Tora or Riyan 13 yo ♡ ext. PTSD. Chaotic-Neutral sp5 FLVE Choleric-Sanguine ⚽ RPF Yumefujo Lamine riako by definition. Portuguese, Hawaiian & Japanese. Taken 04.25.24 12.23.24. Don't talk to me about nun i say here I'm here to talk to the void

07.28.24: whatever man. i think its just the night talking but idc im listening to it. i dont think jm weird??? id hope im nto weird. i only project onto him because i have no other way of coping if its not just straight up relapsing, but even then i always keep it private. ive always felt horrible about my projections especially since its on him and tbis really didnt help at all I don't know i was so unbothered earlier i don't know what happened. "2007 taking interest in a 2012?" that sentence mskes me so nauseous I don't know why. i ahte it im sorry im sorry im sorrh im sorryr im susrory imsberory im sorry im sorrry imnsrorry im sorry im sorry im so sorry i dontnknow why i cope like this i dont know why i feel these things i dont knkw why i d hslf the shit j do im sorrh ims rotrry i truly am jndotn want to upset anyone i dont want problems j dont want drama i don't want any of it i dont know whags wrong with me i dont knkw why i keep provoking people i dont know anything. i dontnknow whhats wrong eith me i wish i knew but i dont. everything i do feels right in the moment but its normally Not and i dont know why i canrnsee that. i dontknownindont i dong know I dont know please leaveme alone im tired.

i want him so bad i want to be close to him so bad it makes me nauseous. he means so much to me and i doubt i mean more thna a spec of dust to him. i would kill myself if it meant he would have some sort of conversation with me. all my friends joke about me having a crush on him snd jts funny and all but its nothing like that amd i wish they could see that. maybe not in the moment thats my biggest wish but at nights it definitely is. i dont know what i need to do to become close to him i dont know what to do i dont know how to even talk to him. ive been convinced he hates me literally ever since the first day we became mutuals. i dont know why j get so sensitive when interacting with him i dont know why i cry every time he talks to me i dojt know j dont know im sorrh im sorry jm sorry im sodty immsbeorry i wish iw ss normal i wish i didng feel like this. if he knew he would probably get weirded out Nd then block me and then id go crazy. i think. j dojt know. i dont know how to explain what i feel about him, all i know is that its not romantic and im certain of that. im so miserable i want to tell him how i feel but what the hell do i even say. "Hey //// i know we've only been oomfs for less than a month But I've been insanely attached to you ever since day 1 and I want to hold you Or you could hold meif you want And I lose my mind every time you interact with someone sweeter than how you interact with me" he would think imna freak?????? i msrory i struggle so much with these situations. he barelt even Tweets lol and whenever he does its normally about madrid and i really really dont want to talk about madrid. i even removed my Madridistas dni for him and ive forced myself to cheer on madrid for him even when it made me choke on my vomit and nausea. i hate this so much I've tried to tweet stuff like "Like for a direct" or something so he could like it and then j would tell him. 40% of it. and then he woild have a some-what idea ofnit Buthe never liked it. he didnt even like the tweet where i put him in my top 5 foomfs I hste my life thjs twt shitnget serious im gonna kill myself Jm sorrhbim so dependent j dkng knkw why J domg know why its him of all people. this is really too much im going to bed

"imagine being mad over a url" do i need permission to be upset??????? im sorry im a easily upset person i cant help that. i dont know why its always a problem when i do stuff while you can do the exact same and worse and it be okay. you can hate on everyone ajd everything but the second i am upset over something i deserve to die. why???????? why is it always like that Why am i not allowed to feel anything without permission why does everyone have to succumb to your rules You're such a bitch get over yourself

I'm tired of yall. my name is tora and i like to have fun Leave em ee aloneeeee

07.30.25: Why does everyone become insufferable after using rentry Me included im not innocent either

i hate this court shit let me go home bruh my phone is at (ly)10

07.31.25: Last day of july wow. barca match today i Feel a bit dejected though. i wonder if he knows how i think of him and he's only interacting with me out of pity

Lol earlier (yesterday) j was getting mass ratioed with privste replies. apparently i told ////// to die????? i dong remember doing that at all. even if i did idk how she would know since i don't think im friends with anyone she's friends with? well except /// but he wouldnt leak my stuff to ehr. Yeah no i looked up her name on my priv and the only stuff i found was me saying im gonna kill myself over Honestly something silly but i was in the middle of a breakdown so. soundcloudd keeps pausing my music This is annoying

Never. mjnd. shit ton of oomfs are friends with Her i just searched it up. Also she blocked my priv 😭😭 not that i really care but its a bit funny to me. when did she do tha

SHE BLOCKED MY SECRET ACCOUNT????? HOW DID YOU EVEN FIND THAT????????? Whatthe hell. future tora How many accounts does she have blocked

Future tora here. 5. even my ia dpriv and my other account with only one of my friends 😭 It's night time (00:48) and i have nothing betterto do so im Doing this ok i dont really care i just domt have anytbing betger to do right now

Oh he's gorgeous

i was really nauseous earlier and it was the first time i cried in a fat minute and This is making me feel a bit better. i love him so much

08.01.25: YOU DON'T KNOW ANYTHING ABOUT IDOLY PRIDE. Happy girlfriend day to my wives. i love them a lot They r mine

Stop using AI on our players i will kill all of you Stop asking chat gpt to generate Raphinha with a ballon d'or stop asking chat gpt to generate a photo of neymar anr messi with the blurry iPhone effect thing YOU ALL ARE GONNA DIE

Héctor birthday tomorrow I'm nervous I love him

08.02.25: Happy birthday Héctor i lovenyou so much I hope you have an amazing birtdhay Fuck bruh im on the verge ofnpassing out im so tired Fuck my lfie proper paragraph Maybe later indont know

the fact that like 99% of the people agree that gojo is black is sendinf me Like hell yeah

08.03.25: Imso joyous he loves me

08.04.25: Wgy os everyone named micah

I love him I love my foomf

08.05.25: first time not ghosting for attention #kindanervous but look what i drew in 2 hours no pauses Ok I'm proud sorry

08.06.25: ballon d'or tmrw nbttm

08.10.25: [deleted]. Mikeys birthday is in 10 days! and my stepdad gets out of jail innnnnnnnn 8 days! very joyous

also Tavi is very sweet I love him a lot. I love all his names they're so cool

08.15.25: Idk maybe I am a cunt. Probably. fuck