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my name is aya+
it/she, 14y unlabeled "girl" black autistic femcel
profic zombie o(β§ββ¦o ) βͺ bisexual κ° en/fr OK κ±
INFP Neutral Good 4w5 β‘
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γ BEFORE YOU INTERACT γ i live on the east coast of the usa; my timezone is gmt-5. my sleep schedule is terrible due to me being chronically online so you may see me around at odd hours.
i am disordered and cannot mask even if i was being held at gunpoint. please don't have any high expectations of me as you will be disappointed very quickly. i am sensitive and moody. i get sad or angry over things that could be considered trivial by others. i can also go from high energy to low energy and back again in the blink of an eye. i am not stable by any means. i do enjoy talking to others and making friends, though, and i'd consider myself generally friendly.
i don't have a filter and i tend to blurt out whatever comes to mind before weighing the consequences. i'm not always mentally "there" in conversations. about 70% of my humor revolves around me being jokingly mean/rude to the people i consider close. i never truly mean anything i say. always take everything i say with a grain of salt because i don't take myself seriously and therefore neither should you. if i ever do make you genuinely uncomfortable, talk to me about it directly. please don't drop hints about what's bothering you, because i won't pick them up. make life easier for both you and me. we are all big girls here... okay?
i have terrible brain fog and it's not unheard of for me to ghost even my closest friends on accident. it's usually because i got distracted, but sometimes it's also because i got shy all of a sudden or didn't feel emotionally well enough to continue talking. if you haven't gotten a response in a day or two, you are more than welcome to bump your messages, but don't be pushy with me. it will just make me annoyed and i will shut down the conversation entirely. i generally do much better in spaces like servers or gcs. i'm bad at getting close to people intimately. my bad. 
i don't have a dni because they're overrated. all you have to do is be normal around me and we should be fine. just know that i am very loyal to my friends and i try to avoid anyone who has hurt them in any way that is completely irreversible. i most likely won't be fond of you if you think men can be lesbians or if you're a transmed, but in those cases i will be careful to limit close interactions with you.
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γ LINKS γmainΒΉ β extΒ² β f/o's β tropes associations β interests β sisterhood β contact anddd my directory is here
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