Mellis : Honey; Sweetness; Darling
hallo everynyan! this is Edéa's diary as of 04.29.26 ;3 you may read all my secrets heh
04 . 29 . 26 ,, eugh.. I hate that everytime Finn seems to be out of front, Sikx seems so uncomfortable & quiet. now, i'm not trying to be rude or anything, but it makes me feel SO awkward & I become a bit unsure of what to say, so then it gets EXTREMELY silent. >_< it's just so awkward! ew ew ew!!
I completely understand feeling a little scared to speak to NEW alters & whatnot, but from what I was told / read, they were perfectly fine last night with Neoma ( ´ ᴖ ｀ ) they had no problems even though they were just meeting hyr. idk I feel kinda sad about it, is that bad?
anyways, I love my boyfriend!!!!
05 . 01 . 26 ,, hai guys! I am really loving Laufey :3 her voice is absolutely GORGEOUS & I adore the genre of her music so so much!!! I also really like Beabadoobee & Katseye... I have made a whole playlist for my likings ^p^ here it is!
there is also something else I wanted to talk about... but I'm not sure if it's too much of an inappropriate topic or not. uhhh.. I'll just say it anyway. I've been noticing a slight spike in uhm hypersexuality whenever I'm fronting specifically & I'm not sure what it means for me.. ughh (｡ᵕ ◞ _◟)
UPDATE : me & Sikx have cleared up the awkwardness!!! apparently they were just really upset that day, so it became kind of awkward. today was SO MUCH better! I'm having a lot of fun with them, I almost don't wanna leave the call (ToT)
05 . 02 . 26 ,, oh my goodness, I'm really starting to get into Ashnikko & it's kind of funny because she is NOT the genre I expected to enjoy so much, but HOLY SHIT they're SO good. is it strange to say I enjoy how nasty her lyrics are? (ToT)