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oh, kuni .... i don't know how to even start this, really. you've been with me for so long, after the mountains of literal romantic messages ive shoved down your throat, i still don't know how to properly word my feelings for you, but i'll try. i want to try for you. you encourage me to step out my comfort zone for a moment, you encourage me to act like a person i've hided away from everyone for so long. you have the key to my heart, and i don't think i want you to ever lose that key. i hate it when your gone, but i understand why. sleep, school, everything is so much more important, i love you so much, everytime i message you, it feels like i get struck with an arrow by cupid over and over, falling in love until i basically can't handle it. you're so perfect, handsome, you're the person i need in my life, any moment i take to talk to you, i want to take it. i need to take that moment, and i still feel awful when i pass out and don't get to message you sooner. i try my best, i just hope i don't fail you. i don't want to fail. i want us to stay, and one day i hope we could be in a bed and cuddle together. i know that sounds corny, but i really do. i wish we could just go on a little picnic date (NO STRAWBERRIES THIS TIME.) even though i'm basically suffering like hell right now trying to write this, i want you to know how much i care. i care for you more than anything. i got worried if you wouldn't like me. specifically at my body of all things, i am just so insecure over it to the point i don't know if you'd like it, but those worries go away after a while, you helped me get obsessed with dandys world (very literally), just so you know. i intend on commissioning my favorite artist soon i say while staring at you
below is all my past messages to him ~
1st one.
thank you for being with me always, i don't think i'll ever forget it, even if my memory is bad, i always want to keep everything with you close to my heart, maybe i just might start documenting it so i don't forget, you are the one who will heal me, ease my pain, make me feel loved forever..just know i will always be with you too, and i will never hesitate to hang out with you any chance i get, even the slightest moment, i'll take it. i don't want to be left alone, i hope it's the same for you. if we seperate, please don't forget me. never, i beg. maybe in the moments of us just playfully yelling at eachother and whatnot, we didn't realize we could seriously be soulmates... you are the remedy i need, and the one i love. i hope it's the same for you, you're the reason i even started playing dandys world and got a bit obsessed with it.....you know the type of person i really am, just someone broken down after a while, but you pulled me back up. thank you, and i love you, eternally.
2nd one.
2 MONTHS TOGETHER?????? time flies ,, NO BUT SERIOUSLY IT DOES. i love you soso much, please never in a million years forget that,,, its sometimes hard for me to stay up just for you, but i manage to, everytime. sorry if my sleepy ass keeps going to bed so quickly, BUT i hope we can make 2025 the best year of our lives!! no use in me saying the rest of the year, 1 more month left! i honestly got so shocked when u called me goddess because nobody else did, thats the sweetest part i love, somehow even the smallest gestures make me SOSO fuckig flustered and im like GOD I NEED TO KILL MYSELF!!!!! im glad you arent annoyed at my yapping or how joyful i get at some stuff, i LOVELOVELOVEEEEE making us stuff in rentry and i absolutely love it when we match, everytime your gone i honestly miss you awfully,,,,,,, i always want to do my best, i want to attempt to be the perfect one you need, holy YAPPERVILLE im typing so much. i get so fuckig giddy when u message me i litearlly have to check my phone every minute if its 2pm, cause THATS HOW EXCITED I GET WHEN TALKING TO YOU!!!!!! i know sometimes im so quiet but it literally is just me daydreaming being like Oh my god i love my husband my pookie bear my honey munchkins my Hubbyyyyyy ^3^ AHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!! us meeting on a literal roblox court is insnae fuckig work BECAUSE WE'RE DATING NOW. yay yippee! i literally said if you ever had a thing for me i'd smack you and run away....I could have fumbled the huzz. I didnt. I never fumble the huzz Flame emoji Flame emoji everytime u dm me i scream out of JOY. I KICK MY FEET OUT OF JOY AND JUMP IN THE AIR. YIPPE YIPPEE YIIIPPPEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! MWWAH MWAH
3rd one.
i love my boyfriend. sometimes people don't believe it when i say that but i do. i mean it and i take it to heart, even. i miss him badly whenever hes unavailable and i always have the urge to write him something but then he thinks i'm gonna kill myself so then i get paranoid,,, im smiling like an idiot while writing this , i'm so in love i swear to god. hes so handsome his voice is so cute and pretty i love it and i wish i could hear it all day. i'm happy when he's near, i'm sad when hes gone. timezones are soso hard but i try my best to make it work, especially for him. i wan't it all to work for him. he basically could see my discomfort 50 miles away, when i get overwhelmed and leave, i feel bad. but he makes me feel better about it. my doubts about him not loving me, my doubts about him using me for money, my doubts about him not liking me since i usually..display myself as a guy and whatnot, those usually go away after a bit. i literally played '' needs more love '' and pretended it was him. when i'm bored and alone i play it, i even went onto ponytown and made a cosmo skin to match with his sprout, i'm so lovesick and sometimes it is a PAIN to miss him....everytime i wanna sleep i don't. i wanna stay with him until he does, and i wanna make sure he gets everything he needs. money? yes sir! graphics? yes sir! urls? i can try!!! i still look around every corner for scaramouche urls because i want to give him everything possible. hes so cutie patootie i basically get cuteness aggression everytime he texts me...i kick my feet and giggle like a schoolgirl as i text him back AHAHHAHAHAHAHH UEHGHHHHH hes so MWAHMWHAWMAHWAHW I LAUV HIMMMMMM HES SO SILLY CUTIE PATOOTIE WAAHWHAGGJWJHAHKWKAAAAAAAA. i trust him to literal heart because he has access to my discord, roblox, and technically also my email!!!!! we basically match everywhere, i hope we do make it to adulthood,,,,,, cause. MWAH MWAHHHHH AHHHHHHHHHHHHH. i requested a url so i can give it to him, which is scaramouche related.... hearts to rentry claiming. They hate to see me comig when i get a new idea....giggle giggle........ahhhh Meow meoeowmewekweiuuftayigfadguhados ahhhhhhAHHHHHHHHHH. sobs and dies.....
4th one.
wow,,,, i haven't wrote in here for a WHILE!!!!! um. anyways,, me and my lauvly boyfie played fisch, the ping was surprisingly better,, i got some glowing turtle and 100kg fishes (two times actually!!!) unfortunately i think whenever i drive, its an immediate crash.... I CRASHED INTO ALL THE FUCKIG ROCKS AND KEPT MAKING MY BOAT RISE UP. I bought the stupid starter pack to look cool...and then i realized its embarrassing...and then when i committed to my lies of me not buying it my boyfriend already knew So i just wanted to die straight then..... BUT IT WAS SOSOOOSSOSOSOSO FUNN!!!!! I LAUV HIM SO MUCH, EVEN IF HES TIRED ILL TRY MY BEST TO GIVE A GOOD MODO,,,,, sometimes i feel bad i cant do anything when it comes to him being tired, im not goign to...Say a lot about this..??? Obviously...? Why wouldi do that omg im not a bad person wtf... ANYWAYS! !!!! I WOULDVE PROBABLY GOTTEN BORED IF I PLAYED THIS BY MYSELF, BUT WITH HIM IT DIDNT!!!! I KEPT HAVING FUN AFTER FUN, AND I DONT THINK IKM GONNA EVER FORGET WHEN I VERY LITERALLY RAMMED MY FUCKING BOAT INTO HIM WHILE HE WAS FISHING LMFAOOOOOO I LOVED THAT,,,,,,,,I SWEAR ANYTHING WITH MY LOVELY BOYFIE IS BETTER!!!!!!!!! we also are now co owning /delectable.......Fruitcake? Dandys world Mention? Furit? RFRuit Ckae/??????? FRUIT CAKEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!! LETS FUCKIG GO!!!!!!!!!!! YEAHHHH EYAEAAAHHHHHHHH WOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WE ALL CHEERED OUT OF JOY ,,,,,,,,, gof my eyes hurt so much unfortunately i think i wont write as much as i usually do,,,,but that DOESNT MEAN MY LOVE FOR HIM IS GONE!! I LOVE MY BOYFIE I LOVE HIM I LOVE HIM I LOVE HIM I LOOOVEEEEEEEEE MY BOYFIEEEE HES SO PERFECT AD HANDSOME, EVEN IF SOMETIMES HE OVERTHINKS, ITS OKAY, I'LL WAIT NO MATTER HOW LONG IT TAKES. HES THE ONE FOR ME, AND I HOPE I DO NOT GIVE MY UNDIAGNOSED SCHIZOPHRENIA TO OUR FUTURE ADOPTED CHILD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Please make fanart of our future adopted child. Our love child actually. KUNI X SHYA SHIPPERS WHERE ARE YOU AT!!!!!!!!????????!?!?!??!?!?? God no maybe thats weird....Yeah dont call it a ship actually Thank u guys. We are dating though so is it?Guys? Hello./.....? sigh. IM A LITTLE TIRED THOUGH, SO ILL END MY LITTLE LOVE NOTE HERE FOR NOW!!!!!!!!!!! I SWEAR I LAUUVVLAUUVLAAAAUUUUVV HIMM,, I SHOULD REALLY UPD MY PLAYLIST FOR HIM SOON,,, SOMETIMES I GET A BIT PARANOID IM TOO FUCKIG CHEERFUL AND SCARE THE SHIT OUT OF HIM BUT TIS OK!!!!!!!!!!! IM A LITTLE STUPID NERD WHO YAPS ABOUT LEAGUE AND I THINK HE LOVES IT!!!!! HE LOVES IT! IT IS SPLENDID! AAAAHHHHHHHHHH..............IM FUCKING YAPPING AGAIN KILL MEEEEEEEE. PERFECT HANDSOME AMAZING HUBBYYYYYY MWAHMWAHWAWANSJKFGAIUFHDIOFJDSHOUGFAJSFODHS GHAHHHHHHHHH IM GONNA CRY I LOVE HIM SO MUCH I YEARN FOR MY POOKIE BEAR HES AMAZING AND . I SAID AMAZING SO MANY TIMES AND PERFECT AND HANDSOME BUT HE IS!!!!!! HE IS PERFECT AND TRULY A MAN OF MY DREAMS,,,,,,,,, HIM SOMETIMES APPEARING IN MY DREAMS VERY LITERALLY SCARES THE SHIT OUT OF ME . BUT ITS OKAY!!!! I LOVE HIM LOTS ANYWYAS AND I CHERISH BOTH REAL KUNI AND DREAM KUNI!!!!!! I WISH I COULD SNAG HIS LAST NAME RIGHT NOW ,,, AND GET A RING!!!!!!!! AND THEN WEAR BEAUTIFUL WHITE GOWN AND THEN WE KISS AND THEN FIREWORKS HAHAHAAAAA PERFECTTTTTTTTT I LOV IT I LOVE HIMMMM I LOVE EVERYTHING ABOUT USSS I HATE IT WHEN I DONT SHOW THAT MUCH ENERGY BUT THEN I GO HERE AND YAP AND YAP AN DYAAAAPPPPPP AUUUGGHGHHHHHHH I LOVE HIM I HAVE A COLLECTION ON TIKTOK FULL OF VIDEOS TO SEND HIM AND IV SENT HIM ALMOST EVERY VIDEO ON THERE,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,I LOVE HIM SO MUCH, HES PERFECT
5th one. (dec 23 2024) 2 days close to christmas!!! i hope we stay together long enough for next christmas as well, i have so many hopes in us together, SO many hopes.... i swear, all your art is so cute, i love it so much ... I'm starting to get worried your gonna feed me one of my dead family members when we meet because i won't stop talking about strawberries....its...ITS OKAY THOUGH....!!!!I SWEAR IM SO FUCKING LOVESICK FOR YOU I LOVE YOU SO MJUCH, I FEEL AWFUL THAT I PASSED OUT MID CONVO AND JUST BASICALLY LEFT YOU THERE.......one of my WORST moments ever i think i just embarrassed and humiliated myself so badlh. u showed me that one stalker sprout video And now imin fear. Im Scared!!!! you remind me of sprout a lot so everytime you send me videos like that i have to take a moment And Look arojnd... a little concerned and confused, BUT ITS FINE!!! AGAIN!!!!! ANYAYSWAS,,,,,, i hope you will enjoy your present on christmas.. I cant promise that it wont be the most expensive thing you've ever gotten from me. OHH...I DIDNT WRITE TOO MUCH HERE AS I PREFER TO.. i dont wanna look like i love u less,, but i don't have much to write about anymore..my last thing to say is jut that, you're my everything, forever. i don't think i want to forget that. i forget everythng, but when it comes to you, i don't want to forget anything about us. i want us to stay, so i hope thats possible!! i love you so much, the love for you i have always comes back to me like a literal tsunami!! the love i have for you is the size of the 1958 tsunami!! WE ALSO GOT /FRUITCAKE. REJOICE. RECLAIMING I LOVE YOUU!!!!!!! i swear we are the embodiment of sprout x cosmo.... ohhh i just WISH i was a pastry who very badly needed a kiss!!!! wink wink. WINK. WINK. specifically a kiss from a STRAWBERRY. WINK. WINK.
6th one. (dec 23 2024, 2nd message today) sighhh...I WISH you were here under my tree, and not in a sexual way!! i just wanna wake up and suddenly see you next to me, it'd genuinely make the next few years better for me, because i think i'd have that memory just implanted in my brain, i wish we could go on picnics, run in the rain together, share an umbrella, kiss under snow, try to catch snowflakes together ..... theres so many romantic things i have in my brain we could do, i swear, christmas is when i have the urge to be the MOST romantic i've ever been.....could just picture us near a fireplace cuddling and watching our favorite shows together, i wish we could do that, so badly.. i miss you so horribly when you're gone, you're the light in my life, and i don't want it another way. i want you to be with me, i want to wake up to see your handsome face and say i love you so many times until i can't speak. did you know i said '' love '' in this around 45 times? and '' i love '' around 28? i should fix that, KUNI, I LOVE YOU SO MUCH, I LOVE LOVE LOOOOOVEEEE YOU, I WISH I COULD KISS YOU EVERY CHANCE I GET AND HUG YOU EVERY MINUTE, I LOVE EVERTYHING ABOUT YOU, I LOVE YOU MORE THAN ANYTHING IN THIS WORLD, I LOVE YOU MORE THAN MY FAVORITE FOODS, MY FAVORITE DRINKS, ANY OF MY FAVORITE ITEMS, YOU IMMEDIATELY ARE MORE BETTER THAN THEM. COULD I SHOW A PICTURE OF YOU TO SANTA CLAUSE SO I CAN TELL HIM WHO I SPECIFICALLY WANT UNDER MY TREE? PRETTY PLEASEEE ^3^...I LOVE IT WHEN YOU TALK TO ME, I LOVE IT WHEN YOU EVEN SPEAK TO ME!!! YOU ALWAYS MAKE MY DAYS 100 TIMES BETTER, I LOVE IT WHEN YOU PLAY ROBLOX, I LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE YOU SO MUCH, AND I'M NOT KIDDING. DON'T DOUBT FOR EVEN A SPLIT SECOND I DON'T, PLEASE!!!!! IF YOU EVER DOUBTED I WOULD, I WOULD SHOW UP TO YOUR HOME INSTANTLY GET DOWN ON ONE KNEE AND GIVE YOU A BEAUTIFUL RING !!!! I LOVE YOU SO MUCH, YOU'RE MY EVERYTHING, MY SUN, MY BOYFRIEND, MY HUSBAND, MY PARTNER, EVERYTHING I COULD EVER WISH FOR. YOU ARE THE EMBODIMENT OF PERFECT, HANDSOME, PRETTY, GORGEOUS, I LOVE YOU SO MUCH. I WISH I COULD SHOWER YOU IN AFFECTION EVERY DAY I BREATHE. I WANT TO GIVE YOU EVERYTHING YOU WANT, I WANT TO BE THE BETTER VERSION OF MYSELF JUST FOR YOU, I WANT TO BE THERE FOR YOU, I WANT YOU TO KNOW I'LL NEVER LEAVE YOUR SIDE. I WANT YOU. I WANT YOU OUT OF EVERYONE, I WANT YOU TO BE THE ONE I LOVE, THE ONE I CAN TALK TO, THE ONE I CAN COMFORT, THE ONE I CAN HUG, THE ONE I CAN KISS, THE ONE I CAN DO EVERYTHING TO. I LOVE YOU SO MUCH, AND I WOULDN'T HAVE IT ANY OTHER WAY.
7th one. (jan 14 2025)
i haven't gotten much motivation to write here,,, i really wish i did have it, babe, i don't know how many times i can thank you over and over for making me feel happy. you make me feel glad to be with you. you always want to deal with my dumb shenanigans, which makes me glad you aren't easily annoyed ... you helped me a bit with my oc, and i don't think i can thank you enough !!! we haven't played roblox that much recently, it makes me a bit sad but its okay! i know you're busy, don't worry. sometimes i feel like i'm texting too much, but when you text me back, that worry goes away. i want to talk to you forever, i want you to know i love you, i cherish you. you're the best thing to have ever happened to me, i promise you that. no matter how many times you think otherwise, i want you to know i'll always be there. i'll stay there for you, and love you no matter what. i got a bit stressed out due to something, but you helped me feel a little better, i usually hate being comforted in that state, or even being talked to, but honestly, you're the only person i can make an exception for. even if my laptop is literally dying, i'll find a way to talk to you still. i want to stay with you. i hope that i seriously never annoy you horribly, because i don't think i'd forgive myself. you're the reason for me to wake up, i could never thank you enough for basically saving me from going back into a depressive state. i love you, kuni. don't forget that. (psst... if you see this, Check /angryhugger!)