no i don't ship Perpollo but this wasn't a hate create URL. very envious, self loathing and angry person. well not very but yeah. profic and idagf about darkships find genuine issues with your time.

despite this, i am a very cordial, shy and forgiving person. i have suspected Autism and dyscalculia and i'm 99% sure a(was diagnosed a long time ago alongside my autism) that i have ADHD as well. i have very violent thoughts about to my brother when he annoys me and our relationship is a very up and down thing (to me only really).

i hate my anger not being taken seriously (due to my brother as well) and when people joke about it that only serves to make me more miserable. i'm apparently like my mom a lot and i guess i see it sometimes. i love talking to people and making friends i'm just terribly shy and get nervous and jittery when a lot of attention is given to me.

i'm also (unfortunately) a pretty envious person. i see a stranger having a good time? i get envious IMMEDIATELY and have to click off the post to avoid such feelings, even if my day was as equally good. i only avoid this (i think) by having a much better day and even that's iffy. my ennegram might be 4w5 with a 469 tritype. but i'm not well versed in that area.

i'm very concious and nervous about my social appearance. i don't wish people to think i'm a mean or weird person or even hold incorrect opinions on my person. although i do say i can be quite accepting if i feel or know that nothing more can be done to repair or change the impression someone holds of me.

i'm very scared of the dark due to my overactive imagination and how much i love horror movies (despite them scaring the shit out of me and making me paranoid). my top two horror movies are: Incantation (2022) and Skinamarink (2022). i recommend them a lot because Incantation scarred me when i watched it back in 2022. couldn't sleep that night.