Atsu - Closure - "Summary"

Below is a "summarization" of the 34-page closure document by Atsu -> https://docs.google.com/document/d/1Hdo7XgkVdHgFbB3MDTfbNE5B8FHf6INt-boR8h0nl4A/preview#

This was done via GPT-4o, so as always, keep in mind:

• This is an AI response, and may be inaccurate.
• Context is never complete, which leads to further inaccuracies. They hallucinate and are prone to making things up.
  • Specifically in this text, none of Braxophone's nor Tectone's perspectives beyond the report are not included, which makes this one-sided.
  • Links presented in the report are not included.
  • Text screenshots are OCR'd, which may be misinterpreted.
• AIs aren't human, and are incapable of emotion, which paints an inaccurate perspective of the situation.

Document Summary

Atsu's "closure" document delves into the context and consequences of his departure from content creation. Atsu opens by expressing deep regret over prioritizing others at the expense of his own well-being. He recounts the professional and personal losses he suffered, including his marriage fallout with Nekkopii and trying to protect the peace among various creators even though it led to his own public defamation. Accusations from fellow creators like Braxophone and Tectone fueled a toxic environment, which Atsu feels was exacerbated by misunderstandings and malicious narratives.

In detailing these incidents, Atsu narrates his battle with mental health, driven to suicide attempts, because of unsubstantiated allegations and betrayal from those he considered friends. While recognizing that the situation is nuanced, Atsu maintains his innocence and denies claims of him being able to blacklist or control opportunities for other creators at Hoyoverse. Although bitter and exhausted, writing the document provides him with some semblance of closure and a path forward.

Sections and Overall Thoughts

• Introduction and Career Recap: Atsu reflects on his 13 years in the content creation industry, lamenting the hostile environment despite the support Hoyoverse provided to creators.
• Accusations and Allegations: He lists multiple severe allegations against him, primarily fueled by Braxophone and Tectone, and systematically debunks them, stressing the absence of evidence.
• Personal Loss and Mental Health: He opens up about discovering his wife Nekkopii's affair during an already tumultuous period, the pain and loneliness that led to two suicide attempts, and his ongoing emotional struggles.
• Open Letters and Apologies: Atsu addresses individual creators involved in the drama, apologizing to some and confronting others for their perceived betrayal or misunderstandings. This section showcases his attempt to mend or sever ties amicably.
• Reflection and Moving Forward: He expresses his desire to heal and hints at a possible return to content creation someday, albeit after significant self-discovery and healing.

People Mentions and Sentiments

Braxophone

Sentiments: Atsu expresses disappointment and betrayal towards Braxophone, detailing how Braxophone spread defamatory remarks and false narratives about him within their professional community and to the Hoyoverse staff. Atsu mentions having a face-to-face discussion with Braxophone to resolve issues, which led to some understanding, but overall the damage caused was severe .

Tectone

Sentiments: Atsu portrays a mixture of frustration and disappointment toward Tectone. Despite initially defending Tectone's character, Atsu describes how Tectone contributed to the spread of misinformation and drama-fueled narratives about him. Atsu does not seem to hold much hope for reconciliation and describes feeling used and slandered by Tectone repeatedly .

Nekkopii (Ex-wife)

Sentiments: Despite the discovery of her infidelity, which deeply hurt Atsu, he expresses a nuanced view, acknowledging both her positive role in his life and her mistakes. He emphasizes his decision to forgive her and maintains that she is a good person who made poor choices under stress .

Dish (Darragh)

Sentiments: Atsu feels deeply betrayed by Dish, whom he trusted and cared for immensely. He perceives her public distancing during the drama as self-preserving actions that damaged his reputation profoundly. Atsu mentions that Dish's commentary was particularly hurtful as she was supposed to be a close confidant .

Tuonto (Jake)

Sentiments: Like with Dish, Atsu feels betrayed by Tuonto. He highlights moments where Tuonto contributed to the spread of negativity against him and did not publicly support him during the feud. Atsu also describes issues with private parties and how Tuonto, to preserve his public image, misrepresented situations to Braxophone .

Rich Campbell

Sentiments: Atsu recounts how he vouched for Tectone’s character to Rich Campbell during a project and expresses disappointment over how Rich became part of the drama that further hurt his reputation .

Multiple Creators (Asmongold, SomeOrdinary Gamers, etc.)

Sentiments: Atsu calls out creators like Asmongold and SomeOrdinary Gamers for contributing to the spread of defamatory narratives and misinformation without considering the impact of their actions. He expresses a wish for them to understand their influence and the potential harm they can cause .

Close Friends/Creators (Unreal_Dreamer, Gratis, Rin, Sevy, TenTen, Ying)

Sentiments: Atsu apologizes to several creators he distanced himself from due to their associations with Braxophone. He regrets his decision but explains it stemmed from a place of self-protection and paranoia. He shares sentiments of appreciation and sorrow for these strained relationships and hopes for potential reconciliation .

Open Apologies to Various Creators

Sentiments: Atsu offers apologies to a long list of creators for any harm or discomfort caused during the drama, expressing no resentment and acknowledging the nuanced and complex nature of their interactions. He emphasizes his wish to clear misunderstandings and seek closure .

Allegations and Accusations

Allegations by Braxophone

Blacklisting Power:

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Allegation: Atsu has the power to blacklist creators from working with Hoyoverse.
Response: Atsu denies having any influence over Hoyoverse's hiring decisions, considering the claim absurd and unsupported by evidence.

Contractual Control:

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Allegation: Atsu can give contracts to creators working with Hoyoverse.
Response: Atsu clarifies that while he has recommended creators, final decisions rest with Hoyoverse, not him.

Spreading Hate:

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Allegation: Atsu spreads hate against Braxophone to other creators and industry professionals.
Response: Atsu asserts that he tried to maintain professional relationships and did not engage in spreading misinformation.

Discrimination:

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Allegation: Atsu discriminates against white-male creators.
Response: Atsu flatly denies this claim and points out the baseless nature of such accusations.

Selective Gaming:

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Allegation: Atsu only plays with bigger streamers, his immediate friend circle, or specifically women.
Response: Atsu refutes this, indicating he values genuine relationships over any purported strategy of selective gaming.

Ulterior Motives in Friendships:

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Allegation: Atsu befriended creators like Ant, Dish, Tuonto, Lilypichu purely for self-promotion.
Response: Atsu denies these claims, emphasizing his genuine friendships and disappointment over the accusations.

Warning about Braxophone:

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Allegation: Atsu had privately warned Tectone about Braxophone.
Response: Atsu acknowledges blunt responses in private chats but insists these were neither defamatory nor meant to harm Braxophone.

Blacklist from Social Events:

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Allegation: Atsu blacklisted or ensured Braxophone was uninvited from parties.
Response: Atsu clarifies incidents where misunderstandings arose about party invitations, ultimately having nothing to do with him.

Photo Exclusion Incident:

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Allegation: Atsu orchestrated a photo at an OTV party to exclude Braxophone.
Response: Atsu describes it as a false narrative, exacerbated by miscommunications.

Covering Up Incidents:

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Allegation: Atsu is silencing people to protect ZyOx or covering up a sexual assault incident.
Response: Atsu denies this, emphasizing the sensitive nature of such claims and his commitment to not spreading unsubstantiated rumors

Allegations by Tectone and Others

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Drama Cultivation:
    Allegation: Tectone perpetually reignites drama and uses his audience to harass others.
    Response: Atsu accuses Tectone of deliberate actions to stir trouble, impacting mental health and public perception.

Defamatory Remarks:
    Allegation: Various creators, including Asmongold and SomeOrdinary Gamers, spread defamatory narratives about Atsu.
    Response: Atsu details instances of public slander and misinformation, which severely harmed his reputation.

Professional Betrayals:
    Allegation: Close friends like Dish and Tuonto did not support him and contributed to negative narratives.
    Response: Atsu recounts incidents where he felt betrayed by these individuals, impacting his personal and professional life deeply

Summary of Callouts and Apologies

Relationship with Nekkopii

Atsu describes the collapse of his marriage with Nekkopii, providing a detailed account of the events and his feelings:

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Discovery of Affair:
    Timeline: On May 9, Atsu found evidence that Nekkopii was having an affair. He had previously suspected something was amiss but didn't want to believe it.
    Emotional Impact: Despite the betrayal, Atsu reflects on the deep love he had for Nekkopii and how she was a constant in his life through many ups and downs. The affair was a significant emotional blow, especially during a period when he was already dealing with severe public and personal strife.

Context and Nuance:
    Contribution of Stress: Atsu acknowledges that the intense stress from the drama involving other creators (like Braxophone and Tectone) took a toll on their relationship. However, he emphasizes that this does not excuse her actions.
    Public Perception: Atsu anticipates that the news of their divorce will come as a shock to their communities, families, and friends. He recognizes that many will have strong opinions about adultery but asks for understanding of the complexity of the situation

Resolution and Forgiveness:
    Forgiveness: Despite the betrayal, Atsu has chosen to forgive Nekkopii. He acknowledges that she is truly remorseful and that their ten years together were filled with beautiful moments and joyful experiences. He expresses his intention to remain on good terms and hopes for her well-being.
    Nekkopii's Social Media Exit: Nekkopii has erased her social media presence in the wake of the affair. Atsu hopes people respect his decision to forgive her and not treat her harshly.

Atsu's account of his relationship with Nekkopii reveals a deeply personal and painful ordeal compounded by external pressures and public defamation. Despite everything, he strives for a path of forgiveness and healing.