DISCLAIMER⠀:⠀ I struggle with words and the expression of feelings through text . That is to say , I apologize if my speech sounds odd , upsetting⠀etc.⠀ I mean every word in good faith and It was never my intention to upset anyone
I'm also not really going by any particular order

♡⠀OWEN⠀⎯⠀One of the longest friendships I have at the moment . You've been there for me for such long time that I can't even remember , and I just can't thank you enough for it . You're such a funny and cool guy and I will forever appreciate you and our friendship . I thank you for all of our memories and the times we've spent together and I truly hope that we can stay friends for more time that comes . Genuinely one of the bestest people I've ever met in my life . I love you so so much I can't even explain it⠀⸜(｡˃ ᵕ ˂ )⸝ ♡

♡⠀JAY⠀⎯⠀Also someone who's been around for quite a long time. you can be a little random at times , but you're a really cool , funny and chill guy nonetheless . Although we may not talk that much , I still love and care about you a lot and I'm so thankful for you sticking around for such a long time

♡⠀SOY⠀⎯⠀You're an incredibly sweet , bubbly and fun person and I absolutely love talking to you , very relatable on many points too . Just genuinely one of the kindest people I've ever met . We don't interact just as much as we used to , but I still care about you and hold you dear to me

♡⠀ENDY⠀⎯⠀Probably the only person I consider to be close friends with irl . You're someone who I can actually be myself and be as weird as I want around . I genuinely just wanna thank you for being able to be there for me in the real world too and being one of the few people who actually enjoy my presence and like me for who I am⠀(♡ˊ͈ ꒳ ˋ͈)

♡⠀DENIZ⠀⎯⠀Deniz , oh Deniz... where do I begin . Despite our lack of contact and distance due to your personal life , I still and always will consider you my friend . I've known you for so long and I cannot forget the experiences we've spent together . I'm so thankful for all of our memories and everything you've done for me . Please know that I will forever love you and that I still think about you till this day

♡⠀ROBIN⠀⎯⠀A very sweet and nice person and so fun to talk to or just hangout with in general . You're also an incredibly talented person and love all of the work you do . I really wish we could interact a little more and I'm definitely looking forward to it⠀☆⌒(ゝ。∂)

♡⠀RAVEN⠀⎯⠀One of the chillest people I've probably ever met . At first when I met you , I will admit , I was a little scared to talk to you , but since then I realized just how much of a great person you are . You're really cool and easygoing , talking with you is genuinely so peaceful and comforting . As much as I make those stupid jokes regarding you , I really do care about you and wish you the best

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HONORABLE MENTIONS⠀: ♡⠀shiro ,⠀kuro ,⠀mekasin ,⠀suav ,⠀endki ,⠀etc.
even though I haven't given you a section of your own in this list , I want you all to know that I'm still grateful for all the things you guys have done for me , and for all of our shared experiences . I'm so happy that I have met all of you and that I was capable of becoming friends with you .
I love and appreciate all of you , for everything