DISCLAIMER: I don't really like or using the term "friends" since I don't really understand the meaning of "friends" I consider those people here as close people to my life + not for all of them I have duo of us yet.

other FRIENDS THAT I TRUTLY LUV/p but no luvmail yet!!
Lali, Ella, Oria, Anka, Norsk + 3 friends from school C:

Mini Luvmail to people I luv the most online & irl

Reira ♡ I luv u so much/p u r the best thing that happened to me this year, I am so happy that we met and become so close in very short time, you are like a irl sister for me / twin, you made me change to good and become more confident in myself C: keep real check me... (met in 2025)

Yugi ♡ that's very obvious how I adore & admires him lol, anyways I luv u a lot Rui, We also got really close very quickly, you are among the people in the world who think of me the most that I am willing to do anything for you. There was also a time when you made me feel the most special in the world and I appreciate that. In my life, I have never connected with men the way I do with you. Also, the fact that you believe in me that I can be better than I am makes me happy. I would always be happy to be by your side :3 (met in mid 2023)

Yuu ♡ OLDER BROTHERRRR :D I LUV you PLATONIC, you are one of my favorite people. I always have fun being around you and I want to be closer to you more. You are like a big brother to me who really acts like a big brother(?)..... and I am too autistic for that :P.... But in short, I luv you very much. You are such a cool person, really... (met in mid 2023)

Pear ♡ mr 🍐.. ILYSM/P SRSLYYY u r one of the best people I ever met, even tho we barely talk in private ... ANYWAYS YOU ARE VERY AMAZING FREIND and I luv being around you,, you r cool and very funny C: a lot of people don't know you well and know what an amazing person you are, but I do and I'm glad I know you !!! (met in 2021-2022)

Neho ♡ POCHITAAAAAAA THE SILLIEST C: ILYSM/p u r the best I LUV being around you, you are very awesome and have be friend with. Even tho I AM A BIG PUSSY... I feel safe with you and blah blah... anyways you also like big brother for me and I WISH U THE BESTTT!! (met in mid 2023)

Mist ♡ It's a little embarrassing for me to see my platonic love for you, but you are among the most beloved people in the world to me. I appreciate you so much and every time you try to help and you were ready to survive me in any way. The work you do gives me a reality check also helps me a lot. Even that time I cried in reality, you talking to me even after we got home helped me a lot. I appreciate you very much and I luv you!!/p (met in 2020-2022?)

Rosie ♡ MY CUTIE!!! The most sweetest girl I've met in a while and I'm crazy about you. I also really appreciate how you try to help me and give me a safe place with you. You're perfect and I really love being with you and talking to you and you really manage to make me happy and I have a lot of fun with you!!!!! (met in 2025)

🍓 ♡ Our friendship is pretty weird.... but we'll go with it lol... In short, I luv you/p and I really enjoy talking to you, and I also had a lot of fun talking to you before we fought. C: I enjoy laughing with you about stupid things and I love how we both got back in touch easily and talk as if we never fought at all. In short, I enjoy talking to you and I really missed you/p C: (met in late 2023)