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I am known as Rosen, Rouss, Rai, Kuro, etc. As a system, we go by a lot of names but our main one is Rosen This name is used consistently and intentionally. I do not permit being called by my LEGAL name/deadname, if you can not respect that simple rule, you are being blocked. Oh, and before we interact, if you're from the Mononoke fandom, I'm a Kusuriuri gachikoi, and non-sharer. So please, if you're a yume of him and I haven't blocked you yet, block me.
I'm a minor, and even though my mindset is beyond my years, I'M. STILL. A MINOR. I don't care how old you are, you can interact with me. BUT DON'T BE FUCKING WEIRDO IF YOU'RE OVER 17 OR UNDER 14. Like i interact w people of ~30 and ~10 ok but only normal messages dont be sending "oh youre so fucking hot" or flirt with me. Thats weird af and ill end up blocking you. If ur 14-17 thats oke.
I'm introverted and reserved at first. If you really want to get closer, show that you want to chat and that you're interested in forming a friendship or just having a conversation. That's when you'll bring out my extroverted side, and I'll be easy to talk to, to the point that it doesn't matter if you only say three words; I'll still talk to you. I'm quite energetic. Unfortunately, I'm somewhat possessive and insecure when it comes to friends. I only consider myself to have two or three friends, and none that are truly close in my personal opinion. I won't explain why in detail, but if you want to be close to me, you have to show it directly. Still, youre free to interact with me. Im like, really extroverted, I also tend to naturally take the lead without asking; if it bothers you, tell me directly.
I am a student currently in secondary education, with a long-term interest in aviation and military structure, psychology, forensic medicine and systems of collective organization. My interest in these areas is technical and structural, not rooted in reverence for authority figures or personal hierarchy. I do not recognize inherent authority based on age, status, or position alone. My goal is to pursue a future aligned with these values.
Politically and ideologically, I am a Marxist. I reject individual hierarchy, elitism, and authority justified by seniority or social standing. I view systems through a material and collective lens, prioritizing class analysis, structural critique, and the role of organization over personal dominance. Discipline, to me, is collective and functional — not imposed by superiority, but sustained by shared purpose. If youre even a little bit of a right winger, you are being blocked and will not be welcomed here.
My interests include subcultures (mainly j fashion), aviation, military history, geopolitical analysis, national struggles, organized resistance, and the mechanics of large-scale systems. I am drawn to how structures operate, how they are maintained, and how they fail — particularly in relation to power, labor, and control.
Aesthetically, we gravitate toward dark, industrial, gothic, and metal-influenced styles. This preference extends across music, visuals, and formatting. These choices are deliberate and consistent, not performative. Black and high-contrast elements are used as a visual language of severity, clarity, and restraint. For now, i consider myself a "industrial" visual kei, i know, its not official. I did my research. But I'm more drawn to vkei with industrial, EBM, darkwave, etc. influences. And my look consists of a mix of vkei and rivethead (mostly vkei with only a few rivethead accessories). So yes, thats why i like that term, but if someone came across and said "hey what v-kei subtype are you?", without a lot of explaination id say "Kote Kei"
In terms of typology, I identify as ENTP. I am analytical, confrontational when necessary, and resistant to stagnation. I question incoherent systems, challenge contradictions, and do not accept norms without examination. I value internal logic over tradition. Anywayy... here is my full typology aha. ENTP 7w8, sx/sp, Chaotic Neutral → Chaotic Evil
Regarding mental health, I have been professionally diagnosed with PTSD and ADHD, since im still a minor, i say i have narcissistic personality disorder traits since i cant really be diagnosed yet and i dont want people to think that im larping or something like that. NPD is the only way i can really explain how i am. These diagnoses and traits inform my emotional processing, intensity, and interpersonal boundaries. They are stated for accuracy, not explanation or sympathy. Im medicated, but my consistency with medication and checkups with professionals can be... unstable. So if I'm having an episode, I ask that you simply not talk to me so I don't have to hurt you, for your own good. Further medical details are private and not open for discussion.
I do not seek validation, popularity, or approval. My online presence exists as controlled documentation, archiving, and extended self-reference. This space is intentionally dense and not designed for rapid consumption, i dont gaf about people shit talking me, taking me as an "opp", literally writing whole rentries about me, being a stalker (yk who u are.), etc. Im not that chronically online and i have a life, so don't expect anything more than a dismissive glance at your hatred and probably a laugh or a sneer. If you really have a problem with me, come and talk to me to my face, don't be a coward. If you take the time to message me directly, say "I have a problem with this and this," we can discuss it peacefully. If I'm genuinely wrong, I'll change it. If I'm not wrong, I won't make fun of you because at least you had the decency to discuss it face-to-face. But you won't get anywhere by talking behind my back, in "secret" diarys, under a fake name, or using an "anonymous" tag.
Also, i wanted to mention my dearests friends, love yall~
Ale (lil bro), Kiki, Mai, Muzz, Sam, Viki <33 You guys make my days better.
If you're not on this list and you think we're friends, tell me in a DM. Sometimes I can be unsure if it's a reciprocal friendship or I simply don't consider it friendship, as often happens.