randal loves vivica ♡
a whole year! the big 365!!! i genuinely have no clue where to start so i fear this may just be straight up word vomit. also this may be super corny or sound super clinical nd i feel like the biggest geek but it's all good!!! imsorry though UGHDGFS FUCK!!!! as you've probably been aware, im not very good with words or strong emotions in general, which makes it especially difficult to even begin to describe what i feel for you nd how ive felt being with you. to put it ultra simply, i've been the happiest with you than i've been with anyone ever really. thats a huge understatement!! i feel like out of anyone in my life, i've only truly felt seen and understood by you. you're everything i could ever dream of and more and the distance genuinely kills me. speaking of the distance, its hitting me even harder that we've been together despite it and i hope we will be together until the distance isnt an issue at all anymore. i remember having discovered your account by scrolling my followers list in uhh 2023? maybe,, and i saw your edits and was like. ykw these are gas! have the follow back!! the butterfly effect is fucking insane because likely if i hasn't followed back i wouldn't have met the literal girl of my dreams. uhgfvggvd i just cant get over how lucky i am to have met you and gotten close to you and. get to be your boyfriend like holy shit!! i scored so hard!!! im telling the full truth when i say that i love and adore everything about you and i'll always love every bit of you. i love our little conversations everyday nd how vital they are to my routine that it feels off whenever we don't talk. i love the angles that you take your photos and whenever you send me specifically a picture of your outfit that day. i love the way you ramble on to me about things because i adore listening to you and your updates on what you're up to. i love how you do your makeup, the typing quirks ive subconsciously picked up off of you, checking the time on my cell and seeing a picture of you, the things you create. corny to say, i just love the way you love me. it shows through every message and it makes me feel even more like the luckiest guy in the world. its also like bits of you bleed into my life even miles away, where everything in my life here manages to remind me of you. this one year with you has gone by so fast and i still find it difficult to comprehend that im dating the most perfect lady in the world. you are by far the most interesting, gorgeous, sweetest, funniest person ive had the pleasure of having in my life nd im forever grateful to my past self that i locked in and let you in LMDFJDD,, im not one to typically um. believe in things like soulmates or destiny or anything like that, but being with you has made me reconsider that. with all my heart and soul, i believe you're the one for me. you're my soulmate. i was meant to meet you and we were meant to be together. i would go as far to say that yeah, i wanna spend the rest of my life with you and can see you as my future wife. maybe thats silly because we're. so young but it sounds plausible to me. maybe im just droning on. i dont really know, all i know is that it is killing me not being able to hold you right now, be kissing you all over, and spending this day with you. theres always the future!! i cant wait to meet you in person nd. do all the shit our hearts desire like. grocery shopping nd just cuddling up watching movies!!! you'll always have my heart and i'll always love you more than anything. my beautiful vivica ♡
- your boyfriend, randal !