all the lovemail to her has been archived privately. you hate me and I hate you too. maybe when you learn it's nobody's fault but your own that you put someone elses needs (a person who had previously stressed on multiple occasions that they don't want you to do something like that) over your own, you'll quit your fit of detestation. No matter when that is, know I hate you just as much as you hate me. You were worse than you think you were.

-Tao