Public Ramblings of a DogKnight

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12/19⠀ hello.. first entry i am so nervous.. i don't think anyone's gonna read this which is awesome and fine! i'd just like a spot to ramble. i haven't been doing well at all lately and it's starting to become a detriment to my own physical health. suffering through a cocktail of disorders does wonders to my own chronic illness! i feel lonely all the time and it sucks, i truly miss having people to talk to. the latter half of this year has been absolutely abhorrent. i wont go into it in depth here, but, there is something so devastating about being forgotten and left behind by a loved one. something so horrific about being tossed away without warning. it's so demoralizing and i feel humiliated but id still run back if given the opportunity. i would do anything to make things different this time around. im trying to branch out and meet new people but that process is so hard because Nobody wants anything to do with me. Fuck my Florimatt life.