to my dearest azziebworder,
happy valentine’s day sweetheart. i don’t know how to begin this letter other than saying i love you so much 
thank you for always being by my side and supporting me even when i dissociate and split and get all delusional. i will be forever grateful to you for sticking by my side <33
i think it’s funny the main reason we got together was egofollower.. knight yaoi so good it made us begin dating. i still remember you barking and meowing in the replies of my egofollower art and laughing about that with my friends! little did i know id start dating you /silly ! every time we talk i smile and giggle like a high schooler with a crush (which i am. im a literal high schooler witha crush a SECRET INTERNET SPOUSE INFACT!! THATS U you are my secret internet spousie that i love lots forever and ever)
even though i find myself constantly down in the dumps you’ve made every day better for me and i probably wouldn’t still be here without you. i love you so much my sweet knight i can’t put it into my words. i love waking up to your text, i get so excited every time i get a notification from you, you give me joy and i feel happy every time we talk to each other. i love playing roblox and sewh and catalog avatar creator with you and i love spoiling you with gifts and nitro and robux and i love matching cosplays with you. and i love when we get grumpy and you stick around nonetheless of how grumpy we are.. you make us feel better :33 i love you so much my dearest sweet egobworder. you are my shining star, my beautiful moon and i will always be the sea that will follow you unconditionally. because i always want to be with you. even when i split or get delusional you’re still there to comfort me. even if you dont understand, you try your best and i love you so much for that. you’re so sweet and kind to me and i love you a lot, i dont understand what i ever did to deserve someone like you let alone ever get your attention or affection. i love you so much sweetheart, please never forget that. even after i come out of a bad spot or i feel the entire world is against me you will always be there with your hand extended to support me. i could never hate you for that, sweetheart.
you are so kind and dear to me and i could never understand why anybody would hate you because you are nothing but kind and you have always been kind to me, even during times where i most definitely have not been. in the future i hope to spend every coming day by your side and every waking moment cuddling and kissing you because i love you so much!!! im so sad we’re not together irl because you being there would make things so much better for me!!! imagine us going to classes and spending break and taking photos and cuddling together.. people may laugh at us but i dont care because i can be with you. ill study well so we can be happy together when we grow up okay? :3 i love u forever and always my sweet beautiful knight! i promise!
thank you for sticking through all my splits and bpd/delusional episodes, thank you for putting up with all my stupid 67 brainrot jokes, thank you for cheering for me. thank you for all the texts you’ve shared with me as we called and i spoke, thank you for all the egofollower yaps we’ve shared and all the textual diarrhea you’ve listened to me speak or type. thank you for protecting me from that scary sewer monster in phobics. thank you for all the compliments, they really made me feel appreciated. and thank you for supporting me and loving me and loving us no matter who’s in front. happy valentine’s day, my sweet egobworder. i love you so much, always and forever. i will forever be grateful that we were brought together, that i had met you. how coincidentally we were mutuals and you chose to comment on my egofollower posts. i will forever be grateful that we began dating because i couldn’t ever imagine a life without you. in a room filled with a million people, i would spend the rest of my days looking for your face.
from your angel, always and forever
follower / ciel