give a standing ovation for suicide in our nation or i will rip my own guts out without one hesitation dedication thats what its taking to awaken people to care nd yet my futures so hazy my girlfriends making me crazy but still im working so hard yk just trying to hold on cus iknow that ud all miss me so much if i was gone nd all the voices start solo but everyday ihear them grow saying "randy dont do it dont do it noooo"