Operator, operator! Please hook me up to my lover at the end of the line~! Operator, operator! Please hook me up to my lover, gotta know that she's mine~!

I really hope she doesn't come across this, since I'm so embarrassed to admit it, but... I really love her so much. It's embarrassing to say, since growing up, I was taught that love was something to be ashamed of. Especially since, well, we are both girls. But I love her too much to let others stand in my way of making sure that she knows I want her to be mine. By that... I mean in the way where she belongs with me. I want her to be forever synonymous with me. Everything she likes, I want to like too. Everything she wants, I want to want. Sometimes we disagree, but I want to be so similar to her that nobody can tell where she ends and I begin. Only I can tell, that she is where I begin.

We are together, but she finds it strange to be lovey-dovey- not something I exactly disagree with- so we don't often tell each other that we love each other. Nonetheless, I have thoughts about this. I love her, and I know she loves me. I don't think I would be with her unless I were sure that she did, since I want to give all of me to her without fear of losing anything in the process. I'm not sure if that's healthy, but my trust in her reciprocation isn't without merit. She's shown her love in her own ways. She doesn't need to tell me that she wants me too, because I already know as much. Right now, that is enough.

She's always struggled with letting others enjoy what she likes, because of issues that others have caused. Still, she has pulled me into her interests fearlessly, and has allowed me to experience them with her. Whether it's anime, games, shows, or even our own original characters, she's given me so much of her heart that I could not possibly take it any other way. After all, she is so cautious about giving such interests out to others, even friends. How blessed I must be. Genuinely.

Before we got together, we had plans of getting married anyway. I don't even remember the details, since they seem so far away, but I didn't even think of the fact that I loved her at the time. All I knew was that I wanted to spend my whole life with her, and marriage seemed the way to do it. Now we're together, and I wonder how she felt about that. I hope one day I am very rich so I can buy us matching and opposite custom rings, like we used to talk about before I told her to date me and she immediately agreed. We've talked so much of the future even with how busy we are lately, and I constantly look forward to spending it forever with her. I could never imagine being with anyone else.

Heavens above AND hells below, I love her with all my life.