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Hi. My name is Travis or Andre. You can call me either or Trav/s for short(✿ ᴗ ᴗ)I am seventeen and a transmasc genderqueer aroaceflux being. (God, that feels like buzzword buzzword buzzword). I am taken by my wonderful Eli and wholly uninterested in others. I use he they it pronouns, please don't use just one. I would say my comfort most lies with masculine / androgynous terms.
I am autistic so I do struggle with tone. I do not want you to use tone indicators on me nor will I use them — they feel ingenuine / confusing to my brain. I'd prefer you just say "I'm not mad" over /nm etc. and I will do the same if you need. PLEASE don't assume my tone and tell me if it came across as one thing / ask me for clarification. I am not good with my words and don't realize XYZ came off as rude.
I "air" people a lot but it's not because I'm intentionally trying to ignore you. My social battery fluctuates and I really only want to talk to a select few people I'm close with sometimes, especially if it's sale/trade related. I will usually respond later unless I forget or think I already did. I struggle with making decisions big and small so something as small as "not interested" or talking about interests can be a lot for me especially if I initiate... this makes maintaining friendships difficult. I suffer from MDD, please be patient with me.
I identify as nonhuman but it doesn't stem from anything otherkin. I use this label because I do not feel human as a result from my trauma and autism. I see myself more as an: anomaly, AI, insect — just something that is "wrong" or recognizably off to others. I prefer these terms and see myself more as an "entity" or "being." Do not refer to me with pet terms, even as a joke, please. It's personal.
I consider myself on "interact with caution" status always. Just a heads up that I do use slurs that I can reclaim as I am a minority (so this may include racial, queer, & ND ones) but I will not use them on or around you if you ask me to. It's just something I normally will do.
You might notice some of my URLs have different personal information — that's because I am a pwDID. Yes, it has been diagnosed. I am not very open or talkative about it unless we are close because I consider it unsafe. My alters are no one's business.
Finally, I get really enthusiastic over my special interest/s! My special interest is Forsaken (& Roblox) and I really do think about it and talk about it daily and often several times a day. I can get pretty competitive even when I know that it's not that serious because that's just.. how my brain operates. Please don't imply you like it more. Yes, I focus on ships a lot with it, but that's because they bring me comfort.