long appreciative rambling for my beloved <3 . The very first ramble was before I courted it , so pardon .. uhm . how I call it my "best friend" . Standing 2 cm away from eachother about to kiss and calling eachother our "best friends" we're so freaking gay

3/29/26
HAAIIII LOVEELLYYYY~ You know ur my bestest friend in the whole entire world right. ok? ok. good. if you don't I'll kind of have to beat you up in minecraft again and lose and also win over and oevr agian. HIKDHFKSJDHFjhdskjfhskdjf god i love you so much did you know that... <3333 we love you so much every single one of us. you're the sole reason we're always happy to get home from school besides going to sleep, and even then its us wanting to go to sleep so that we can talk to you when we're awake and have the physical energy to keep our eyes open and send messages that make sense ehe..... we loev you soooo sosososo much all the time, 24/7 you're always on our mind it's kind of embarassing butheueuhee... you called us "so pretty" your "jaw dropped" and i almost shed real tears right then and tyhere.. you have no idea how much that means to meee auheaiuheauhauiehriuwheryhwifue... if we're pretty you're absolutely stunningly gorgeous all the time no matter what state ur in ok? youre pretty gorgeous amazing beautiful inside and out no matter what you say and i'm always right so you can't say otherwise! haha!!!11!1! I love sending you videos and drawing things and showing them to you and i love it when I get to play minecraft with you its genuinely one of the things i look forward to when i have the energy to accompany you ... i always think about making a forever world with you because i love how those are and it'd be super mega duper fun ehuehuhe did i already mention how much I love you. did I mention how much you make me feel seen and heard and understood no matter the situation. did I mention I love how you genuinely talk out things that upset you and you don't leave me to always have to bring up issues. did i mention how much i value you and how much I love that you actually value our connection that even if I make a mistake you let me make up for what i've done wrong. ok thats all 4 2day...I'll probably come back and add more when I feel lieke I can't shut up again... I looauuvve youueue~~~~

4/11/26
Hello my beloved! <3 It's both Julia and Kylar writing this . I can't fathom how much i truly love you . If I could I'd pull my heart straight from my chest and present it to you on the most important day of your life . You mean the absolute world to me. I've never been happier to have confessed something to somebody. You're so adorable when you're flustered, and I felt my chest flutter when you couldn't comprehend that we loved you. We absolutely adore you. Everything you do, say, and make, we gaze and listen to it with admiration that could rival what an alien would feel for the stars above. I want to write about you. Read about you, draw about you, sing about you, I want to be completely consumed by your existence so that the only thing I'll ever know is you and how you make me feel. How you make my eyes tear and my cheeks hurt and my heart ache and my body shiver. Thinking about you is enough to make me smile and sigh like a complete dope, I could only imagine how embarrassing I'd look when I finally wrap my arms around you and hold you to my chest. I show you everything I create and everything I do in hopes that you'll say something, anything that'll give me hints of how you feel about me. I want to know exactly what you think about me. What you love, what you hate, what you dislike and what you like, the things you wish I would change and the things you wish would stay the same. The things you like that I do, the things you wish I'd stop doing. All of it. Everything you say to me, about me, with me, it means more than anything any genius could possibly say. I cherish you more than I cherish anything I've stuck with throughout my life. Every imagined scenario, every make believe story that I make up, you're there. Somehow, someway, no matter the setting, you're there. A part of you is there. One of your headmates, or you all collectively, you're present in my mind no matter what. I cna't get you out of my head, and believe me I've tried. It's a bit hard to focus on taking a state issued exam when I can't stop thinking about how much I'll complain about it to you once I get home. Or how I want to code a billion different rentrys and websites for you, just to make you happy. I was drawing you and me when I was supposed to be testing, you know...I'm not the best at staying on task, we know this...but I spent that time doodling that persona I made for you while on call with you. I'm always worried you don't like it, that you aren't satisfied with what I've created---and even if that's the truth, that's alright with me. Because I'm willing to modify whatever if it means you're satisfied, especially a gift to someone like you. My gorgeous, beautiful dragon. You're my world. Stay flying, as long as possible. ♡