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I go by Rosen. You might also see Rouss, Rai, Kuro, etc. but Rosen is the main one. Please don’t use my legal name / deadname. Also you will see more than that since we are a system, but our main alters like to change names a lot. dummies.

If you're from the Mononoke fandom: I'm a Kusuriuri gachikoi / non-sharer. If you're also a yume of him it's probably better if we just block each other to avoid drama.

I'm a minor. People of different ages can interact normally, just keep it appropriate. If you're over 17 or under 14, please don't be weird about it. If you're around 14–17 it's completely fine.

At first I can seem kind of cold or distant. I'm just like that with people I don't know yet. I usually observe before I open up. If someone actually tries to talk to me or become friends though, I'm way more open than people expect. I can get pretty talkative and energetic once I'm comfortable. One thing: my social energy dies really fast. Sometimes I disappear for a while or reply late. It's not personal and i do it even with bsfs, I just recharge alone a lot. I like being alone...but not feeling lonely, lol.

I'm currently a secondary student and I'm really interested in things like history, aviation, military structures, psychology, physics, forensic medicine, literature geopolitical analysis, national struggles, organized resistance, and the mechanics of large-scale systems. I am drawn to how structures operate, how they are maintained, and how they fail, particularly in relation to power, labor, and control and (etc)

Politically and ideologically, I am a Marxist. I reject individual hierarchy, elitism, and authority justified by seniority or social standing. I view systems through a material and collective lens, prioritizing class analysis, structural critique, and the role of organization over personal dominance. Discipline, to me, is collective and functional — not imposed by superiority, but sustained by shared purpose. If youre even a little bit of a right winger, you are being blocked and will not be welcomed here. Im highly political about everything.

Aesthetically, we gravitate toward dark, industrial, gothic, and metal-influenced styles. This preference extends across music, visuals, and formatting. These choices are deliberate and consistent, not performative. Black and high-contrast elements are used as a visual language of severity, clarity, and restraint. For now, i consider myself a "industrial" visual kei, i know, its not official. I did my research. But I'm more drawn to vkei with industrial, EBM, darkwave, etc. influences. And my look consists of a mix of vkei and rivethead (mostly vkei with only a few rivethead accessories). So yes, thats why i like that term, but if someone came across and said "hey what v-kei subtype are you?", without a lot of explaination id say "Kote Kei"

In terms of typology, I identify as ENTP. ENTP 7w8, sx/sp, Chaotic Neutral → Chaotic Evil

Regarding mental health, I have been professionally diagnosed with PTSD and ADHD, since im still a minor, i say i have narcissistic personality disorder traits since i cant really be diagnosed yet and i dont want people to think that im larping or something like that. NPD is the only way i can really explain how i am. These diagnoses and traits inform my emotional processing, intensity, and interpersonal boundaries. They are stated for accuracy, not explanation or sympathy. Im medicated, but my consistency with medication and checkups with professionals can be... unstable. So if I'm having an episode, I ask that you simply not talk to me so I don't have to hurt you, for your own good. Further medical details are private and not open for discussion.

Mind your manners if we're not very close or not at all.

DONT COPY MY IDEAS????

I can get tired of saying this, but i dont care if we dont know eachother and we are just moots or smth like that, YOU CAN VENT AS MUCH AS YOU WANT, idc if you only talk to me for venting, i. dont. care. I will help you anyways. I'm not always the best at the whole "aww poor you" emotional comfort thing. But if someone genuinely comes to me needing help or advice, I usually try to help in a practical way. I might seem a bit distant at first, but I'm not hostile. I just take a bit of time to open up.

Also, i wanted to mention my dearests friends, love yall~
Ale (lil bro), Kiki, Mai, Muzz, Sam, Classi, Viki, <33 You guys make my days better.
If you're not on this list and you think we're friends, tell me in a DM. Sometimes I can be unsure if it's a reciprocal friendship or I simply don't consider it friendship, as often happens.