. co ︵ johnpilgrim ⌇ extended info , last updated : 2/8/26 this is a bit long oopsies may fix this
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︵ basic info ૮꒰⑅ ˊ ᵔ ˋ ⑅ ꒱ა ::
I go by a lot of names, my main one is asa, secondaries are sammy, red & mickey. this changes depending on how I feel/kinshifts. use my names interchangeably. I go by hi/him/it & hy/hym pronouns mostly.
I ID with abrosexual & I am genderqueer, mostly masc aligned. I'm also on the aroace spectrum and my attraction / opinion on relationships fluctuates.
I am a yumeshipper, fictkin & copinglink. yayyy. yume list here && kin list here. I like a lot of things but I'm hyperfixated on batman: arkham games & I like overwatch + marvel media.
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︵ BYI & boundaries ૮꒰⑅ ˊ ᵔ ˋ ⑅ ꒱ა ::
I have multiple disorders and issues, I won't list all of them but the ones that affect me (and my relationships with others) most are: STPD, NPD/BPD & Autism + Anxiety. I am very apathetic & my empathy/sympathy is weird. my symptoms are often covert & I mask, but don't be surprised when I actually act disordered. + my behavior may shift from day to day.
I distance myself from people a lot and often. If i feel unwanted, overwhelmed or upset by something / someone I will de-attach myself from the situation. feel free to keep talking to me but I can't promise full replies or replies at all.
my memory can be pretty poor at times so please don't get upset if I don't remember something, I may need to be reminded of things multiple times. !!
I get anxious very quickly and at random. Mostly because of people, but sometimes because of nothing at all. Please be patient with me. I generally do not respond well to 'tough love' / meanness about it, or anything. I don't do good with crowds of people or new people. on top of this I can be very paranoid and have trust issues.
please do not infantilize me. trust that I can take care of myself and don't need anyone to baby me. If I need help or guidance I will ask.
a fair warning I can be annoying and probably will be. mostly about my hyperfixations, as they do affect my day to day life a LOT. expect me to talk about them.
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︵ other notes ૮꒰⑅ ˊ ᵔ ˋ ⑅ ꒱ა ::
not everything about me is on here, on purpose. !. I don't like to overshare more than necessary because uh. anxiety + paranoia. I may remove things from here or my other socials in episodes so don't worry about that alright ?/ ? heart emoji.
I have no dni.!!! I am a minor !! umm. yauy. I am mixed latino + native . bleehh. I love my friends a lot infact -> lovemail.
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honeslty I'll update this later and add mor e stuff. m
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