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⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀Dear Cass, my sweet rabbit.
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Hello beautiful.. I missed writing to you like this, but I figured I'd be more active with them provided they're on here instead of the strawpage since I find it easier, so this is that. This'll probably be updated occasionally as long as I don't accidentally forget. And, If I have anything to link it'll look like this, however I'm sure you can use that genius brain of yours to deduce that, I love you vivi. ♥︎

22/07/26⠀―⠀Goodness.. I don't even know how to begin. Through all the things I've wrote for you, I still struggle to find a starting point because theres so much I want to tell you.. regardless if I have before. You have me believing in soulmates again, and that I'm so incredibly lucky to have you as mine- my other half, someone I adore. I have never truly felt so much for someone before.. and Christ are we doomed for it. God, you practically read me like a book by now and know wherevers something up through a simple feeling.. and that part is mutual.

I adore getting to spend time with you, yes we have transcended the game because you're the only person to actually have other platforms to play with me on apart from Roblox.. I really love building a lil Minecraft house with you or sitting on ponytown while talking about all sorts. You quite literally get me buzzing whenever we're both free because even simply you talking to me or sitting on call with me is the greatest part of my day. Through the amount of times I have slept on the phone with people you're the only person I constantly look forward to doing it with and the only person to actually have listened to me slumber with my mic on. Listening to music with you, talking about the future with you, bantering, loving each other, playing stupid games, movies, calls, all of it means the world and is something I always look forwards too and I always miss you whenever we're apart. Gghhh Goodness.. because oh my lord yes I do want to own a bunch of birds with you and an assortment of other animals even if it's probably not the most genius idea ever, yes I do want to do (allegedly) corny lovey dovey movie stuff with you, and yes I do want to come home to you with a boquet of flowers and a small gift of something you've only ever mentioned once. You understand me more so than anyone else has made the effort to and know a significant amount more than I've ever cared to share with someone, which says a lot by itself, but being able to love you along side all of that is such a blessing, having you in my life is such a blessing. You make everything worth it, and I'm so so proud of you for everything you do, and I will continue to be for as long as I live. Through thick and thin you have my heart, and we'll always be okay.

Will I forget about this.. mmaaaybbee.. will I sound repetitive.. proobably... will I get bored of doing this for you... never ever. You'll obviously still get an endless onslaught of I love yous and such from me along side paragraphs for you to read whenever you're awake or not busy but doing this too fills in all the times I have things to say to you but would rather place it elsewhere for you to read like a lil treasure hunt, you're smart Hyaku I know you found this easily. I'm so lucky to be able to call you my girlfriend, and I'll forever take pride in the fact I'm able to love someone as extraordinary as you every day. By God am I blessed to be your girlfriend boyfriend whateva!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! and I love being able to have those titles. I love you so so much gorgeous, so so sooo so much.. we in this togetha.

25/07/26⠀―⠀I understand it's been hard lately, but please keep in mind through thick and thin that I'll always love you. I believe in us, that future we always talk about and finally being with you in person someday. I'll always to get better for you, because you're everything I could've ever asked for and more and I don't want to loose you, ever. We will get through this, I have so so much hope in that fact, for through rain and shine, dawn and dusk you always have my heart. You're worth every single moment, and I cherish every second I get with you, please don't forget or doubt that.

01/08/26⠀―⠀God I love you. I've never been more certain in something when I say I want a future with you, because you have me completely and utterly infatuated. I'm inlove with every aspect of you, not a part goes unloved because to me theres nothing not to love. I dream of the day I can finally hold you, even though I doubt I'd ever be able to let you go afterwards.. lord have mercy I am truly smitten. You've improved my life drastically, and though I still have a long way to go, I want to get better for you, I want to get better for us. You never fail to welcome me with open arms, show me endless love aswell as a smile on my face with the occasional bickering and idiotic conversations we always happen to have. I'm so insanely blessed to have you apart of my life, you're everything and more I could've ever asked for- being able to love you every day is undeniable luck.

You're always oh so cherished and appreciated, not a moment goes by I don't spend it giddy with myself for being able to have you in my life and being able to call you my girlfriend. And ohh my lorrd I'm gonnaa harrmm yoou.. the amount of times I've kicked my feet in glee which the nicknames you call me at times, things you say to me and just you in general get butterflies in my stomach and all, its embarrassing but only you seem to get me like that almost everyday atleast once. "My precious girl" ohh dear mother of God I love you so much, so so so much and I'm hhghh so inlove.. eeuee eeh lord have merrccyy.. I adore you

I did also.. redo a rentry for us, aka this one here.. I hope you like it :-) I love you so much my sweet wildcat.

06/08/26⠀―⠀This is (unfortunately) gonna be a short rentry since its 8:13 am as I'm writing this and I wanted to write something for you before I caught up on a bit of sleep. To start, I just want you to know that I truly do adore you, every moment spent with you is a blessing and something I cherish being able to share. Being able to finish off my night with talking to you regardless of topic and seeing you eventually through the day will always be something I consider myself lucky to be able to receive. Although our schedules will eventually be.. difficult to manage to say the least, I'll always make time to spend time with you, because I do truly mean it whenever I'm apart from you I miss you, call it attached but it's the truth. Hell, even talking but unable to do anything else aswell as you not being here in person has me missing you constantly. You have me hooked, and I spend alot of my moments swooning over you, being utterly inlove with every part of you. I adore you, I always will- more than anything and everything, I love you 3000 and to infinity and beyond. My sweet wildcat, my beautiful girl. ♥︎

29/08/26⠀―⠀Okay I've been slacking off a bit.. I love you so so much jesus christ you have my heart. My love for you never fails to grow more everyday it practically overflows whenever I'm with you, and it does admittedly scare me from time to time with how much I do truly love you. You're my everything and more my sweet, and I'd give you the world and the stars surrounding it in a heartbeat if I could, for you deserve so so much. I'm forever proud of you for all you achieve, I'm always in support for you for anything you do, and I will always be in your corner no matter what life throws at us, for you're the one I want to share my future with. I love you eternally.

19/09/26⠀―⠀Goodness gracious I apologise for being so behind on updating this for you.. I suppose I'm running out of words to say to you because there is only so much I can say until I wish actions could show it properly. Buying you gifts, greeting you when you're home and loving you everyday for being simply you I wish I could do for you in person aswell, along side properly holding you, falling asleep against you or listening to you do work, or simply doing all the things we dream of doing with one another. You make me believe in a future moreso than I ever have, you give me hope and truly you are the light of my life, whatever we may go through that hasn't changed and you still are the first thing I think of before I sleep and when I wake. I know everything is difficult at the moment with conflicting timezones, schedules and overall life getting busy once more, but that wont deter me away; even being able to tell you I love you before I sleep or to listen to you talk about your day while kicking my feet like a lovesick idiot is worth the wait. Every moment I get with you, whether it be spending whatever time we have together, talking on call, streaming me playing some stupid game while you do work or alternatively, listening to you do work and giggling to myself whenever you think outloud and listening to music together is something I cherish and appreciate getting. I adore you, everything about you I find myself swooning over, you're the one I dream about, the one who inspires my work and the one who I want to live life with, you've truly captured my heart after nobody being able to get a grip on it quite as well as you have. You know more about me than anyone ever has, and that's terrifying and heartwarming at the same time, finding trust in someone is something I've always struggled with but you opened me up only a bit into our friendship, and as I've told you got me hooked onto you before I even noticed to the point I spent a good while yearning for you- and I still do. Gosh!!!

20/09/26⠀―⠀I wish I had the right words to say to you, words that would mean just as much as actions may or the right amount of time to try put how I feel across, but my feelings have always been a complicated thing and I doubt they will get any easier to understand. But, I still try to for the sake of trying to tell you, even an ounce of how much all you do for me means to me. I appreciate you sticking around, you taking your time out of your day to listen to me even despite how busy it gets and how much you go through simply so I feel loved at the end of the day, to the point I hardly know how to tell you so because the words always get stuck in my throat, but I'll try to anyways. I know things are difficult, the days go slow or harder to manage and things are complicated, schedules getting filled and the slow impending doom of the future seems around the corner, but I know we'll be okay. Being able to spend less time with you will suck, sure, but the times I do get to have with you even if its simply just talking will be all the more worth the wait, theres not a moment thats gone by where I thought I'd give up on waiting for you. I'm well aware the times we're distant and things are too tense to spark a conversation are difficult, times where we may not talk for a day or longer or times where either of us are upset or frustrated and it isn't worth talking about just yet, however that hasn't deterred me from wanting a future with you, from looking back at past conversations and giggling at our mutual stupidity at times or the times I appreciate and adore getting to receive, when you make me feel loved and cared for despite the difficulties and hardships that may come with it, times I muffle my eeks and squeels into my pillow from compliments or a simple I love you paired with a nickname that makes my heart skip a beat. I know we aren't perfect, I know things are complicated and theres alot to work out, but another thing I know is that you're the one I love and that hasn't changed an ounce. I'll never stop trying to get to the day I can be with you in person or the day things will be more peaceful than they are, even if it seems like it'll take forever to get there. My love for you grows everyday regardless of what may happen, My appreciation for you though not shown is never absent, I cherish you and you are still the one I want to share whatever eternity there is with. Through thick and thin that hasn't changed, I love you more than anything and everything.