2025-05-07 【JUST CHATTING VOD】GOOD MEOWNING ☀️
Twitch URL: https://www.twitch.tv/videos/2452712307
YouTube VOD: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gkSZMBewi2o
Timestamps close but not verified for perfect accuracy unless asterisked (might be slightly off)
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Just chatting
0:05:07* stream start
0:08:20* groan
0:11:39* speculating on why back gave out
0:13:58 walking around like a gorilla / no shame at the gym, ppl doing their own thing / vocalizing / draw u a pic
0:19:19 re: 'how extroverted do u think u are' 9/10
0:20:00 quiet extrovert
0:20:52 I feel they don't know how to dominate me
0:21:14 not that I'm trying to dominate anyone
0:23:15 look like a nerd w/ glasses at the gym unless ur jacked, more attractive / giant dudes at the gym come across as a little dumb, glasses make them seem smarter
0:24:38 not small enough to be a petite dainty twink bottom
0:26:19 6ft 190lbs
0:33:49 enough morning body dysphoria chat
0:43:01 archiving stuff should be much more talked about
0:55:42* AAARGHGH
1:10:12 borderline moan
1:15:54 hiccup
Just chatting (deeper topics & PL hinting)
(Talking about fake people, friendships, honesty, corpos, graduations)
1:23:15 [talking about dancing] always tried to be part of a group / lot of groups online don't do it right / not a lot of ppl understand what makes groups work so well / lot of ppl take it for granted as well / shared goal w/ friends
1:25:16 athlete instills a diff kind of discipline / coach saying ur not working hard enough
1:28:21 real ppl, hard to find in content creation / if I don't sense any artistry from a content creator, I'll keep my distance / tired of getting baited by super popular people only in it for themselves
1:30:22 'how could u do this, sinder, I looked up to you' tragic, but i'm thinking, you looked up to this person, why? bc they were really popular & wanted to be the center of attention?
1:32:08 nice guy myth / if first thing ppl say is 'he's such a nice guy,' not bothering / want to hear they're so good at x / had it w/ these ppl / not going to these cons, parties, events anymore / 3 yrs of seeing these ppl, if I still have to beg for their attention, fuck em!
1:35:24 might limit my range of associations but so be it
1:36:00 and i thought sinder was so normal compared to all these freaks / i call them freakazoids
1:37:37 pretending to be a certain way bit my butt / if I had said what I was feeling / pretended to be happy, mutual…if I had just said what I felt at the time, felt like shit, taken advantage of, disagreed with a lot of bad dealings behind the scenes, feel like shit , think ppl would have given me less hard of a time / trying to do it for everyone else's sake, the viewers, friends / felt tricked / wanted to do one last thing, and at the end of it, I didn't get to do it, even though that was what I felt was gonna happen / was taken by surprise that it wasn't gonna happen / if I had just said that at the time, I'm really shocked / but I kept my mouth shut, tried to move on / gonna say what I'm thinking from now on / if you don't lay it out for ppl, u can't assume ppl will understand what ur saying
1:41:00 thing that bit me in the butt, worried about coming off as an opportunist or grifter / stepped on my own toes / saw other ppl around me who immediately went back to vtubing / oh, should have just said what I was thinking and done what I wanted to do
1:42:56 think I was a ppl pleaser, way too much / bad trait of mine, expect too much of the ppl around me / pride myself on my friends, think I'm a good friend to others, they're a good friend to me / negative quality of mine: expect too much of them and do too much for them / thinking it's us against the world but they said no it's me against the world and ur just my friend / trying to find someone who would do anything for me and me for them
1:44:12 in april, so much shit happened [bunch of other vtuber drama, graduations, terminations], red tape, but what if everyone was honest w/ each other? like, you know what, i just don't like that guy / simple answer usually the correct one / can't say what ur feeling / felt that, see that happening now
1:44:52 everyone needs to be an episode of game of thrones / would say to friends, does this have to be a game of thrones? / many years ago, cut off some ppl i thought were my friends [pre-holo]
1:45:04 not friends anymore / they're like why? shouldn't we talk this out? selfish! / u don't get to be an ep of GOT in my life, not everything needs to be an episode, no seasonal arc, done and moving on / don't fault them bc ur encouraged to make it an ep of GOT or ppl won't give a shit about u / if we said what we were feeling / do you feel left in the dark? lot of ppl feel left in dark, frustrating / i left ppl in the dark as well / we make it an ep of GOT but in hindsight the truth wouldn't have been that bad / truth might hurt but everyone tries to pull red tape across bc they think u guys can't handle it / 'this is gonna look bad' / and ppl still suffer bc of it, like u guys / it's not like oh ok time to feel happy / guess that's why I'm an indie now
1:48:27 feel much more fulfilled, guess that's happiness
1:49:25 everyone wants to go corpo bad or corpo good [black & white thinking] / they do good and bad things / ppl want pure evil or heaven / ppl can't sit with the fact they can do really bad things but still be a good place to be / u know ur jobs, maybe one dept is better than another, maybe one asshole in one dept / corpo isn't a single entity / what if I worked in the dept with the big asshole and I didn't want to work there anymore / late shift coworker didn't have to deal with that asshole / if u quit working there ppl say oh company must be bad then / just bc my manager was a POS / not true, used to have a job and my manager was the best one of the group, bad example, not what was going on
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