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my identity is very important to me𓈒 i am a living dead vampire doll, a patient of the clinic and all things medical𓈒 please refer to me as such ᦗ

do not talk to me about: psychwards & psychiatric care or your experiences with it, in depth sh/ed talk or hard drug usage unless given explicit permission𓈒 i easily block just over mentions of these things𓈒

the patient has an extensive record of disorders and bodily conditions, each of which affect hxm greatly and heavily impact its day to day life𓈒⠀such as are below to understand it better𓈒

diagnosed𓈒⠀ prof𓈒 recognised / heavily susp𓈒⠀ unspecified𓈒
Asd𓈒⠀Bpd𓈒⠀UDD𓈒⠀cptsd𓈒⠀OCD𓈒⠀SzPD𓈒⠀POTS𓈒⠀ME𓈒⠀Arfid𓈒⠀Pica𓈒⠀BIID𓈒⠀Selective Mutism𓈒⠀unspecified leg & mobility issues𓈒⠀pathological liar𓈒⠀derealisation eps𓈒⠀chronic depression
& other unlisted diagnosis' that are kept private

We share these publicly to allow our associated to better understand our behaviours and thought patterns𓈒 Don't try to parent us about privacy𓈒

I am an addict who engages in self mutilating tendencies, unhealthy and problematic𓈒 I am not in an active state of recovery for all of my disorders, but am pro-recovery!⠀I don't want pity, I do not need support unless asked for𓈒

Do not attempt to one-up or compete with me in regard to my sp/ins*, such will get you blocked ᦗ𓈒 I am very possessive over them and see myself as the #1 fan of many of them𓈒 ( especially zeno, ghost eyes and evangelion )𓈒

I hate doubles, specifically of my ID's, D/A's and yumes𓈒 I believe I am venti's #1 fan and only boyfriend ^_^ If you are one, respectfully refrain from interacting with me unless I choose to first𓈒

I am anti-harassment, I do not care about discourse, proship or disordered behaviours that others elicit𓈒 What people do with fiction or how they cope is none of my business, I have bigger concerns𓈒 I form my own view on people individually, however I block freely and typically don't like social interaction unless I am close with a person𓈒

I am schizoid and borderline meaning I struggle with both forming and maintaining relationships, I hold little to no importance of those that aren't close to me or aren't my FP𓈒 This is almost never personal, it is how my mind works𓈒 I am incapable of seeing importance in most people𓈒 I am easily triggered by small things that to others may seem unimportant or dramatic𓈒 I love my favs, Alex, Bee, Luci, Ena, Chi, Koga, Mika ᦗ pets you all𓈒

I am prone to episodic behavior such as splitting, psychotic & depressive episodes, harmful tendencies and delusional thoughts𓈒 As well as odd desires and obsessive behavior patterns𓈒 I can be generally stalkerish, act childish and delusional or attach myself to inhuman concepts often𓈒

Do not interact with me if you are: pro/neu endo, tcc, radqueer, homo/transphobic, anti-xeno prns, anti-yume, heavily dislike any of my sp/ins, irl yanderes, believe in disorder abuse or romanticise disordered behaviour, pro/neu contact para, think fictives are their sources, etc