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THIS IS LOWK STILL A WIP but My name is Shion or any name you choose to call me or any nickname you may choose to use. I do not have a preference. I use He and She pronouns, I mostly prefer He and Masc terms more and prefer if you use she and fem terms if we are close friends and moderately ^_^. I am 17 years old and Asian and speak turkish , a little bit of spanish and english. I'm pomogender and pomosexual

I suffer from a lot of disorders, the important ones are Npd, Bpd, Aspd and Osdd1a along with autism. oh ntw im a co-host. the rest are unimportant as I don't think it will effect our interactions. Bmf and ill tell my entire lore tho Half serious. I'm also chronically ill and overall have a poor health. blah blah whatevs. Please don't use my symptoms and or disorders to excuse my actions or weaponize it against me, if i mess up I would prefer it if I was told rather than be demonized or be babied.

I make kms/kys , slit , weight and nsfw jokes if that makes you uncomfortable please let me know. I also say slurs I can reclaim. I do not take most stuff seriously and almost never serious unless I say that I am. i DO NOT KNOW HOW PEOPLE FIND ME SCARY GUYS I AM NOT SERIOUS AT ALL. ThIS IS LITERALLY ME

my disorders may affect on how we interact. Like something might happen and suddenly im avoidant OH yeah bt i have disorganized attachment and I'm pretty impulsive and very envious. Also struggle with empathy and even sympathy a lot L cringe -1000 aura i know. However that does not mean I will dismiss others and ask you to tolerate me in fact I hate people like that. There is no way I'd tolerate someone who lacks self awareness or basic decency. I can't get along with said people or people who are ignorant to everything in their life.

This also does not mean I won't care about you, I most likely do if you're my friend. That said I also struggle with showing and expressing affection / care and emotions. So if you think I don't care, again, I most likely do, I just don't know how to show it ^^; I also sometimes appear blunt / mean because i often misphrase my sentences and struggle with conversation. So like. If i seem rude PLEASE dont hesitate to ask me for clearance or like. i dont know..

^ also if youre emotionally unintellegent then i don't think we can get along. I value communication and matureness over all.

I do not get most things. something normal to you might be foreign to me. like I'm not trying to be an edgy overlord or whatever i genuienly do not understand actions done without logic unless it's done/caused because of a disorder. I also don't understand pointless fights like um. You do not have to fight me just talk to me and we can talk it out

Also I cannot believe I have to include this but i have MENTAL DISORDERS THAT AFFECT MY THINKING!! I HAVE BLACK AND WHITE THINKING!!! I AM A NARCISSIST TOO!!!! I try to approach things with logic but know that i have black and white thinking and I'll probably apologize later on anyway.

I MAY BE JOKINGLY MEAN. PLEASE DO NOT TAKE ME SERIOUSLY AT ALL I AM 100% SARCASTIC. EVEN IF I PUT A DOT AT THE END.

I REALLY. REALLY LOVE MY FRIENDS. I get attached easily because of this usually not very intensely but like. I still love them a lot and i love making new friends. PLEASE bmf I'll get into everything you want and play anything i love making friends. check my interests pls PLS PLS IF WE SHARE INTERESTS TALK 2 ME. i am shaking you. Please don't hesitate to dm me MY DMS ARE ALWAYS OPEN I LOVE TALKING TO NEW PEOPLE. BE MY FRIEND NOW pls. Please don't be nervous i promise we'll be great friends

i am very forgetful so i may forget to respond sometimes. and sometimes i may delay replying NOT because i hate you because i may be low on energy, busy or just really exhausted if i have a problem with you i think id just say it? SO don't think badly ^^

I ADORE religious media/characters or? type of characters that are like angelic or seem perfect!! I also love ouji fashion a lot. And Floriography. I also read a lot of books in my alone time i like books. Again, check my interests 4 more it might be a bit long but heh.. we might have more in common.

I do rentries in my free time im not. like. very rentrycoded or take it seriously but i like pretty layouts.

for my typology nerds out there I'm an ENTP 2w3 sx/so 258 Chaotic Good Melancholic-phlegmatic RLOEI EII VLEF thank you

i may not be active because I'm. pretty busy irl Which is also another reason why i can't respond quickly but like give me a little while I will respond My irls can confirm Shoutout to them btw ESP MY BSF NUSO/SEVVAL HI BRO

i am not a yume but i am autistic as hell so buddy if i see you posting or talking ab my favs or my spinterest i will get iffy I AM NOT A GATEKEEPER but like if you talk about them a lil too much i repeat A LIL TOO MUCH. IM NOT SAYING heh dont talk about them~ IM SAYING A LIL TOO MUCH i will get iffy. I'm sorry.

btw im like really religious so like yeah. This is supposed to be my extended but i lowk suck at it cause my memory is bad OH YEAH MY MEMORY IS BAD

I like deep(?) conversations i cannot do small talk. you eirher stay away from me or engage in my discussions.. Engage in me overanalyzing a piece of media and symbolism.

I might be very awkward but my friends say I'm the bestest most nicest person ever. Please dont start drama with me byw just tell me whats up and im mature enough to admit my mistakes and talk about it and reassure or everything Also if youre emotionally immature theres gonna be a high chance i'm gonna send you a box full of my dookie Okay buddy? GROW UP unless youre like 12 or sonething but why are you talking to me anyway OOO MINORS DNI

i have w rizz also im really cool. and funny. mjna says so and mina is like the funniest mf i inow so. Also IM!! not very active BUT VERY INTERACTIVE. INTERACT WITH ME MY DISCORD IS GYATTSUNAMI ADD ME or my insta which is avensunday. YOU JUST Hvw to hive me like a bit to respond WHICH I WILL.

I'm mentally ill and have a great personality hmu I might add more studf if i rememver i genuienly do not rememver anything like. UGH