let's keep that in mind

uhh songs are subject to change. its about the mood Ok

here's a guide to the way i write

initial of who's speaking
no initial is for stage direction
open parenthesis is for actions or visual cues
^ i sometimes close them

fuck it we ball i just prefer this to drawing.
"time accuracy"? donnn careee

main

man idfk

lavender sits with his knees to his chest. his hands are by his sides—the opposite sides—holding his legs up.

late nov 2010 <-- only rly about the area, it was a bit later, this 'time' in their life

about 30 seconds into blurred lines

s (snicker
l go ahead
s i knew blurred lines was queued but … hearing it …….

he’s stood up to get iced tea

l what about it?

looks over open fridge door

s its worse…?
l mm

s is that why i can’t join you for drinks
l ?
s do you karaoke blurred lines? with all your good girls?
l …
l yes.
s i know you think you’re funny, which you’re not, but i might actually believe you. be careful

s …

fridge closes. he starts the kettle

s did you drink my last pure leaf
l …
l unsure
s you did
l …
l sorry
s it’s—

shalalala amen starts playing

s … (waiting)
l … (already back to working on putting decals on
s you were almost forgiven
l (clearly knowingsince it started playing) sorry sorry .

leans back to skip it
shea is already there . skips it in front of him

s mm you got a notification
l for what (too lazy to check his phone, directly next to him
s "heart emoji"?
l agh (snaps neck a bit, looking back
l ... ugh. (goes back to decals. there was no message
l … and you think you’re funny?
s (pouring water into glass, doesn't look back
s i do
l unearned.
s (sits back down

places we won’t walk by bruno major is playing

it’s otherwise silent for about 40 second (leave for lav swearing every time he fucks up a decal)

s i didn’t think you listened to this sort of music
l …
l and whys that?
s i…didn’t prepare a reason
l think, then?

he. does. 1:30 into the song now

s probably cuz of your name
l …
s …
l surely you know that’s too vague to work with
s i didnt know if you were listening
l …?
s …….
l i’m. listening
s …
s like, lavender…
s one may think you were really emotional and sweet…like on paper. reading .. “Lavenderr…” (he says it all wispy and might do a hand motion
l oh?
l diddd.. you, think that?
s …
s a bit.
l …
l was it disappointing?
s it? (an instant response. shea looks over when he asks
l ah, .. yeah
l like … me?
s ……..
s no
s just different
l usually thats bad.
s i know … but ‘it’ isn’t. i mean, ‘you’… you’re… not ……..
….

prosper by austenyo starts playing

s so its something i would think Lavender likes. listens to.
l mm…

l … well.

he sets the guitar down, decal’d up. he walks to the kitchen. when he starts passing shea, he speaks

l maybe i’m more like "Lavender" than you think...? (stupid half laugh thing during the end bit, like shea is a bit stupid, and also as if this isnt meaningful
s … (he turns around to look at lav’s back while lav's going for a bottle of pure leaf
l ! … ah.
s yeah, you drank it.
l sorry.
s (in thought, looking somewhere else
s … it’s fine

lav turns around to face shea, holding the fridge door open

l …? 😃 (re: first ever thing shea got upset about was his pure leaf being stolen. utter disbelief. to a disrespectful degree
s (“get that face off your face” grin
l 😐 yeah.. sorry..... (apologizing for looking stupid
s again. (turns back round) 'ts fine.
l (still processing
s (halfway turns round again
s shut...the door?
l ah! yea....
s (reading again, by the time lav is 'normal'
l ...
l ... (walking
l im.. gonna head out
s ..? ok
s (glances at watch
s ("eh" sorta noise

door slams shut

shea carefully lays book down in his lap, still holding the pages back, staring straight forward, at nothing. he's kinda looking around.

lav is standing on the platform of the stairs to their floor. he clearly sprinted (he probably slowly started sprinting as he walked away). his entire face is red.

christmas eve 2010

notes

S 14 -- On: Brie's Party (lavender's denial)
----- in which shea drinks for the first time and keeps thikning about it. (in which lavender isn't home, but shea finds the fucking receipt for the Gift they opened and presumes lav's just mad at him)
L 15 -- Lav's fuck ass confrontation (shea's denial)
----- in which lavender hasn't stopped thinking about it Obviously
S 16 -- Lav's day out (Lavender's anger) (/wax)
----- lav comes back in the worst fucking mood (his friends suck. whoops)
L 17 -- Silent Treatment (Shea's anger)
----- in which lavender tries calming down by being a bit more chatty than usual (holy hell this guy is going to kill himself)
S 18 -- Gift to Shea (Lavender's bargaining)
----- in which lavender tries to figure out what the fuck shea likes. his drink probs. spends a lot of time stressed at a store.
L 19 -- Shea's fuck ass confrontation (attempt) (Shea's bargaining)
----- in which shea tries like, opening up or something, but it's horrendous and he has no idea what he's doing.
S 20 -- Lavender's Depression (He won't come out of his room.)
----- Shea explains things around the house that mean stuff to him (we hear about his childhood)
L 21 -- Shea's depression (He won't get out of bed.)
---- Lav explains things around the house that mean stuff to him (we hear about his friends)
S 22 -- Shut in Holiday Day 1 (iced tea day)
---- awww look at them Body Double. progress i guess
L 23 -- Shut in Holiday Day 2
---- Also Fine and more Emotional but more silence anddd. they question if they actually made up this sort of thing. like, if they haven't "talked" anything "out", are they fixed? and even, what was there to "fix" if nothing technically ever realllyyy "happened"? this all leads into guilt day naturally
L & S 24 GUILT DAY
---- they go out. lav's friends are awful and shea sits in the snow for hours.