hi. if you're stalking this DONT. pls leave me alone im gonna sob its a wip bc i CARE TOO MUCH :///. (jk i just luv my friends)
# ßillie`s ~ lovelist ‹𝟑
random order && missing ppl 
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愛 ⨾ ryuu !! ♡ ( ˘ ³˘)♥ hai cammies :33 i love you loads , thank uu for actually being the brother ever. we joke around so much n even tho we have sm distance between us (physically) you're still an amazing big brother to me <3 even tho we only really started hangin out n stuff like a year ago we've gotten super duper close n you've been there for me thru so so much. we've both grown so much together and you have helped me out in so many situations. you've always known when to comfort vs when to be straight up with me ad i'm forever grateful for u:3 i love you sm no matter how much we joke around or say otherwise (^_<) !!
愛 ⨾ alek !! ♡ ( ˘ ³˘)♥ KADE MY SILLY!!! i'm pretty sure you were my first friend like.. ever!? can u believe its already been 11 friickin years too? i still remember when we were little babies going to comps every month and now we're full on teenagers and im even in highschool!?!?!? we've grown up together , LITERALLY speaking. i remember all the times that we would go play by the lake at ur house or absolutely trash my room but then clean yours. i remember all the times you'd come live with me for weeks n the 4~day long sleepovers. you're basically an additional child at my house at this point, and even when we go weeks without talking or hanging out, our friendship is still the exact same. no matter how different our interests are we still have things to talk about when you come over. i luvv when u come over to bake and watch dumb shows n stay up all night laughing and i hope we can continue to do those things even as we grow up more ^_^!!! i enjoy your company so much and thank you for always being by my side :3
愛 ⨾ kandel !! ♡ ( ˘ ³˘)♥ hi kandel you're a FUCKING MONKEY so i'd be surprised if you actually read this so im not writting TOO much ^_^. thank you for being my friends and dealing with me for the past years (//_0)!! i remember our dumb "vampire challenges" from elementary school and thank you for literally being the D1 THERAPIST EVER??? blawg literally was working overtime at like 10yrs old for nothing so THANK YOU! i love you loads no matter how much you disappear and come back (....that era is over now.. BLESS!) and how much you diss me lowk?? i have not seen you in an UNGODLY time but we will make it work trust!! all in all thanks for just being one of my closest friends that i can trust n dealing with me n caleb brah!
愛 ⨾ caleb !! ♡ ( ˘ ³˘)♥ hi caleb i will literally hold you at gunpoint to read this I DONT CARE. anyways :3 HAI! you have put up with my absolute bullshit for the most extensive time tbh? we had our moments during covid but shout out to kandel the goat for helping us real !?!?! ANYWAYS thanks for sitting through our like 4~hour facetime calls and all of the times i would randomly start bawling??? ignoring the fact that you's literally laugh as i was sobbing you;re pretty cool man! you're REALLY stupid but in the best was possible (usually) and ur a real one for feeding my delusions (when you do...). i trust you a lot and we're extremely close (clearly):3! i find it funny how i have your mommys number n some of ur passwords too its so fun just randomly scrolling thru your fyp?? we have SO MANY bad pics of eachother i need ot burn your phone when you die but on a real note you're actually a great friend n i love you (no gay shit, trust.) theres so many times that we cant even stay silent on call cus we'll just bust out laughing and i appreciate that we have that dynamic. even tho i diss on you a lot i really appreciate you!!! ^_^
愛 ⨾ gia !! ♡ ( ˘ ³˘)♥ GEE~UH my literal wife!? i love you so so so so freaking much dude. you literally let me ramble to you for anything whatsoever and you just understand me on a different level. you're so so sweet, you're so hilarious, you're so pretty and you always understand how to comfort me even if you think you dont. i admire you so much as a person, you have so much ahead if you and i wish you nothing but the best. you're my literal soulmate and i love you so much dude. i love running into you in the hallways at school and replying to all your stories. your style is so good, you have such a dumb sense of humor, we get along and you've helped me be more comfortable as myself. no matter what i tell you you always swear you wont tell anyone and never judge me for it and thats why i love you so much. you're genuinely an amazing person and i hope you realize that because i really love you so much and you have so much talent and such a good spirit. i dont think id fully be who or where i am if i never met you. you're one of the few friends that i've never had ONE issue with and i hope it stays that way. you have such a gentle soul and i love it. i hope we can keep our promise and move i together away from everyone with cam and fially be free :3! I LOVE YOU GIAIAIA!!! my favorie silly ever for REAL. >_<
愛 ⨾ solar !! ♡ ( ˘ ³˘)♥ solar you are my absolute best friend. You have been there for me since day fucking one. I love you so much , thank you for absolutely EVERYTHING. You've been there for me through thick and thin and i wish you nothing but the absolute best. You deserve so much happiness. I would give you all of mine and more if I could. You are one of the most genuine sweetest people ever, your smile is so bright and i hope to never see you lose your spark again. You deserve the entire world, and i'm sorry for all the times i couldnt be there for you. I hope to see you grow into an even better person and i will be here for you as long as i can be. Remember that you are so so loved by so many people and there is so much good coming for you. I love you forever mi sol. Everything about you is so admirable and you;re such a roel model. You really suit your nickname because you are a literal ball of sunshine i never knew i needed. You brighten things that seem so terrible, and you make the good things even better. I hope you can see yourself in my eyes because you are literally perfect to me and i would never trade you for anything. Thank you for being my best friend, i mean it. <3
愛 ⨾ kyu !! ♡ ( ˘ ³˘)♥ message here
愛 ⨾ ray !! ♡
愛 ⨾ shara !! ♡ ( ˘ ³˘)♥ message here
愛 ⨾ tatum !! ♡ ( ˘ ³˘)♥ message here
愛 ⨾ hanyu !! ♡ ( ˘ ³˘)♥ message here
愛 ⨾ evelin !! ♡ ( ˘ ³˘)♥ message here
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