i love this silly australian mafia boss so much more than words or tears could ever explain. i love that he always seems worried about us even when it's supposed to be the other way around as a fan. he asks us how we're doing during collabs, checking in on us, asking if we're having fun. it's the same feeling as going to a party or big area only knowing one friend but they come to hold your hand or check in on you as they go around and mingle. he's a safe space and it's comforting. i love his teasing when he jokes around with chat, scaring us when we're not paying attention then apologizing after just to pat us on our heads and the same way we reciprocate back by teasing him. his laugh is contagious, the joke could be the dumbest thing i've ever heard but his laughter makes me laugh with him eventually finding the joke funny along with him. his ramblings during games on the dumbest topics and what ifs from "would you marry an android?" to "what does the future actually look like?" and "would you be immortal if you had the chance?". they're all random but add so much to his playthroughs and regular zatsus to hear him talk about his way of thinking with chat chiming in giving out different ideas we can all play along. one moment has stuck out to me during one of his many ramblings but when someone in chat mentioned they didn't think they'd be a good parent because of their own personal history and he was admant that you can learn from those mistakes and come out of it as a better person and an even better parent. i know he's not interested in having kids but something about telling others that if that's the only thing stopping them that they could overcome it and be a better person because he's also learned to be one is heartwarming. i love him so much. i'm terrible at explaining how i feel in words but i do. even if there's a day that i lose interest in vtubers or he decides to graduate and disappear, i don't think i'd ever regret being a fan. i wish him happiness, always till the end of time.