let's keep that in mind

here's a guide to the way i write

initial of who's speaking
no initial is for stage direction
open parenthesis is for actions or visual cues
^ i sometimes close them

fuck it we ball i just prefer this to drawing.
"time accuracy"? donnn careee

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late nov 2010

about 30 seconds into blurred lines

s (snicker
l go ahead
s i knew blurred lines was queued but … hearing it …….

he’s stood up to get iced tea

l what about it?

looks over open fridge door

s its worse…?
l mm

s is that why i can’t join you for drinks
l ?
s do you karaoke blurred lines? with all your good girls?
l …
l yes.
s i know you think you’re funny, which you’re not, but i might actually believe you. be careful

s …

fridge closes. he starts the kettle

s did you drink my last pure leaf
l …
l unsure
s you did
l …
l sorry
s it’s—

shalalala amen starts playing

s … (waiting)
l … (already back to decals)
s you were almost forgiven
l (clearly knowingsince it started playing) sorry sorry .

leans back to skip it
shea is already there . skips it in front of him

s mm you got a notification
l for what (too lazy to check his phone next to him
s grindr
l (snaps his neck probably.
l … and you think you’re funny?
s (pouring water into glass
s i do
l unearned.
s (sits back down

places we won’t walk by bruno major is playing

it’s otherwise silent for about 40 second (leave for lav swearing every time he fucks up a decal)

s i didn’t think you listened to this sort of music
l …
l and whys that?
s i…didn’t prepare a reason
l think, then?

he. does. 1:30 into the song now

s probably cuz of your name
l …
s …
l surely you know that’s too vague to work with
s i didnt know if you were listening
l …?
s …….
l i’m. listening
s …
s like, lavender…
s one may think you were really emotional and sweet…like on paper. reading .. “Lavenderr…” (he says it all wispy and might do a hand motion
l oh?
l diddd.. you, think that?
s …
s a bit.
l …
l was it disappointing?
s it? (an instant response. shea looks over when he asks
l ah, .. yeah
l like … me?
s ……..
s no
s just different
l usually thats bad.
s i know … but ‘it’ isn’t. i mean, ‘you’… you’re… not ……..
….

prosper by austenyo starts playing

s so its something i would think Lavender likes. listens to.
l mm…

l … well.

he sets the guitar down, decal’d up. he walks to the kitchen. when he starts passing shea, he speaks

l maybe i’m more like "Lavender" than you think.
s … (he turns around to look at lav’s back while lav's going for a bottle of pure leaf
l ! … ah.
s yeah, you drank it.
l sorry.
s (in thought, looking somewhere else
s … it’s fine

lav turns around to face shea, holding the fridge door open

l …? 😃 (re: first ever thing shea got upset about was his pure leaf being stolen. utter disbelief. to a disrespectful degree
s (“get that face off your face” grin
l 😐 yeah.. sorry..... (apologizing for looking stupid
s again. (turns back round) 'ts fine.
l (still processing
s (halfway turns round again
s shut...the door?
l ah! yea....
s (reading again, by the time lav is 'normal'

christmas eve 2010

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