Hello , welcome to my extended , contains everything you would ever need to know about me .
⠀General
You can call me Clyde , Ywka* + these ♥︎ 2008 born May 25th ♊︎ Gemini . Autism & Adhd double whammy , British and chronically disabled . ( Heart )
(╥ᆺ╥；) Very delusional and introverted , suffers with social anxiety and selective mutism (˶°ㅁ°)!! He/It enbyboy .

⠀Before You Interact
➀ I am extremely desensitized to other people's emotions/pain . Due to being isolated my whole life with limited social interaction other than family I do not have empathy for strangers . My empathy is limit to those close to me and no one else . Often being called heartless irl .
➁ Agressive & Standoffish . I come across as very standoffish , I'm used to being isolated and judged for being weird . so when im critizied or even spoken to I'm automatically defensive , hostile and violent . It takes a while to get past my walls . But i am getting better at not being so aggressive .
➂ Unstable personality . I do not know the correct term for my situation but i do know how it works , growing up alone i made different personas so i wasn't alone . However since ive been doing this since 4 years old these personas have become real , they're all real people and different personalities . Their own thoughts , opinions and identities . This has all been confirmed with a professional , my psychiatrist stating that my " brain has split from trauma , creating different personalities that do different things and often switch out without warning " however as i am underage i cannot be diagnosed with a personality disorder .
④ Fictional gore obsession . I have suffered with a complex obsession with fictional gore most of my life , even as a kid i had a hyperfixation with decapitation and would take the head of every doll in the house . And then later on i have been groomed with gore multiple times ( as in they we're going to recreate those scenes on me ) . I believe this played a big part in my desensitation to others pain aswell , i have found that this constant exposure to gore has created sadomasochist tendencies in me . I enjoy watching those i deem evil suffer both physically and mentally , whilst wishing to be harmed .
⑤ mentally behind . Growing up with little social interactions has significantly stunted my mental growth , although i am bodily turning 18 in May my mental age is far behind . Estimated to be 12-14 . Because of this i don't understand social norms and will constantly mess up , i apologise in advance if i do . Please do refrain from rude comments such as
" you're 17 ?! You don't act like it !! " Or making conspiracies that im secretly lying about my age and am actually a 14yo ... ?? Real thing that happened

⠀Do Not Interact
T.R.A.S.H* , Anti jewish , Nazi ideology , mocks death* , lolisho , bullies , doubles , forces politics on others , yume & kin doubles . ( = ⩊ = )

⠀Notes
➀ Ywka is dyslexic and spaces out his punctuation to read easier , he would benefit if you did this too !
➁ NEVER ever use They/Them or Prn/Prns on me , I find it extremely disrespectful and dehumanising .
➂ Due to bad memory and low energy i often forget to reply to messages or fall asleep , never be afraid to double text me , i highly encourage it !
④ Mai timezone is GMT ( or just look at londons timezone )