Lovemail
to Rui♡
i have SO many things to say. I love you, so SOSOSOSO much you are literally the best thing to happen to me in so long dude you got me into ii??? Hi??? ii is a BIG hyperfixation of mine now oh my gosh i am so grateful for yyou.. all of the things you do are beautiful– you are beautiful and finally all the love that my heart holds but have yet to be shared IS being shared!!! And im glad you are the one i get to share it with . Srsly thank you 4 being here for me, thank you for actually liking me, thank you for being so awesome, supporting me etc. you are everything i could ever ask for. I am so lucky to be with someone as beautiful. i can trust you with most of my. everything YA! jmsjjq zmwj i love you so much
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things that i love about you:
- your eyes – i think they are very beautiful, i could stare into them forever perhaps. So genuinely gorgeous
- Your looks — You're so beautiful. Absolutely beautiful. You're genuinely so handsome and I tweak out everytime I get to see your face.
- your voice – it is really soothing to listen to... I am so inlove with your accent as well ♡ i love when you send stupid voicemails and i love it when i get to hear your voice. You have a soothing accent, to add onto it
- the way you type – its really rui-y? I dont know you're just. You and its handsome and i like the way you type. I like reading your little messages and all that
- your personality – youre so attractive its not Ok. you are such a cool and lovely person and I love every single thing about your personality
- when we play roblox together – ITS SO FUN im really lame at dandys world but like. Shut up. I try AND UR SO GOOD AT IT Rui the goat thx for kiting ur AWESOME! Its so fun playing with you and i giggle alot like tons
- your art – its simply so. Beautiful. I love your artwork so so much, you're so creative and everything you make is so unique
you are so cute and perfect and funny and i am so lucky to have you. I die i love you so FREAKING MUCH you are the best thing to ever happen to me and i am so excited for a future with you??? Alone it'd be like. Terrifying but i might just live if I'll be with you for the rest of my life♡ you are the best Rui i don't know why you even like me but i am so thankful . i can trust you with ANYTHING. i was never a romantic person but you made me !!! I LOVE OUR INSIDE JOKES!!! als remember when kai made us on wobbledogs I AM SO GLAD JEREMY JR DIED GENUINELY he was so ugly i can talk to you about ANYTHING its crazy thank you for literally existing dawg WTFFF youre awesome i wish you lived near id make you so many things its crazy genuinely id meet up with you as often as i could
MWAMWAMWA I LOVE YOU . I love you so muhc im still so thanfjul you came into my life <3 im ur #1 fan and defender and i miss u so much when u dont talk to me. we can be ur favorite songs and we can be my favorite songs, and we can be ur favorite shios and we can be my favorite ships ... you're so cool. life without you is something i simply cannot imagine at ALL. when we get married we will have cats and all sorts of animals youre sure we can take care of. and a cutie house.., id work and get us money qnd youd do... whatever you like doing its okay its up 2 u . i would do anything for you, go to the moon and beyond, heck id get a piece of Pluto to bring to you if you asked me to . the fact we met 1 year ago is something i cannot simply comprehend. ive been here to witness so many things,,,,,, like your dsaf phase, when you got into phighting, the fact that you thought i was so cool (??WHAAT), the rest might be a blur as unfortunately my early 2024 was not the best but without you being there I'd probably have killed myself by then . im looking forward to a future with you and i think about it daily , i love you with all my heart . id drop nearly anyone for you , id give you my organs , id ACTUALLY do anything . once i get a credit card you will be SO SO spoiled it will not be funny bud.
you cheer me up SO easily , one talk with you and I'll forget whatever i was sad about. earlier today i was sobhing (you knwo why) and i kid you not the second you talked to me i felt insanely better. im so sad about the fact school is keeping me from talking to you like constantly but i try my hardest to be able to talk w u . no one can EVER compare to you , im saying EVER . also the fact weve been matching for like HALF A YEAR NOW ?? HI ?? with very small breaks but i think its insane. UPDATE : ITS ONE YEAR. ONE FUCKING YEAR . DUDE (with small breaks of course)
UPDATE were not matching anymore BUT ITS OKAY FREEDOM WAS WAITING 4 BOTH OF US and its okay because i still LOVE YOUUU so much. i couldnt stop thinking about you today and how much i love you and want to talk to you and want to see uou and im so sad i cant get you gifts or but you stuff hecause im far away but i CAN write this so i am. i love you more than anything ever in my life and i like dont know what id do without you genuienly i. dont know what a life without you would be like But also it probably doesnt even exist cus in EVERY universe were together. In those said universes were subkit knifan The freaking minion yaoi Also brettcest and knife4s and fan4s and fanbrush and lightbrush and like. Literally everutjing. its us. i love when we plau roblox i love when we talk i love when we call even tjough calls are hard for me i love doing everything with you and you make everything so so fun i just wish school didnt take so much away from me and were not able to talk that much ajymore But i love uou si so so so so SOOOOOOO much and i love thinking about you and i love thinking about things tjat reminr me of you or seeing stuff wnd thinking to myself 'I wish Rui could witness this with me'. you matter everything to me and i dont want to ever lose uou. i want to marry you so bad, i try to work my hwrdest so i can make that possible and so i can make us living together with animals and allat possible ajd so i can get a job and get us money . Also ur cats are so cute pet them for me if you see them
Dating you was the best decision I've ever made. We're matching again and I love you so much, you mean everything to me. I want to spend the rest of my life with you. You're beautiful and I'd do anything just to be able to hold you, my love for you is beyond what anyone can comprehend, even I can't. You are the love of my life and I'm glad that it's you, not anyone else. You're talented, handsome and so funny. I want to give you everything you need, you deserve the best. You deserve the side of me no one else sees. You are my one and only and I get so attached to anything that reminds me of you.
You are the love of my life, my one and only and I love you with everything I have. Nothing else could ever be worth more than you to me, I love you more than anything I've ever liked. If I had to give up my interests for you, I would with no regrets. I'd love to be with you forever and ever and I'm waiting for as long as I need to just to be with you. I could wait forever. Atleast I still have you, just not in the way I'm hoping I would. I'd love to get married, live in the same house, share rooms, share food. I'd go to the grocery store and get your favorites for you. And we'd cuddle, and I would memorize your scent after I've waited for so long. I know I love you in the corniest way but it's genuine. I've never loved anyone as much as I love you.
These walls of text could never truly portray my love for you, but unfortunately I cannot rip my own heart out and hand it over to you, so writing how my heart beats only for you is the closest thing I can do. It's rhythm beats your name in morse code, I blink your name in morse code. You are the thing my body functions for, I was made to hold you, kiss you and hold your hand. Feel your soft skin. I know you never read these but I'm still glad to know you are mine. I'm glad to know you were made to be held and loved by me. I wouldn't care if this was all I was, because you are my everything already. You remind me of pretty, red, blood colored roses. Of black ruffles, pretty dark brown eyes or sharp wind(? whatever that means). You hold a beauty I've never seen before. I love you so much
I really miss you. You're so perfect and wonderful and I am so glad we found each other, if it hadn't been for that stupid dsaf server I don't know where we would be. No words can explain my feelings for you. I really want to kiss your handsome face.
Your voice is so beautiful, the angels could sing and I'd still choose to listen to your voice instead. It's soothing to listen to, I could very well fall asleep listening to you talk. It already gets me tired so honestly that wouldn't be too hard I love you
1 YEAR ANNIVERSARY TODAY ON 07/07/25 HI HI HI HI HI HI
my sweet boy i miss you