Yes, everyone, today I'm Kyusai-chan. It's probably been a while since I've done a space. How have you been? I'm @kyusai_nehan.
Let's see, hey hey hey, I actually went over my screen time today, but, well, I'm not feeling that negative, and I need to practice my Twitter button. But is today an okay day? I thought so.
I'm doing that thing. I'm ignoring screen time and doing spaces.
It's not going to be a very long space, but if you use that tag of absence and space again, you can talk to me, so if you use that space tag and comment to Park, I'll read it out.
I haven't made a video in a while.
Well, I haven't made a video in a while, so I've been in a bit of a slump lately. I haven't seen you in a while, so I'm in a bit of a slump, but I had the opportunity to do a job as a hostess for the Ding Dong Research Project, and I've been doing it for a long time. I had a chance to play the role of the host for the Ding Dong Survey, but I didn't do it for a long, long time.
I didn't do anything too long, so I didn't talk a lot, so this is the first time in a long time that I've delivered a video in the main stream.
So this is the first time in a long time that I have posted a video.
Well, I really thought that I should do it more often because I forget how to speak and how to talk. I thought I had to be careful.
But now that you are here, I think I have a tendency to be very withdrawn, or how should I put it? I'm afraid of people, I'm afraid of the future, I'm afraid of myself, I'm afraid of the future... I'm afraid of being afraid of people, I'm afraid of the future, I'm afraid of being afraid of myself, I'm afraid of being afraid of the future, I'm afraid of being afraid of myself. But........
I am currently working on a personality correction program in the hope that I can help her become a positive person instead of a fearful one. I'm doing a personality correction program, but it's not a personality correction program for people with bad personalities or people who are in trouble. We are trying to turn the negative, broken, and dark personality of the bailout person into a positive and bright one.
We're in the middle of a great effort right now, and it's like a clockwork orange. I think I'm going to watch Clockwork Orange in this vein somehow.
I think so, something like that, first of all.
I'm trying to watch bad movies, and I know it's a trivial thing, but I have a very unique view of the world in which I live, and I've only watched dark movies, only read novels, only read comic books, and sometimes I drink lycopene from tomato salt. I'm mostly about my writing, my novels, my youtube style, and the friends I hang out with, you know.
I was collecting dark, sick, grotesque things, regardless of whether I myself was sick or not, and for about 10 years I only touched dark and grotesque things. I had been collecting dark, sickly, and grotesque things for about 10 years, and I had only been exposed to dark and grotesque things for about 10 years. I'm just a bit biased, so I've finally started to watch some light-hearted movies.
I'm trying hard.
You know what?
I didn't have the courage to watch happy endings, so I started watching movies with happy endings.
I'm the type of person who can't watch happy endings because I compare myself to others, but recently I've been trying to find a way to enjoy happy endings.
I was wondering what I should do, and as I was learning how to watch those happy endings, I started to understand a little bit more. At first I was really scared of comic books that only happen in movies, or happy events that only happen in movies, so I thought, "How can there be such a happy ending? There is no way such a happy event can happen. I thought, "Don't show me such happy things.
I gradually began to have the presence of mind to enjoy the kind of happy ending that can only be achieved in a story, and I thought, "Yes, yes, it's a story, it's going to work out anyway," but I had never done that before. I guess it's always like this. I thought, "You've got to be kidding me, I'm going to show you such a happy thing," but then I thought, "Well, I'm going to try a little bit harder to make Hollywood or Disney or whatever it is. I mean, I thought they were just trying their best to make a film for children in the U.S., but they were just trying their best.
I've been watching some American children's movies recently.
I couldn't watch them by myself at first, so I called my sister to watch them with me, and gradually I became able to watch them by myself. I can't watch horror movies by myself because I don't have the courage to watch horror movies by myself, and I want to read "The Human Centipede," but I'm not sure if I can watch it by myself. So I'd like to try my best to do that, but I'm not sure if I can watch a movie with a happy ending or not. Well, I still don't mind watching those romantic dramas.
A little bit.
I'd like to be able to watch happy comedies or at least comedy movies. I started watching them yesterday or the day before yesterday. Well, a little bit at a time. I feel that even just watching a little bit of it has forced my personality. I don't know. Up until now, I have always had the worldview that if something happens, it always ends badly, even within myself. I had a bad experience in junior high school.
I had an unbalanced view of life, as if life could only turn out badly, and it was a lie that it would turn out good. I hope I can eliminate those things and make the world inside me brighter, more positive, and kinder, little by little. If I can do that, I hope so. Oh, I'm reading your comment now. Thank you for the two dicks.
I'm with my sister, yes my sister, did you see it?
I'm not very good at watching movies, so I don't have the power to explore new fields. Thank you. Thank you. Well, I don't know much about it yet.
I'm watching from Yoga. But are you enjoying Japanese films too? There seem to be a lot of Japanese films, and Japanese films are like light dramas. I have an image that most of the lighter dramas are romantic dramas, and I'm not good at romantic dramas.
I'm not good at romantic dramas. No, maybe, I don't know. But because I'm not good at boxer romance, it doesn't mean I'm not good at romance.
I think that if I go out with that person, I don't know when they're going to show up again, and I get really anxious, so, you know?
I don't want to feel insecure like that.
You know what?
I'm running away from love, but I wonder if one day I'll be able to see it. I'm not sure if I'll ever be able to see it again one day, but when I see a romance drama, before I see how cute and innocent it is, why do I feel like I have all the features of a human being to be able to do such a thing?
I think it's illuminationKanto illuminationI watched a movie called Pet, which is about a dog that goes on a rampage when it's away from home, in one sitting yesterday, and it was really cute. The reason why I don't watch American movies is simply because, you know, girls who like Disney say that Disney is the best and Univa is the best, and I'm going against that.
I don't want to mix with them.
I don't want to mix with people like that. I, I, I, I... I don't want to mix with those people.
I thought, "I won't drink such a small thing," but then I decided to take the plunge and try to remove that kind of overbearing attitude. Well, I was too much on the contrary, you know.
I'm too uptight. If I watch only dark movies like Choco or French movies, the image of those movies is quite dark, and I read only horror, suspense, and scary novels, so I don't know why.
When I read a book, I can't help but mention the moment when a person kills a person.
When the ending is a little happy, I start to think that it's not good to just throw away your tongue. No, I thought it was not good enough. I thought, "I don't know, maybe I should quit. Even if I don't go so far as to quit. I wanted to know more than just the dark worldview of the three of them, so I watched an American movie.
So I watched the film thinking that if it was a film with a dog in it, it would be fun to have a happy ending. So I watched it because I thought it would be fun if it was a film with a dog in it.
I'd like to hear so recommended construction films. I wonder if it's a check movie? I can't think of one, but I'd like to know about a French movie that's good. There is a movie called "Ecole," and I like it very much.
There is a movie called "Ecole," which I really like.
I like movies that combine the girl and the scary, like Gaulle.
Later on, I want to see French films like "The Maiden's Prayer," "Minnehaha," and "The Little Flower of Evil," and I've always wanted to see those films.
You want to see them, don't you? I also want to explore horror movies, and I'm thinking of increasing my movie tastes in 2020.
I'm going to try to increase my taste in movies, like that boxer Ango Sakaguchi, Osamu Dazai, Rampo Edogawa, and abroad, like Bataille, Baudelaire, and so on.
I like scary things. Well, I mean, I like scary things, in short, I like decadent things, like the decadence of the Great Defeatist movement. Because I like decadent things, I have been reading decadent things for about 10 years, and my lifestyle has also been decadent. So I like to wear Lolita, drink Strong Zero and Monster, and play around in a messy room. I was living a kind of decadent life, but recently, since I've become a working boxer, I've been thinking that my body can't keep up with the decadence.
I thought that my body was not able to keep up with the decadence, and I still wanted to live a decadent life, but when you live a decadent life, you get tired and your body gets tired. My body gets tired, my feelings go up and down, I get in and out of range, and the rate of negative feelings increases. So, as you might expect from a high school student, I began to think that my body could no longer keep up with the lifestyle of the "decadents.
I was wondering what I should do, so I asked some people who had not graduated from the lower-decker lifestyle and had recently grown up to be 40 years old how they felt when they stopped living in the lower-decker lifestyle. I asked them what they would be like if they stopped living in the lower tier, and they replied that they would become more relaxed and cultured. So, I went to see a movie or went to see Butai.
I would wear a stylish blouse and a stylish skirt.
I want to read books, go to the library, go to the movies, see a play, and what else? I'd like to listen to some jazz, something a little cool like that. I was thinking that there are several routes to go after quitting the decadent life and becoming a normal, ordinary nerdy woman in her twenties. But I thought that wasn't my image.
But that doesn't mean I can't continue my decadent life and see what I'll be doing in five or ten years.
And what is it?
I don't know.
But that doesn't mean that there's anything wrong with the normal people who get married and fall in love normally, who like Disney and eat pancakes and so on. But if I say that you can be gorgeous and cheerful, you know....
I couldn't imagine myself graduating from the lower level of life and becoming that way.
But I did become mature. I watched movies, listened to jazz, went to see plays, and so on. I went to see plays, and there were a lot of people who liked period dramas. They were into period dramas, and they were into a kind of subculture, an evolved subculture, like an adult subculture. If it was just the two of them, I thought that even I could get used to it.
So, what is it?
Like a culture nerd.
I thought it would be a fun hobby for me after I quit my life of being a big dork, so I thought I'd give it a try. I thought about going camping, climbing mountains, going to the gym, and all sorts of other options, but nothing really seemed to fit. I've been running twice a week to keep my body healthy, but I'm not sure if it's a good idea or not. I was not really comfortable with the sporty, active, sporty type of relief.
I can imagine a sporty type of relief that moves from Harajuku and Shinjuku to Jimbocho and Ginza, goes to see plays, watches movies, reads books, makes herbal tea, etc., as a branch of the route. So I'm thinking that I should go back there to calm down a little, but I'll still drink Strong 0.
But you know what? I thought I had become an adult.
But now that I've come this far, Boxer, I want to become a mature woman. And you know what?
I was talking too loudly.
I want to be the kind of nice and mature lady who doesn't let anyone tell her she's a natural or anything like that, but I don't think I can be that person at this point. I've always been childish.
I'm still an adult even though I'm in my 20s.
Well, I'll read your comment... I don't want to join Judas Monogatari and enjoy the same thing in time, so I don't watch romance or youth. That's right. I'm not a bad person who watches romance and coming-of-age stuff, and they are gorgeous, wonderful people, but if I were to imitate them and act the same way and fit in, I probably wouldn't fit in. I think there would probably be a discrepancy in the way they see the world and their fundamental values.
I remember once before, when I was in a group that was always demanding and demanding.
There was a time when I worked as a secretary at a company where all the employees were way-too-demanding, and my hobby was clubbing. When I started working at Waybags, everyone asked me what I did to relieve stress, and I told them that I went to Disney or called my boyfriend, but I didn't mean to offend them.
When I said, "I'm going to call a book or something," the waiters said, "What are you selling to them? Maybe they think they're the only one who's special and smart and can read books and all that, but they say that's just plain stupid, uncool, and creepy. I was told that it's okay to be like that, but it's not okay to read books, and that it's not okay to be like that forever.
I thought that people in that group are probably very brash and irritating to yankees and Parisians. Maybe it's something.
It's not that I'm disgusted or sad or want to complain, but I simply felt that this is not the place for me. So maybe it's the same thing. I think it will happen again when I get mixed up with the requirements.
I was really sharp when I was a college student, and I drank a lot of alcohol and fell down. I was really sharp when I was a college student.
I was in an emergency room, and when I got sick...I don't know...I was in the hospital...I don't know.
I don't know, when I was sick, it was cool to do something acrobatic as a menshera. There was a kind of clean way and a kind of dirty way at that time. There was a time when Sonoyama, while being really depressed and depressed as a menshera, put his soul into how beautifully he could do it, but now it's impossible. I'm not that old anymore. I was young then, but I was in my early 20s.
What is it?
I was able to do that until I was in college, but it's about time for me to get over it. I can't do it anymore.
I'm not sure if I'm going to be able to take care of her anymore.
I'll do my best, I'll do my best, I'll become a really stylish cultured person.
I'm going to become a really fashionable cultural figure. That's why I'm so worried about it. I bought a new skirt the other day, but it stopped at my hips again. I don't know why, but it's really frustrating.
My waist is fine, but what's wrong?
My waist is fine, but every time I get stuck at the oshiri, I have to force myself to zipper it up, but I don't know how to do it. But lately my boobs are getting a little bigger, and I wonder if I've gained weight. I don't know why.
I can tell by the way my body is attached to the lower section.
I don't go along with four, really, you know?
What kind of videos were made during those impressionable middle school years? I met Baudelaire and other manga artists such as Inio Asano, and I was fascinated by their decadent way of life. And then there's Marquis de Sade and Lyonnais, and, well, I'm not going to give up the school, but I'll say it again.
I guess I was inspired by them. I was inspired by the world of "Thai dividend land, violence, and..." and I was very much influenced by that world.
I was really drawn to the world of Thai dividends and violence, and I thought I would live in this world with them, but gradually I felt like I wanted to stay in that world, but at the same time I felt like I wanted to stay in that world.
On the one hand, I want to stay in that world forever, but on the other hand, my body can't keep up with the big changes that happen when I am in that world. I'm not sure if it's a good idea to have a new job, or if it's a good idea to have a new job, or if it's a good idea to have a new job, or if it's a good idea to have a new job. The most important thing to remember is that you can't just take a look at the world around you.
But that doesn't mean that I don't like it.
I don't want to lose what I have now, like my worldview, so I don't know.
But I want to make it work, don't I? I don't know what to do. But lately, I've been feeling really depressed, and I've been feeling fine. When I thought about it, I realized that it wasn't that my thickness was a reflection of me, but that my body was no longer able to keep up with the way I had been going. I thought, "Oh, Kyusai, you've aged so much, even though you're still hanging on so long.
Yes, right?
Yes, I can live a life of screaming, reading, laziness, smoking, and drinking. Yes, yes, why did I do it? I used to avoid it, call myself reading, lazy, cigarettes, and then salmon, really, this is that cigarette, boxer, you know, I couldn't put a lighter on it, so I didn't finish it, but it was usually like this, avoiding it, disinfecting it, cigarette band.
And what else?
Bands, reading, comic books.
And what about attending events?
I don't know, lately I really feel like, you know, when I see these nerds fighting on Twitter or whatever, I used to feel like, you know, when I saw these radical flower bloomers, I used to feel like they were my husband or something, I used to have this kind of bloodlust, but lately I feel like, you know, stop fighting, don't fight anymore. I'm afraid, I'm afraid, I'm afraid, I'm afraid to see people fighting, so I even set my screen time.
I'm in a growth phase, a virtual growth phase, what am I going to do, I'm in a growth phase, right? Kyusai girl, that's what it's like until the first sign of evolution. Maybe now, that me. Come on, maybe after that growth period. Come on, so here, you know, how do I grow up? I think my future is going to change depending on how I grow up here. I want to express what I want to express on youtube.
I'm thinking...
I don't want to shake his style, and I don't want to loose his artistry.
I am a person who feels the difficulty of living, but I am also a person who is trying to be positive.
I think that there are people who feel difficulty in living, and I think that they are....
You are the ones who are feeling this way, and you are the ones who are hiding under the futon and skipping school. On the days when they skip work, they can watch the video just enough to cheer themselves up. That's what it's like. I would like to continue to follow the growth of Goto, who is kind and easy-going, and to continue to follow the path I'm on now as a Youtuber, and to go where I'm going after I've grown up.
Yes, we are very grateful to be able to witness Acute-chan's evolution.
No, I really don't think I'm going to be in that perfect state yet.
I don't think I'm going to become a whole person. But, you know...
I don't know. I'm still growing up, and wow, it's Seira. Seira-chan, Seira-chan, Seira-chan is my friend. Let's see.
Yes, you know. I guess it's like that. So, lately, I really don't know what's going on, but I didn't know until now. It's like everyone around me seems to be a child. I really don't understand, and I've been using the Internet from head to toe, and I've been using the Internet from morning till night, thinking that it's the Internet, with all its conflicts and hatred and stuff, and I've been using it to make videos. Drinking Sto0 and making videos.
I was drinking stooges from morning to night, making videos, watching Youtube and laughing...it's like a big defeatist kind of thing.
I guess. I was reading about butter baths, and Baudelaire, and the great defeatist stuff, and I was thinking about violence and, you know, death and despair and stuff.
I was living, breathing only death and despair.
But suddenly, you know, in the last week or so, I suddenly became an adult...I bought it. Oh, I, I bought it. Oh, I bought it. It's like I've figured it all out. I was really surprised because it came so suddenly. Because it's just like that.
Recently, my friends have been saying, "I understand now, I understand now, I understand now, I understand now everything in the world. I'm a little bit grown up now...I'm not in Kabukicho. How do you call it in Kabukicho? I'm thinking I might graduate from Harajuku because I'm not from Kabukicho... I'm learning all around me... I was wondering why everyone was leaving me, but now suddenly, suddenly, suddenly, bailout girl...
I was wondering why everyone was leaving me behind.
I just woke up like I'm in a long term, and I've been cleaning my room without drinking any Strong Zero? Who is it today?
What should I do?
I'll still be messy in my room.
Yes, I overdosed on the Internet, right? I overdosed on the Internet. Me. I grew up on the Internet and thought the Internet was going to kill me. So I decided to have two hours of screen time a day, and I had two hours of screen time a day.
And then, you know...
I'm like, "Okay, I'm done with screen time. After the screen time was over, I said, "Okay, I'm going to watch a movie," and I watched the movie and drank a little bit of that delicious alcohol.
And then what?
I was like, "Okay, I'm going to read a book and go to bed," or something like that. I've never done anything healthy in my life, so I'm starting to get scared. I've been wondering if I'm going to die. But I really realized something, Kyusai-chan, a boxer, a very depressed person came to see me the other day... I mean, Kyusai-chan, who sleeps a lot, was sharing a room with a friend of mine for a period of time, as a sort of status report... But...
That friend was actually, you know...
She thought of her friend as family, but her friend was a huge help to her. She hated him and kept sending bad comments about him behind his back, and they had a big fight when they were changing the room share entrance, and it messed up 9,000 friends. I don't know what it is.
Then, after reading it for a while, I suddenly understood, not in a spiritual way, but in a real way, like I understood that I should stop using Strong-0. I'm really feeling like I shouldn't go to Strong-0. I'm wearing something like that.
I wonder if I'm going to die.
Hisa-chan, I get it, I get it, I get it, I get it, I get it, I get it, I get it, I get it, I get it, I get it, I get it, I get it, I get it, I get it, I get it, I get it, I get it, I get it.
I didn't get involved in internet fights, I didn't take Strong Zero, I didn't decide on medicine, I didn't decide on the proper medicine I got from the customer, I didn't take any medicine.
What is it?
I don't know, I was trying to find a girl on a matching app, and I matched with a guy, and I didn't get depressed.
I was trying to find a man, and I didn't get depressed because I got matched with a guy.
I bought some really good sake, and my little girl was full of it. Then I read books and watch movies.
Sometimes I went to see a play or something, and I listened to classical music, not just the kind that made me feel like a mensch, and I suddenly realized that if I was a fan, my life would reach me. I felt like I was saying goodbye to everyone around me in France. I bought it, so I'm leaving the best in the world. I don't want to be like that.
I don't want to be like that, and I don't want to be like, "Oh, I bought it, and now I'm out of this world," and I don't want to be like that. What should I do, someone should decide whether to keep Kyusai alive in the subculture and isolate Lukather Kyusai from the subculture, or whether to mix it all up and do it right.
I understand.
I'm going to do it. You know, even if you help me now that I'm in a light fall, I probably won't be able to completely emit that light. I can't fall in love, and I'm not very good at being in a deep relationship with that person. I'm not very good at being in that relationship with that person in that deep...surrounded by those few friends that count.
I wish I could live happily.
I wish I could live happily, and, you know, that's why I'm still a big loser. I like literature. But what is it?
What's going on, really?
I was just talking, just like that, just like that, just like that, just like that, just like that.
Suddenly.
Did you do social studies?
I don't think I can go out in the world without doing social studies.
That's why.
I don't think I'll be able to go out into the world.
I don't socialize. I'm still working remotely, and I don't leave the house, so I don't socialize, but of course I'm trying to save money, and I suddenly fell asleep for about four days, and I couldn't really do anything. I couldn't do anything. I thought that I was a really, really bad Kyusai-chan who had been abandoned by everything in the world. Then one day, I woke up and suddenly I understood.
I don't think my personality will change drastically, so please rest assured and enjoy the rest of your life, right?
I'm not in that so-and-so state. I'm not in that so-and-so state. It's not that I understand now that I'm in that state of relief, but it's something else, something else, something else. I'm not too much of a menhiras.
I'm too much Mengele, you know, I have a habit of sleeping with a prized prize? When I get drunk or something, or when I'm sad, I have a bad habit of lying on the ground and whining.
I went to Menkuri and went to counseling to fix my whining, and they told me that I'm not so bad, but I have a tendency to get carried away and depressed easily. So I'm trying to correct that a little bit. So she told me to correct that little by little. So we were doing a personality correction program. Then, gradually, my personality started to be enforced, and it was like....
I started to feel lighter and lighter, as if all human beings should die. What should I do, I've lost so much, so much hatred.
How is it? I don't know if it's better to have more hatred or less hatred, I'm going to become a savior.
Social Studies OvernightSocial Studies OvernightSocial Studies Overnight means, you know, that rambunctious dog...you know...that rambunctious dog...you know.
It is a socialization camp for violent dogs to regain socialization. It's become a social staycation for rescuers, you know. I don't know.
But, on the contrary.
But on the other hand, you know...
I don't know, maybe it's because I'm not a pampered punk anymore.
You know...
I don't know, I'm not a pansy anymore.
And, you know, acting with Wada-san, and, you know, getting along with each other... I don't know, what's going to happen to Tada-relief-chan all of a sudden?
But really?
She's using the Internet from head to toe, and she's using the Internet to do this, right?
I'd like to share my sick state with the Internet, letting my hatred grow, getting angry on the Internet, getting stressed out on the Internet, stopping on the Internet, and then sharing that sick state with the Internet. I feel that my life on the Internet and my life of being dependent on Strong0 are about to end for now. But, well, even if I do my social studies properly, I still want to do that.
I want to continue to do that...what's the word?
I want to continue to do that even if I do my social studies. So, you know...
If I lose my hatred for this world, I won't be able to post videos anymore. So, I want to hate the world in moderation, you know.
I hope that all human beings should die. Well, it's been a long time. I'm on my fourth day of living with a smartphone, and there was a time when I felt like I wasn't myself. I'm not playing with my phone anymore, and it's hard to study, and it's hard, but when I can use my phone and tweet, it really makes my life easier. I could just stop doing it, I don't have to stop doing it, but I have to set my time and set my internet time, and the internet is full of people who are angry, or angry, or angry, or people with weird extreme ideas, and you know...
What is it?
That's the pointy end of it, you know?
Everyone was angry, and I was inspired by that, and I was angry and sad all the time, and my emotions were all messed up, but just taking a break from the Internet really calmed me down, it was scary.
It's scary, isn't it? If you've fallen off the light, don't die a slow death. Well, you're right. I don't think I'm going to fall off. I don't think I'm going to fall into the light. I said I fell into the light normally, but I'm going to see "Centipede" after this, and I'm going to see that. I think I've thought about the balance. So, I was thinking that I should look at only the scary things, and only the scary things, so that I would not be like a pure-cultured mad dog, because 100% of the applications have been made.
Well, the good thing is, if the scary thing is six, isn't that scary? I think it's a good thing that I'm not afraid if the scary part is six, but if the scary part is four, I'm not afraid.
I had to do that space because it was so effective and it was really forcing my personality.
Academy EroYes, the human centipede, you know.
That, maybe, yes, corporal punishment gave it to me. I was thinking of watching it on EuNext, but EuNext doesn't have a dubbed version, so I thought I'd watch it on DVD. I want to see the violence and, you know, the violence and the shoes, you know, because violence is the best.
Violence and shoes, because it's really the best, the best, the best, the best, the best, the best, the best match. I don't want to lose the propensity for it. I went to the Sn bar the other day, and I was told that they all have the best sexuality, and that's not a bad thing. What is it?
I wonder what it was?
I'll post my experience with Sn Ba.
I'll put it on Youtube next time.
I'll put it on youtube next time. So, Kyusai-chan, let's see....
Harajuku, that Kyusai Chan, too, I don't know why. They are wearing some kind of punk fashion, you know.
They put on subculture, drinking Strong 0 all day long, you know, you know.
I'll probably never drink Strong 0 all day again, and I'd like to wear something a little more mature, not punk fashion.
I'd like to be a little calmer, read a book, and not lash out at people on the Internet.
I don't know.
I don't know, it's not like I'm becoming an adult.
I don't know, it's not the same as becoming a mature person.
Extreme.
Eccentric.
The personality is being enforced little by little.
I was a bit of a menhera in the past, so if something happened to me, I'd say, "Okay, I get it. Then the police should die. There were times when I was in that kind of situation. I thought it would be nice if I could reduce that kind of thing.
I'm really curious to know how your nipple clips went in the world.
I was thinking about the nipple clips of Kyusai-chan, but there was a story behind it. I personally got nipple clips from a friend, and when I played with a naughty girl, she put nipple clips on my nipples, and I wanted to say something. I was like, "What do you think of nipple clips, Kyusai?
You should not do that nipple clip because it will rip off that nipple.
Do you want to write about today in your notebook too? Oh, I don't know. Do I have anything to write in my notebook?
Yeah, I wonder if I'll write it in the notebook? But I'm graduating from the old subculture, well, I'm not graduating, but I'm going to grow up a little bit. I think some of them will start writing against the growth of high-class Saichan, and I, too, was a radical against the growth of characters for a while, and when those characters became adults or grew up a little in character, I don't know what it was.
I had a period when I was violent. That's why this is something like Kyusai Chan. I don't know if you know that the old Sasachan has understood, but let's keep it a secret between us that he has understood. Let's keep it between us. I used to be a little boy, I don't know what he was.
I used to be addicted to little boys' beels, and I used to see them grow up to be adults.
I used to be addicted to the little boy beel, and I used to say, "Oh no, no, no, no. There was a time when I said, "I'll never grow up. Now, you know. I think that was a little bit, you know.
I don't think that was very mature. Enough, okay? I'm barking up a minefield. Well, this is a reminder to the past Kyusai-chan, but the more you get angry at something you don't like, it doesn't mean that you like that thing. The one who is strong enough to vent his or her own love while skillfully letting go of the things he or she doesn't like is the one who is stronger as a chan. The old chan of Kyusai is that other coupling.
I really thought that she would have been a real "cup-chu" if she had become a little too much like that, but I'm going to stop acting like a young "fugi-joshi" now.
No, but really.
Well, Kyusai, you've grown up, but you're not an adult.
Really?
I really thought, "Oh, Kyusai, I love that my life is going well now. Just when I thought my life was complete, I was kicked out of that house. I was kicked out of the house, and then I was told that I had to leave, and then I was told by my roommates that I was being very bad-mouthed by them.
I don't know, it's like the minutes of a bad conversation. I lost a lot of friends because I was late, and they started to leave me alone. When I found out about it, it was really painful, but I don't know what it was like before. It was like before.
Rough.
Extremist Kyusai.
He is a flower girl, living a decadent life and drinking a lot of Strong Zero. What's that about her?
I'm glad to see that the former Kyusai-chan has grown up a little bit.
I'm an elder hidden fan. It's good to hear your secret. I read your comment, thank you. I'm so glad to hear that there are hidden fans. I'm so glad to hear that. You know, that's it, isn't it? She's the one who did the clipping of Mr. Cured. Thank you very much. I really like her father.
I'm also secretly watching her father, so I'm very happy to have a comment from someone who likes that push.
Well, I get told in an extreme way that the young relief girl has changed. No, I'm Tanba, the young relief worker who never makes bad changes, so I don't want to stop tweeting, or worry my fans, or worry the sheeple, you know.
Well, I don't think it's possible for me to quit being a menkyo immediately, but I hope I can gradually become the kind of person who doesn't do such things, even if it's just one step at a time. On the other hand, I hope I can grow and become that "Kyusai Chan" who has been calm lately. Even if fans say that she has not been getting involved, I will do my best not to let them say that she has lost the goodness that she has. I thought that I would like to create a YouTube channel to express this kind of thing, well, it's strange to say it in this way.
What were your thoughts when you decided that you wanted to create this kind of channel? I want to do it right the first time, you know.
I don't want to stop or change anything.
I would like to ask for your support.
Well, I guess that's about it. I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm just giving you a very long report on what's going on with me lately.
I'm sorry, but you've changed, Kyusai. You're so muscular and sexy. Yes, my boobs are really getting bigger and bigger. My waist is getting bigger and bigger. I'm running now, and I'm running for the popular vote, so I'm hoping to fix this whip-smacking relief girl little by little.
I look forward to working with you.
I'm enjoying life itself, including user growth, as entertainment. Thank you very much. Well, I've talked for quite a long time, thank you very much. Well, I think it's time for me to stop this Kyusai work. Thank you all very much. It was fun to talk with you. It's been a while since we last talked, and both you and I were able to sort out some things about ourselves, and I'm glad we were able to do so. It was really good.
I'm really glad that it was just a status report on the Personality Correction Program, and I'm sure it was a lot of fun, but I'll see you all again. I'm going to tell you that I'm going to quit Menkhera after I quit Menkhera, and I'll definitely quit Menkhera. I'm going to quit Mengele, I don't need to quit Mengele, but I'd like to be a calm Mengele.
I'm not going to be a Strong's 01 drinker anymore.
Thank you very much for your time. I had a great time with you all. Let's support each other again, this time through distribution or something. Thank you all for your hard work. Good night, quit-siri-chan Nishikonyo quite siri-chan.