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08/12/26

As someone who is alexithymic and horrible at explaining their feelings, I really hope this message from me means a lot to you.

Sorry I wanted to make this prettier but I didn't know how. 🐾 Also I wanted to make it more organized and slash serious so you know I mean it a lot okaaay? Sorry if it's genuinely not long enough I actually suck at jotting down my thoughts my mind is RACING when I think about you Okay

The longest of paragraphs could never express my absolute adoration and gratitude to you and our friendship. From the deepest depths of my heart, I truly love you more than whatever humanity’s concept of regular love is. Every single moment I was alive and young on this Earth, I never believed I was capable of loving or appreciating a person as much as I do with you. I’m not the one for social interactions or relationships so I never even thought I would be in this position today and it’s a lot on me. The whole thing is just completely mind blowing and unexpected, but I don’t hate it at all. In fact, I think I actually enjoy it. I’m the most happiest I’ve ever been in my entire existence. And of course, that’s all thanks to you. I wouldn't have found myself if it wasn't for you. You encouraged me to express myself more without the fear of getting judged or pushed away by others which helped me build back my esteem which I value a lot.

I feel selfish when I say this but I do not want to believe anyone would be capable of loving you as much as I do they are one hundred percent incorrect if they even think so! Call me voidsharing even… I will kill my doubles no joke! Our romance, bromance, bond or whatever we have going on is on a different plane of reality and I refuse to believe that anyone else has the kind of relationship that we do! We are the sole definition of soulmates and it appears in every dictionary because it’s true! In fact, we’re soulmates in every single galaxy! There has to be at least one Kototen copy in all of them because we are that canon! You will forever be my best friend for the next years to come and we’ll be living together and all that stuff, trust me!

I never knew that fate and me had some kind of weird contract because you were the luckiest thing that has ever happened in my life. Whatever I have to do to pay fate back, I’ll do it no questions! I always wonder about how friendships start; I just find it completely weird how one stranger can suddenly become my entire universe and reason of existence. I am very bad at keeping relationships (Sp5 core) and they often falter to the most stupidest stuff or I began to dislike the other with little to no reason but I have never had to face that problem with you. I couldn’t find a reason to get angry at you with anything you have done to me and even if I/You did get annoyed a couple of times we were able to communicate to patch up our relationship which means a lot to me because most people avoid confrontation with me (ᵒ̴̶̷̥́ ·̫ ᵒ̴̶̷̣̥̀) Please continue to communicate to me first things first as you know I always want the best for you and I want you to feel safe enough to talk to me. I don’t even care if it seems selfish or it’s something little please just tell me about it. Also, I want to be the greatest best friend to you so I will always try to change my ways specially for your sake.

As I mentioned before, our relationship has never faltered over anything insignificant like #others which shows that our bond is truly unbreakable compared to a massive amount of people. I view you as my saviour, or my angel, hey aren’t those basically the same thing??? I never knew angels were actually real because I’ve never saw one but once I came in contact with you, I knew the fairytales were true! Haha that rhymes 😊 I find our dynamic very interesting, don’t call me weird for analyzing it okay. A toubodere noble alien vampire and a tsundere mechanical angel (Wait wireplay Ok sorry.) Totally clashes and there’s barely anything that can correlate LOL but I feel like that’s the solution. Not everyone has to be the same to have connections! Us being pure opposites is exact what makes us attract! ♡ I love your aesthetic so much you are genuinely a one of a kind gem that everyone has their eyes on hence why they always try to larp you! It's genuinely so adorable and I find you extremely charming for coming up with all those associations ♪ My sister owns a piano and anytime I walk by it I always tap one of the keys so I can genuinely summon your presence LOL. Also I own these angel wing hairclips anytime I wear them I'm like "Omg guys. I can really feel that Hinako is here with me." I feel genuine resentment for anyone who attempts to steal your identity and I would never talk to someone who was a copy of you. Like NO one can ever OutHinako THE Hinako! Please go find better things to do than cloning MY Bff! In all honesty, our auras are the same in different ways which is why were so intertwined yay! If anyone attempts to display as you They'll have to go through me first of course! I'll beat them up with my baton! We have the most interspecies friendship ever 🐺🦇 && 🦭🐰 You are the cutest thing ever I am going to choke you the fuck out DIE DIE DIE ok sorry I'm tsundere.

Our duos are truly specialized. We are the realest AiriHina, Skeetmatt, Harumuu, Kotokoto, Sentimarsha, and Sylvbreon! We are also the realest pink + blue combo, anytime I see those colours next to eachother, I automatically think about us! Everyone else should think the same anytime they do too because we're genuinely that iconic! Also I thank you for introducing me into new things because I feel like I don't indulge in a lot of interesting things </3 I will forever thank you for getting me more into MILGRAM then I ever was and also with Pepoyo and Devi Mccallion! You will always be the most biggest fans of alllllll of them before me! I would never try to steal anything special from you and if I ever feel like I am, I'm so sorry! We're also like every trending basic white girl song about love back in the like 2000s. Please we're so Katy Perry and Kesha coded you don't even f*cking get it. Also, speaking about interests, I really like when you tell me about the stuff you like! Whenever you do, I feel more connected to you by getting into your fixations even if most of the time I do not understand a thing!

Usually when most people talk to me I feel uneasy and just want to end that conversation IMMEDIATELY because I don't know what to say, but with you I feel trusted to tell you anything. No one knows as much about me as much as you do in all honesty! If you want my address, well, come get it! I feel threatened by most people around me but my brain never could have recognized you as a threat or someone who wants to hurt me, so I feel the safest around you then I do with anyone else! You are very nice to me and not too many people are.... Doing anything with you makes me feel very joypilled I am smiling and kicking my feet from behind the screen Heehee. Even if we're just spamming gifs / decors in each others face WHICH IS OUR SECRET LOVE LANGUAGE #OG Like Okay pretty boy tell me more 😊 I don't see how anyone could ever hate you HONESTLY HINAKO HATERS ARE JUST ISRAELI DON'T EVEN PLAY WITH ME PURE NPCS I'M GOING TO KILL THEM DON'T EVEN GET NEAR ME WITH YOUR GLORY TO ISRAEL BS. We could talk for hours upon hours I wish I knew how to keep conversations going because I really want to talk to you more but I'm so shy and awkward I'm genuinely so sorry. You don't deserve anything horrible, in actuality, you deserve the world! Actually no you deserve everything the UNIVERSE can offer! I know I said this before but since Neptune and Uranus rain diamonds I would travel there and back just to present you with valuable gems on a silver platter! Hinako: Can u not make this about ur Sp/In e5 nerd Lol

Did I mention you have the most coolest attributes and talents? No? Well, you do and I want to see more of what you make now! "Not everyone is perfect" yeah you guys clearly haven't met Hinako :/ You are perfect in every aspect in my perspective and I'm always right! Even you don't think so, all people have faults, so you shouldn't dwell on them! I find your artstyle the most cutest thing I have ever laid eyes on, I don't even want you to be self deprecating over it! It is the most moe 2010s vocaloid thing EVER and I really want to see more of it. I truly thank you for everything you've drawn me over the years I save every single piece! Seeing your artstyle actually makes me happy, I can not stress this enough I NEED YOU FAMOUS NOW! Also, I love your rentries/decor I got to see you grow over the years and I cherish every single piece you make. You should seriously be proud of yourself and your improvement! Also when you started making UTAU covers, I genuinely shed a tear. My little Hina. Growing up so fast. I like listening to your covers no matter how long or short they are or if you don't think it's good anything made by you is genuinely a piece of heaven itself and everyone else ever should be JEALOUS! It truly hurts me how you can't see the greatness in them or how you see yourself as "talentless" because I love everything you make like seriously I'm not even joking. You are the most coolest person I have ever met.... Also I really like your voice please make mommy asmr I'm not even joking. Your voice is so cute anytime I hear it I'm going like. Awwwwww. That's bff. So cute.

In summary, I love you so much that it's dripping DRipping from my arms and such Ok Sorry. I'MDONE. But I was super blessed to have found you. I truly believe that no one else's relationship would not even come half as close to perfect as ours! Oh people can dreaaamm on about that one... But of course, they never will because our bffship is special and one of a kind! I could put every positive adjective in a sentence and it wouldn't even describe how good you are to me! You're the reason I am attempting to try at self-care and I pray for your mental well-being every single day even if my prayers won't be heard. I wish things will get better for you and you should be very proud of yourself! If you even attempt to leave this basement I'll put handcuffs on you again. I know that sounds selfish but I don't need you leaving me, ever! Thank you so much for keeping me around even if I can come off as airheaded and ignorant regarding some stuff... you taught me that I definitely have not lost the ability to love many years ago! We are sticking together through thick and thin and no one would ever make me hate you and no one will take you away from me either! You were truly my blessing... I love you a lot...

Okay anyways here's Kototen REAL lore from my unreliable narrator perspective:
On an exoplanet so far away from home, I lived on TrES-2b! Which if you don't know already, is the darkest known exoplanet ever! I'm an alien noble from this particular peculiar planet... Everything is just the same ol' stuff.. So obviously, I dash off from home out of boredem and fly throughout the depths of the Universe.. Things take a detour and suddenly I reach heaven Wow! I truly do wonde rhow that could have ever happened! As I was searching around, I saw this guy... Not just ANY guy... this guy was a really pretty cute angel and I was thinking. Waow. He's so pretty and glorious I do wonder if he's single. And I want him. Right now. But my exoplanet rarely gets any vistors so I have no clue how to socialize! I thought about it a bit and just decided to abduct him in my UFO and hold him captive until he wants to be stuck in a queerplatonic relationship with me. Also, abducting in my world is considered a tradition! Source? Me! I'm the source! Obviously. And when he DOES want to start the relationship I'll hold a wedding and there will be fireworks and wedding bells and BUNDLES of candycorn and fruit snacks! And they'll be NO haters and it'll just be full of joy and whimsy also it'll be very specialized to us specifically! I'd invite all my siblings... and my parents... and EVERYONE will witness this love being born! So that was my thought process. Then suddenly because this is a cartoon, Take You to an Alien by Iyowa is playing as I sneak over to the charming angel and grab him by his wing and I'm like. "No time for explanations." And then I throw him into the trunk of my UFO. Then we float back to my palace and I throw him in the basement and tie him to a chair and then I discover he's lowkey into that and 50,000 eons later we kiss and get married. Pepoyo and Maretu are there during the wedding. Pepoyo cries while Utsu and Sou comfort her. Maretu writes a song about this (Girl Eraser.)

I didn't check for grammar/spelling gomen