co / president ; @goth on atabook + main ext

i'm often known by the name capricious but i am also known by nurse, enid or xiao. i am currently 17 years old and i turn ages every year on april. i am a feminine presenting woman but i also dress masculine often, i would consider myself mainly androgynous if anything. i speak a few languages such as arabic and tagalog as i'm trying to learn a few more in the process, i'm asian by the way. furthermore, i am engaged to her! i love my fiancé more than anything, we have been together ever since april 19th, 2024. flirting with me will result in an immediate block.

i strictly use she/ask pronouns, never refer to me with they/them or neutrality in general. the "ask" part in my pronouns means i use he/him as well but not as frequent as she/her and may feel uncomfortable sometimes so ask me if it's okay to use he/him on me. i am also unlabeled by sexuality but i do have a preference for women despite my label.. this is pretty obvious knowing my yumes are mainly more female. while i'm on the topic about yumes, i am known for being nonsharing with her ♡ my lovemail for her can be found here or here as well as our tickcounter here. i am also a nonsharing yume of her as well! i am extremely protective of her, my lovemail and our tickcounter is a work in progress at the moment.

i am diagnosed with did and bpd along with other mental health conditions i never really make public, level our closeness up and maybe i'll be more open about it. i am an introject of her, her and him and i don't really like when doubles interact with me, i actually don't care for other kokoa or flins introjects but an enid double is a hard pass for me.

this rentry is supposed to be about kira timurov! my wife. i got this url just for her since she's the student council president. i don't know why but i felt this gravitational pull towards her and i just knew we were compatible and meant to be with each other. i'll turn this page into more of a rant whenever i have the time but i would like to share some of my favorite things about her. i think i might be the only one to notice this but her pupils dilate a lot, making her look like a cat which i find really adorable and entrancing. i also really like how insecure and vulnerable she can be at times under the dominant, cold and manipulative exterior she puts up. i can see this when she tries so hard to live up to her father's standards only for him to reject her continously, making her freak out on him and have a breakdown which results in her doing a violent action towards her half-sister who he favors. maybe i just really like mentally unstable women but there's really genuinely something about her that's special to me. she also resembles my fiancé to a very perfect point, i instantly saw my fiancé in her and that's also one of the reasons why i really like kira because she mimics my fiancé's facial expressions, personality, how she talks and etc. as said, this is a work in progress and i'll definitely add and write way more than just this.