꒰⠀general info。⠀꒱
I used to more frequently name hop, but i've somewhat settled. collectively I go by shiloh, nicodemus, & maika 𐔌՞. .՞𐦯 ,,. I am a transmasc agender who uses he / mel / shi / they pronouns. I am very well mixed but most strongly identify with my japanese and german descent. I am non-religious , but have beliefs of my own that do not fall under the religious category. I am medically recognized as being a borderline, and this may make it difficult for me to regulate day to day life. I experience emotions tenfold, and always have. what you may see as "dramatic" is just my regular reactions. i'm not sorry if that inconviences you. along that I am autistic. I struggle with social cues and have difficulty regulating situations I am unfamiliar with. if we are not close, please do not expect daily conversations or for me to reach out first. I struggle with tone, it is almost as though it was deprived from me. if I ask you to clarify, then clarify. I don't do well with sarcasm or "underlying" meanings. i'm a straight up kind of guy. I am taken,, since 24.05.25, being monogamous means I am not open to any other relationships.
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꒰⠀my associations。⠀꒱
I often assiociate myself with cats(specifically black & orange kitties.), jellyfish, the color yellow, the moon, sad indie music, the rainforest, cold winter nights, the flickering lamps, roots, iced coffee, survival, the city, tarot cards, acting, stars/astronomy, photocards, sunset. characters I see myself in are ellie williams, octavia blake, wednesday addams && beth cassidy.
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꒰⠀notes about me。⠀꒱
I am a osdd system, my alters more identifying as parts of me than their own whole. they may frequent my platforms, they do not have to disclose who they are. I am very affectionate in my own nature, but tend to latch onto my peers' personalities. my own identify is blurry, and I struggle putting ground onto things that are "me". this is why I assiociate with many things and latch onto things that help me stabilize this. I am dedicated to things I care about, sometimes caring too much. my passion is strong willed. I am a creative person, mostly in the english aspect. I use my free time to create and write.
