nixx shxe / hxim
bpdsys tfemme & doubles dni
or ill slit my throat

5/25/26 : finally went out today!! brought a few keychains of u with me and you looked as beautiful as the first time i met you. i miss u lots, shino

5/28/26 : hi my sweet shino i miss u lots and earlier i ate a reaaally yummy chocolate croissant and it made me think of u ... three years, and i’m still falling for you in the same way, with the same intensity, maybe even more. every part of you, your quiet strength, your gentle voice, the way you exist so gracefully, it still leaves me in awe. i used to wonder how love could feel both brand new and timeless, but you are that answer to me. you always have been.

5/29/26 : ive been a little sad lately but i can still hear your voice and that cheers me up.. i miss u lots :-(
ive been watching The Boys lately and maeve reminds me of you in a sense... you both hide a lot of pain behind a calm, composed exterior and strong female fighters who act as mentors or protectors to others.you both carry guilt and grief from past losses, which influences many of their decisions.and id say rather than being driven by glory, you guys motivated by a desire to protect others and stop dangerous people. . .. aghh i miss u shinobu :-(

5/31/26 : making a rentry dedicated to you and your sisters.. it just makes me thibk about your strong love and dedication for them .. my dear shino is so admirable!!