Miles or Claire* ( ⇀‸ ‶) It♂Ask Tmasc boything AroAce ‎ Achillean ‎ NS 夢男子 ‎ ‎ mentally ill
New hauntingclaire song came out today, (2 hours ago as of writing this part) and oh my fucking god I am actually going insane, it's so damn good. I love abslutely everything about it so I will talk about it here :) (I go insane about every hauntingclaire song) ‎ ‎ Riverbank

''Everything by me'' fucking peak.

now some very relatable parts of the song
◦ Blood in my mouth, I feel its violent grip,
reaching down

◦ Imperfect soul, I'll never be devoid of hate

◦ And you can claim that you are pure until
you're shaking at the knees

◦ Yes, I can read it on your body, yet you treat
me like I'm weak

◦ This fading port, I'm drifting into reverie

◦ ..we lost the will to see

◦ This body fell apart so violently, it bursted
at the seams

and other parts I just really love 𖹭

◦ Seems we forgot all the words, lost our sound
and as we look to the sky, goodbye to the ground

◦ It's simply in my nature to destroy all that I see

◦ Pick up and scream as you wish, the swansong
doesn't come without consequence

◦ Your shallow heart, you reinforce your misery

◦ I don't believe in your incompetence, I know that you can speak

◦ And I was warned, yes you were warned, that we were doomed as human beings

''other parts I just really love'' as if I don't love every single second of this song. I genuinely think this is one of hauntingclaires best songs. Every song they released in the past is absolutely lovely, a blessing to my ears, it's just a different vibe now and I love this vibe so damn much. I still love each and every single one of their songs, but like I said, their recent songs just hit so different.. I think about their songs every day, even if I don't listen to them every day, and there's ALWAYS atleast one insanely relatable line stuck in my head. Whether it's from an older song or newer one, I always have a few words from them stuck in my brain. And that is why I genuinely love this artist so damn much; the melody is good, the lyrics are good, the voice is an absolute blessing, and the lyrics touch my heart every time I listen to them. I don't care if none of my friends like this type of music, but I will support them until the very end of my days. 𖹭

Back to only talking about their new song (Riverbank), this song gives me goosebumps and I love it so bad. It shows how fucking good this song is (to me atleast). Everything below/after this part (warning) includes venting (possibly disturbing topics) I think the line I relate to the most is ''This body fell apart so violently, it bursted at the seams'', because I constantly feel like my body is falling apart, violently, like it's bursting at the seams. Every day and night I try not to burst down crying. I wanna cry, but I'm scared. I'm scared of my parents or even neighbours hearing me and judging me, I'm scared of my mom coming into my room, asking why I'm crying, and then yelling at me and telling me I have no reason to cry 'because my life can't be that hard'. Every day and night I live in constant fear of judgement and it's quite literally tearing me apart. And what makes it worse is that I can't talk to anyone about it. Now I'm here pouring my feelings out on a fucking rentry dot co url simply because of a very heart-touching song. Sounds pretty pathetic but it is what it is. Anyway, I love this song along with every other hauntingclaire song and I hope they don't stop making music anytime soon 𖹭 Their work might actually be one of the very few things that keep me alive, as depressing or cringe as this may sound. I have severe depression, since many years already, so yes I sometimes bring up suicide in a serious manner.

I doubt anyone will seriously read all of this lol. If someone does I sure wonder what they think