am I right?) but at least I'm getting progress done. The most was just refining the sketch... which is sorta fun? It's like a puzzle, finding the mistakes and then fixing it. That's why I unironically love flipping the canvas! Other than that, I took a shower. My mum gave me face lotion which means... I have a skincare routine now. My skin has actually been getting better so... awesome. She also gave me lipgloss that I struggled to open. After work, I watched the new Defunctland video. He can story tell so well... and I love his topics too. Damn great Youtuber!

6/17/24
I worked on a commission today... mainly the eyes. I hate lineart! I'm slowly getting back into art after all the traumatic stuff. I'm hoping to fully get back into art by July. I want to participate in this year's Artfight. I'm team Seafoam. Every artist I enjoy is on Seafoam... I'm still going with Seafoam as per my manager's choice. My friends: Clover is Seafoom, Milo and Jason are Stardust.

As I draw, I'm trying to change my work ethic by not overworking myself. A few years ago, I would work until 7 am. I'm not that fixated on working on art anymore but I still work on it for hours. While I worked, I updated my megamix but I still hated it. So, I shifted my focus to Rotten Mango's videos. I love sociology and criminology so I was hooked!

Currently, I am hyperfixated on an artist but sadly not MAKING art. My art style is now influenced by her work... It's semi-realistic but still anime inspired. I actually found out that I saved one of her works year ago for inspiration. I'm happy to refind her art through my other hyperfixation, CoE. I love how she draws my favorites!