last updated: 31 oct 2025

in my last update, i first described myself as spending "my days bipolar". as it turns out, this is because i very obviously experience every symptom of Bipolar II.

i'm glad i sat down and considered that. i feel a bit less insane now. now,

i spend my days bipolar. but mostly OK. i have lots of friends, and i am loved. i love a lot of people, too. i have been listening to good music and watching good shows.

i got into Homestuck in the meantime, which changed my life entirely, for the better. that was cool. i'm finally where i want to be, really. or, where i knew i'd need to be, to do anything with my life. feeling like that's possible is sick. thanks....hussie....

i was just very, very right. i am was in fact, starting to make it through. here i am! i made it! woop!

it's a bit embarrassing now, becuase my problems are very very clear, in places they purrhaps wouldn't have been before. nonetheless.

i'm mostly just thankful for my friends and family and stuff. just sort of every day. shout out to:

maya, bri / maggie, macey, van, callah, erica, cooper, lainey, olive, sammy / grayson, chase l, chase c / mari (tenna), mari (venti), rodya, regulus, oliver, rooker, glorper, libbs

i love you all! and it is my dream for you to all love yourselves.

happy halloween and shit :D

(and my eboyfriend, who is always there for me, and just overall the absolute fucking love of my life, innon)