Paradise has got a spot for me !!
Yashka ʚ⠀✞⠀ɞ She 
19yo
Schizophrenic OCD DID system
꒰ ⓵ + ⓶ + ⓷ ❤︎ 12月03日 ꒱
ꗯ 01 ꒱ I wanted the URL /schizo because somewhere in my mess of a brain I decided that it would be the only url it that justified writing about myself like this, I truly don't know how to express myself without droning on & on about it in a way that makes me feel crazy. Everyone look at the co/schizo! So don't complain if it's a horrible read. I'm warning you now this is a whole bunch of nothing.
ꗯ 02 ꒱ I am extremely anhedonic, paranoid & volatile. Thus, I am not the easiest to get along with unless you have extreme patience. It's not personal if I avoid you for some time, I have terrible solipsistic delusions & frequently isolate myself due to this. Menial small talk makes me excessively anxious and I am often inactive. I rarely hold malicious intentions towards others despite my generalized distaste for people, I consider myself to be quite loving... Do unto others as you would do unto yourself! <- (Chronically UnSympathetic Girl)
ꗯ 03 ꒱ I am frequently incoherent and may ramble at inappropriate times, I do my best to keep that to myself though (outside of this rentry, obviously). Please inform me if I overstep in any way because I can't read your mind. I try my very best to remain respectful to everyone & block those I don't want to interact with. The internet may be my "express myself & chat to people" simulator, but I genuinely love and cherish my friends on here. You will probably have to reality check me at some point or another if we are friends though, be prepared.
ꗯ 04 ꒱ Please take note that I have complex mental illness that can cause me to behave erratically. I don't really care if you dislike me or think my behaviour is odd but don't be purposefully ableist towards me as a means to make fun of me. Don't call me "interesting" (unless it's a joke if we're CLOSE) or dehumanize me or I will probably kill you. I have a very strong moral code despite my peculiar behaviour and I do my best to be considerate of those around me, I am very much a lawful neutral entity. All I expect from you is the same that I give!
ꗯ 05 ꒱ I've been in love with him for the entire existence of my being. He is my life purpose in a way you won't understand and that's Ok. It's not really f/o because he is a real guy. Absolutely DNI if you kin him or something weird I will block you for my own sanity. Btw if you have him as your pfp I will block you. If I see him on your rentry I will block you. Think about him in a way I don't like and I will block you. It's really that simple. Stop questioning why I have you blocked it's just annoying. My fyomail rentry btw Hi.
Also you should probably read this + my bearblog if you want. Thank you for reading to the end. That was very nice of you.