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• .... April . 9th . , . 2025 . — . Wednesday

HAII!! this is my first entry on here!! however i did have an old yapping area here. i js moved cs i wanted to be able to actually add photos and urls into my yap sessions. sigh, it was lowk tough without those two things BUTT! i got em now so it's ok ANYWAYS today was a good day tbh, running the mile wasnt so bad it was js hot as FUCK today bro. 92° OUTSIDE. THAT WAS OUR HIGHEST OHHHH MY GOD. and then friday's gonna be 100°. i might js die this weather sucks fucking ass BUT ALSO ohmggyatt ok uhhh the stalker dude came up to me after chem. js asked me if i still wanted to be friends after like. maybe a week of him giving me that note. and i said we could, sigh. its my fault ik! but ugh i js felt bad saying no AND then i said sure to us talking at lunch tmw. im DYING. i need to start saying no but wtv!! if he doesnt come and find me we are NOT talking. i do not wanna talk to my stalker dude ..
WHAT THE FUCK IS THIS LAYOUT
get back to me in 2 business days to decide if i like it or not. no cs i js looked at other playlists to see how the layout would look and all of them are the same layout as before wtf is happening. am i going crazy. OMG wait ykw i js remembered that made this day AMAZING? i GOT /elevatorhitch. NEVER leaving my hands on skibidi unless the offers a deadplate/wl related url. GUYS js started watching school spirits its FIRE

• .... April . 10th . , . 2025 . — . Thursday

RELEASE ME DUDE. ppl are.. strange (this is directed youre awesome) but uhm yeah. avoided my stalker will probs see him tmw in chem. hes got me so fucking paranoid and OML weird ass dude in my dms bro GTFO PLS. bro some dude spammed my dms (probs more than 600 mssges). and now my disc wont stop bugging & crashing cs im on the website + mobile so its buggy as fuck so annoying dude and i cant even dm back to ask why he did this shit bro DOING ALL THAT FOR WHAT?? holy shit man

• .... April . 11th . , . 2025 . — . Friday

its FINALLY friday dude. hope everyone has a good weekend :3 uhmmm... OH! today was an ok day but i have issues now with my stalker. i was purposely avoiding him yesterday so he gave me a note today asking if i fr wanted to be his friend and he asked for my number .. im gonna have to be honest now bro i wanna hope that if im honest to him again this'll be over but probs not BUTT on the brightside i think i passed my chem test retake YAY!!! i need start writing for my ocs again dude omg i got /filipino ♡ idk how im gonna decorate but i was yearning so bad i had to have it

• .... April . 12th . , . 2025 . — . Saturday

HELP ME YK THE DUDE WHO WAS SPAMMING ME LIKE CRAZY? I SUSPECT HE BLOCKED ME HELP?? i find this so humorous cs its either he js wanted my attention THAT badly or he was trying to ragebait me and both didnt work. i was doing smth rlly important while that shit was happening, and the spamming was js rlly annoying + confusing cs hello why tf are you wasting your time spamming me random ass shit?? and i find it amusing that he couldve blocked me js cs i didnt respond immediately?? dude i HAVE a life!! omg may i also add that he started to spam ping/call me?? it's not that deep if i dont respond the millisecond you mssge me affer months of us not speaking. like i wouldve gotten back to you after your little spam session was over. i find it annoying when ppl im not close to spam me BUT IVE NEVER EVEN HAD MY FRIENDS SPAM ME THAT MUCH?? like 600+ mssges along with spam pings/calls is INSANE. also if any of my actual friends are reading this hai ily/p so youve got the right to spam me, maybe not js 600 mssges LMAO

• .... April . 13th . , . 2025 . — . Sunday

ok im highkey pissed cs one of my urls got unfairly reclaimed through the support system OR it got hacked but idk abt that last option.. maybe. idk. but i mssged support abt it cs i literally edited it a couple weeks ago so it should NOT be up for reclaim whether it has genuine content on it or not (it did). i will be wishing heavy karma upon the dude reclaimed it unfairly. (pls sarah or matt do me justice PLEASE. IVE NEVER TALKED SHIT ABT ONE OF YOU EVER ILYSM). sigh but YEAH. now onto my yap, so theres ghost and soap soap?? im rlly wondering what they made the scent to be cs there's no way it smells genuinely good. LIKE NOT AS AN INSULT BUT CMON?? theyre in the MILITARY. a correct smell would have to be sweat, dirt, mud, blood(iron), and gunpowder. LIKE DONT PLAY WITH ME. and maybe some axe body spray who knows. ALSO im gonna crashout and cry cs i want this url cs its related to my interest and i thought no one was gonna go for this url BUT IG THERES A LOT?? like dont play with me. MOST of yall must js want it for trade benefits and cs its a short url. PLS I WANT THIS FOR MY SPECIAL INTEREST IM GONNA KMS

• .... April . 14th . , . 2025 . — . Monday

bro istfg everyone and their mom is going for the url i want tmw. also i reread my last entry and i apologise if anyone from that does rentry reads shit and gets offended sorry dawg its js how i feel. i hate seeing ppl win reclaims when they dont even gaf abt the url and js get it so they can trade it away or sell it for a high price but also im not deleting cs im continuing onto my truth but when i see ppl talk abt the url tmw and they js dgaf it makes me tweak like GUYS. i get yall want a cool short url but PLEASE. youre lowering the chances for someone who ACTUALLY wants it. stop being greedy dude #crashout why can't we js do personal interest > value also crashing out over the fact that lots of ppl think multi reclaims are randomly chosen cs some ass reclaim mssges will be chosen as "most worthy". like i might js choke and die cs wdym im writing my ass off to be the most worthy mssge when it seems like they dont even care abt that

• .... April . 15th . , . 2025 . — . Tuesday

rentry abt to make me CRASHOUT dude

• .... April . 17th . , . 2025 . — . Thursday

chat i need help SRS. ok its not that deep but like i NEED advice if anyone even reads this garbage. i cant draw for shit outside of school (even in school my art is still ass) and majoring in art was literally my WHOLE plan for college and my career if i even made it to college BUT I CANT DRAW FOR SHIT SO I OBV HAVE TO CHANGE PLANS?? i havent been passionate abt drawing in MONTHS. artblock hit so hard its ruining my future plans dawg. and now i have to actually consider my back up plans. voice acting, or majoring in psychology to become a therapist. but idk if im commited enough to major in psychology cause you need a masters degree and maybe some more years after that?? (idk that was js the major results on google) like ill probs quit with debt or finish and get the degree fully burnt out & still in debt. LIKE omfg. wtf am i supposed to do cs for art i wanted to use art for cartoons or animated movies im so cooked sent help

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