i want a river full of love . . .
asa — 2/4/2026 — us core song
okidk how to start this. hi bffie. even tho we met recently (i actually can’t believe its been like? 2 months i think. at the time of writing this) ur already one of rhe best friends ive ever had. not js in terms of how well we get along, but also just one of the best people ive ever befriended. you are one of the only people ever in my life that i think actually pays attention to how im feeling. u dont treat me like im a problem but u still criticize me and take notice of my flaws wirthout making me feel bad about it.which i appreciate alot. ur not immature or an asshole unlike alot of my past friends.!.1!1! honestly since becoming ur friend i feel cared about for the first time in probably my whole life.whixh sounds extreme but i mean it. i met u at a very shit time in my life, and idk where id be without u rn. ok enough of allat. i also really love watchinf stuff with u TYfor watching so many lives with me and letting me inject u with all of my musical autisms. also ty for gettting me into katseye even tho manon went on hiatus right after u made me rlly love her .so actually Fuck u. but its ok. i still love u even though you caused me a great torment.
rory — 02.14.2021 — this song = me 2 u
MY BOYFRIEND auaghhh. this ones gonna be longr buckle up. im very selective with my partners and with js ppl in general.soi dont fall in love easily. it means alot to me that ive been able to fall back in love with every verision of you, regardless of how much time has passed and how much you’ve changed since we first met. categorizing my emotions has always been difficult for me, but with you, i can for once recognize what i feel, and its undoubtedly love. i value you dearly, and you are an inseparable part of who i am. also u gave me my favorite plushie so ur automatically the coolest ever #iloveneilthespider. i love that you let me rant to u for hours abt whatever nerdy shit. im so annoying bro im sorry. but ur my go too when i wanna rant abt the most overcomplicated silent hill lore for 5 hours straight. and u actually pay attention to stuff i say which means alot to me. im sorry i sometimes dont show you the same level of attention you deserve, ik im sometimes kinda distant, and i suck for it lowk. but despite all of my mistakes and being generally kinda annoying and shitty u stay with me regardless, which im so thankful for. i cant imagine myself with anyone else, and i truly love you. k that was sappy.bye.
adagio — ??.??.?? — song that remimds me of u.dontask y
another one of my best broskis...and i lowk cant remember when we became friends.
but ur so cool and awesome. i love getting you into the fandoms im in or hearing abt the fandoms ur in (i love our niche hyperfixations). and u have the cooliest music taste i love when u share songs with me :p. i love whatever the hell is wrong with ur humor bro. thank u for teaching me random german shit i remember uhm. da werd ich fuchsteufelswild!! bombastischer seitenblick. krimineller BELEIDINGENDER seitenblick!!!!! thats such an old meme hollyshit