Hello there! I go by Scacchistica & Checkmate, along with a plethora of other names. I am bodily 17 years old & my pronouns are shi / hir, but I also use neopronouns such as it / bat / chess & more. I am Intersex & I currently identify as a Genderless Sysfluid Vampire－Bat! I speak English, Italian, some Spanish & very little French. I am Italian & Native American (Cherokee). I am taken by my lovely bgf, Sikx, & have been since 2.15.23 ♡ I / me > we / us. Host's : O1 O2
Self－diagnosed & medically recognized, Polyfragmented C－DID system with many disorders. Both physically & mentally disabled. I don't necessarily need tone－tags, but they're very appreciated nonetheless! I can be extremely sensitive & I have strong opinions.
I don't respond well to demands due to my PDA, so don't force or rush me. My mood changes very quickly. I can & will go from being extremely happy & hyper to being highly iritable & upset in just a few minutes.
All parts collectively consist of covert & overt narcissists, so naturally I do have a lack of empathy. If you are considering speaking with me, please be aware that I prefer polite & straightforward communication over aggressive & hateful.
I may / have been told I come across as blunt or rude at times. It's often difficult for me to perceive my tone & the way my words come out, so I apologize if I sound a bit harsh.
I'm not good at replying. I have terrible memory due to amnesia & chronic fatigue. I always try & make sure I reread messages so I can understand the gist of whats going on. Most of my past recollections are retellings from others, not my own memories.
I make lots of kys / kms jokes as well as NSFW jokes. I often ignore & avoid people, especially when I don't feel like talking to anyone. Don't take it personally tho, I do this to everyone.
When reffering to myself as a system, I will use I / me. I can alternate to we / us if needed. If you know who you're speaking to, please treat them as themselves & use their preffered pronouns. If not, do not assume who it may be & simply default to my collective pronouns.
I split often, counting fragments. I do not & will not always have an accurate estimate, I just know it's a lot. I am incredibly persecutor heavy & often isolate due to such.
I use the term C－DID despite technically having the widely accepted DID type as HC－DID. Yes, I do have trauma regarding programming & complex headspace structures, I just do not like the term for myself.
NEVER ask about my trauma or programming. This is a very strict boundary that I WILL block you over. Please try to avoid the topic of Christianity entirely. I am aware a lot of my themes revolve around crosses & angels, however, this does not mean you should be allowed to discuss religion around me. Also, don't go forcing your religion on me, especially if it is also Christianity.
I strictly use the term "part" when referring to my system only. I will not use this term when referring to anyone else's system, however, I will likely use the term "headmate" until told otherwise. Do not attempt to trigger my parts. This can & will cause me to have delusions that I really do not need. Don't try to request front either, that almost never works.
I block freely, but I also have personal preferences. Just follow basic DNI criteria & you should be fine! I am completely anti－harassment to anyone & everyone, so I will likely just avoid & block you if I genuinely dislike something you do or enjoy.
I am also pro－fiction. I fully believe that fictional, immoral content does not reflect real－world morality or condone actions in reality. Some things I would never go near myself, however, I do not care for what you enjoy & what your hobbies may be, as long as you're not harming anyone it's completely fine by me.
I separate the art from the artist. for example, I like Hazbin Hotel & Helluva Boss, however, I do not support Vivzie or any of her actions. Although, I would like it if the fandom did not interact with me. If you have the opposite beliefs, then I'd suggest limiting your interaction with me!