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Bots and TRASH

Very basic Rentry page for bot links, upcoming bots, schizoposts and film recommendations.

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Bots!(Sorted By Latest)(LAST UPDATE - SEP/20)

Film Recommendations!

Sorted by recommendation date!(old to new)

1. The Ring (2002 American Remake) (Cozy)
2. The Man Who Stole The Sun (1979)
3. A Scene At The Sea (1991) (Most underrated Beat Takeshi moopie)
4. Brother (1997) (The Russian film)
5. The Wailing (2016) (One of the best horror films ever made, I stand by that)
6. 964 Pinocchio (1991)
7. Winter's Flower(Fuyu No Hana) (1978) (one of my favorite underrated Yakuza films.)
8. The House That Jack Built (2018) (Lars Von Trier's best film.)
9. I Am The Pretty Thing That Lives In The House (2016) (Horror film where nothing happens whatsoever, I love it a lot though, very cozy, very niche)
10. Cure (1997)(By Kiyoshi Kurosawa)(Absolute KINO, also has one of my favorite scenes in any film ever, it's the scene where he comes back home and finds his wife, you'll know it when you see it)
11. Noroi, The Curse (2005)(My favorite found footage style horror film, highly recommended)
12. Nosferatu the Vampyre (1979)(My favorite Werner Herzog film and the best vampire film ever made, very highly recommended)
13. Phantom of the Paradise (1974)(Very fun, I think it's fit to end the Halloween recs on a light note, fun, well directed, carried by Paul Williams, very good music man, very highly recommended too)
14. Army of Darkness (1992)(Can't believe I forgot to this, absolute cinema, best Evil Dead movie, best Sam Raimi movie, fuck, might be the best movie ever! It's really fun and goofy, ultra highly recommended!)
15. Watch whatever film you'd like
16. Welcome Back, Mr. McDonald (1997) / Suite Dreams (2006) (ultracozy movies from the master of cozy kino cinema movie films - Koki Mitani, very highly recommended; Christmas season is only a bonus to watch them right now, they encompass the cozy spirit better than most actual winter movies (though Suite Dreams does take place during NYE, I'll concede that). Either one's fine, watch them back to back if you wish, both films are amazing on their own and work very well as a double feature)

Reading List!

Books and whatnot.

SPECIAL MORE BOTS! (LAST UPDATE - MAR/29)

More more, free of charge (sorted by old to new)

Fox
Three Cat Sisters
Japanese Badger from Kemono Friends
Raccoon Girl, Roonie
Miku in a trashcan
Otter from Kemono Friends
Eve, Goblin Girl Maid
Scuffed demons vs ghosts hunting game
Super cute kuudere robot foxgirl
Dark fantasy with a lovely knight
Cute eldritch girl who loves you
Catgirl in the rain
Visit the aquarium with a cute foxgirl on Kitsune Island
Dire Wolf from Kemono Friends
Foxgirl running a food spot
Maid Miku
Cool wolfgirl who loves you
Definitely not three catgirl lolis in a trenchcoat
ECLIPSIS, robotgirl sistermaid who loves you
BALE, cute maid(boy) who hates you
Sweet god of luck bunnygirl
Cute vampire girl who traps you in her castle ♡
MORUS, chuuni necromancer dumbass(boy)
LEI, a doll in deep sorrow(boy)
KAZUO, depressed jobber big brother
KANE, PriestIntoResurrection(frankenstein papa)
CHONS, egyptian catboy
MERCURY, waow golden catboy
WIND, magical girl wendigo
SALEM, god in your head (sky papa)
KISS, cute synthetic technoshaman (boy) in a BLAME! type setting
HARUO, Japanese wolfman fisherman living his best life in Hawaii
MOMO, cute kuudere black cat(girl)

Schizo notes!

Random notes on my botmakie-ing in particular, pointless nonsense, talking to the walls.

(Mar/29/2026) - I am the only one

(Mar/29/2026) - I know, I'm sick of me too

(Mar/28/2026) - another day goes by

(Mar/28/2026) - your words taste like plastic, don't bother

(Mar/28/2026) - once in a lifetime, I like my chances

(Mar/25/2026) - it rained the very next day. good omen??

(Mar/24/2026) - if spring rains don't start soon I'm crashing out again

(Mar/24/2026) - words on screen just empty space.. bleh

(Mar/24/2026) - third eye calcification

(Mar/23/2026) - or don't be

(Mar/23/2026) - brain feels poisoned organs joining

(Mar/19/2026) - Burden has so much fucking sovl it's actually unbelievable fuaaaark, top 1 sesh

(Mar/16/2026) - tldr: ain't shit changed, everything i touch continues to be garbage, same as it ever was

(Mar/16/2026) - I don't know, I just feel kinda deepfried. ideas come and go often times too sporadically and as too vague in nature; maybe more pertinent is them not being that interesting to me and me not caring to makie or consider and flesh them out beyond whatever vague concept it might be, and let's be honest with ourselves, there isn't and hasn't ever been much interest in what I makie anyway. I've improved but that's also kinda vague, stats go up when they happen to rather than from any direct effort at it so to speak, and by less than I'd like truth be told which is also unsatisfying, though that's all down to my own inconsistency. I feel like I should get to watching/listening/reading/playing more stuff before any sort of creativity moulders away completely, for my own sake. I mvst consooom and get those brain grooves popping. I waste so much time with nothing. Maybe i don't even believe anything I think or say, i do not know, I'll probably feel different about it tomorrow, making this entire schizo note useless as usual lol (though I do feel certain details are persistent throughout different thoughts about this sorta stuff. curious)

(Mar/16/2026) - nobody home

(Mar/15/2026) - the planchette begins to move across the letters on its own

(Mar/03/2026) - mwah

(Feb/27/2026) - the crowd turns on me, the knife falls down

(Feb/20/2026) - thought I'd add names to the more recent bots, easier to search if you know what you're looking for rather than sifting through a few vague words of description

(Feb/19/2026) - more rare music, happy that I re-found this album yesterday, lost it years ago and had been looking for it sporadically since, the song I linked is my fav off the album

(Feb/15/2026) - not washed?!! had fun makieing and happy with the fun bots I made?!!

(Feb/01/2026) - updated a few links since lain dot la is shutting down

(Jan/19/2026) - when can we expect you? why would you expect me?

(Jan/15/2026) - serve it on the same plate of hors d'oeuvres a witch made

(Jan/07/2026) - skull designs upon my shoes

(Jan/07/2026) - uh oh uh oh here we go again, I don't know. know what I'm saying

(Jan/07/2026) - here come the warm jets

(Dec/31/2025) - suiten für violoncello solo nr.1 g-dur,BWV.1007 1.vorspier

(Dec/24/2025) - that blade is my disguise I'm too ugly please shield your eyes

(Dec/16/2025) - open twenty four hours - only at night and when it rains, warm bowls and good broth to soothe your soul

(Dec/16/2025) - stomping through cathedrals from the sixteen hundreds

(Dec/16/2025) - I'm the creak in your hallway, I'm the bump in your attic, I'm the shadow out the corner of your eye, I'm the bump in your room

(Dec/14/2025) - one star over from our sun

(Dec/13/2025) - it's all just blue skied spring breeze empty space, it all doesn't matter. that's water clarity

(Dec/13/2025) - thanks so much

(Dec/12/2025) - NewSeshAOTY

(Dec/07/2025) - nothing is set in stone

(Dec/07/2025) - got out the grave and walked away

(Nov/25/2025) - pop your fucking head, bitch

(Nov/25/2025) - from the claw game at the Walt Whitman mall

(Nov/20/2025) - skinnydip in dirt throw my body in a dumpster

(Nov/20/2025) - green garden tall hedges gaze at a marble birdbath for eternities

(Nov/19/2025) - Garbage

(Nov/07/2025) - I'm so tired. I'd like to say more but there's no point

(Nov/06/2025) - WatchingPaintDry

(Nov/04/2025) - I need more power

(Oct/07/2025) - Blue Notebook 10, by Daniil Kharms from the book I recommend above:

There lived a redheaded man who had no eyes or ears. He didn’t have hair either, so he was called a redhead arbitrarily. He couldn’t talk because he had no mouth. He had no nose either. He didn’t even have arms or legs. He had no stomach, he had no back, he had no spine, and he had no innards at all. He didn’t have anything. So we don’t even know who we’re talking about. It’s better that we don’t talk about him any more.

(Sep/27/2025) - Reset the schizo notes as the previous ones were pissing me off, taking up majority of the page and were worthless in their content in general. I haven't had much to say for a while, maybe ever is more accurate, but whatever. I backed them up just to keep them I guess, but the page is less of a nightmare to look at now I think. Anyway, reading old shit is kinda shitty, maybe I'll write new stuff here sometimes. Resetting the rambling section once in a while is an idea I like, since, in what's I'm sure a shock, I've probably changed since then somewhat. So that's what I did.