or moth any prns and terms idc about that. Hypersensitive to criticism and defensive during arguments ／ debates. I'm easily overwhelmed & upset so please always iwc. I struggle daily with sensory issues & aspd/npd heavy traits. This makes it hard for me to feel (or care enough to learn) empathy/sympathy. I struggle with regulating myself and can be very impulsive because of this. I'm not autistic, though my personality disordered traits made me believe so at a time. I struggle to retain information about people and myself due to amnesia. Sometimes I forget birthdays, including my own, important events and holidays, names, and other stuff. I can be aggressive when criticized so if I don't answer right away it's because im self soothing.

I hate people sometimes & my social battery can be drained very very quickly...despite this I adore calling & it often makes me think of you higher. I try to care for my friends to the best of my abilities, but if you're low on my hierarchy you can expect shorter and less messages. I may come off dry & or upset but thats just because I'm tired of socializing.

I go to school 5/7 days a week & have hobbies (baking, volleyball, etc) so don't expect immeidate replies a lot of the time - especially during the weekdays. I try really hard to be kind & polite but it's often a challenge when I don't...care. I'm sleepy when I get upset for a multitude of reasons that I don't feel like explaining.

I'm impulsive and always trying my best when it comes to friendships. If I get information about you wrong or mistake you for someone else um sorry because again it's hard to retain & recall "data" about people...just lmk and I'll apologize, it's never my intention to "ragebait" or upset people...and I try my best to stray away from that. I might ask for your tone, if your being unnecessarily mean to me I'll just leave because why put up w/ that. I might get snappy...sometimes I'm genuinely like "im not a good person" but than remember I'm perfect. ...

I'm a control freak sorry. I think a lot like a robot, and sometimes act like one. This is a half-larp rentry and can be very dramatic. I don't see people the same as someone "normal" might, and in all seriousness I'm not a good person at times. I can manipulate, I can lie, and I can come across as uncaring and extremely horrid. I'm working on cognitive empathy but that's still extremely hard for me. If you mad at me, explain why and what you want me to do, even if I don't fully understand or feel remorse I do understand that I need to apologize and make things right, mattering the person though I won't bother putting in the energy. Especially when I'm feeling cornered or attacked - I'd rather you just drop me than be cruel.