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Hi I'm Nori 15 She He Fem Genderfluid Ilmbf Tohru⠀Since 10/30/25⠀⠀꒱ ໒⠀Non-sharing Riako of Him and Her No dni. ⠀ Directory Extended Ask Urls ⠀

With both hands that continue to wound well remaining clumsy, I’m counting that which holds importance to me. Something is always missing. With my aching fingers and regrets, I’m digging a deep hole big enough to fit me completely. That is life. Breathing out and in, doing as I’d like, and living, would it be fine to say something like “I’m being myself”? With that, at last, I’m all alone. Officially all alone. If that’s the case, I wonder if things will get a lot easier. Where will I go when I die? Will the end be like going to sleep? Will even my sadness disappear? I’m getting so scared — I can’t stand it. Will I end up forgetting everything? Could I ask you to just forget everything? Why is it that my heart hurts? Give me an answer. I began to hate life. Not to the point wherein I wanted to end up dead, but I’m digging a deep hole. I’m — already sick of it. When one has more things to love, does that just means one has more things to lose? If that’s so, then I — If that’s so, then I — from the start, I’d rather have been all alone. Where will I go when I die? Will I be able to meet you one more time? Are you watching me, as weak as I am? It would be nice if you’d laugh me away. Will this anxiety go away, too? Will things like tears go away? Why is it that I’m alive? Give me an answer. I can completely forget, but the truth is, there’s nothing I’d want to forget. Not even words like “I hate you”, nor the words with which we hurt one another. Thank you for carving me into this world. Where will I go when I die? Where will I go when I die? Anywhere is fine, so I don’t want to lose anything more. Where will I go when I die? If there’s nothing, then I don’t want to. I don’t want to live, but give me an answer. If I’ll be able to meet you when I die, give me an answer.
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