ok hii honey , babe , love , darling !! omg i'm finally writing you a proper one instead of just pasting a dumb copypasta halfway through ... sigh frowns an cries .. we have been together for 4 months and that makes me so happy ! ^_^ u make me so happy , i've never told you this but i always love talking to you , you have made me so comfortable , i don't feel shy or have to feel like hiding anything around you, you made me be a little more confident when it came to sharing art, or even art as a whole .. i'm so happy i can call you mine, i'm so happy you can call me yours, making so many things public worries me, but when it's with you .. i don't mind a bit. i'm sorry i haven't taken care of myself too well recently, yet i've tried my best to make sure i'm always the best version of myself for you !! you make me love being with you, you make me love being alive even, thank you for being with me, thank you for letting me love you, you always say the sweetest things that make me happy, you always manage to make me so happy even if i'm feeling down or i'm really upset, it's like i can tune out the world with you, i love you so much .. i hope that in a crowd of several people, you'll try and find me first, i know i will do that too, if you think nobody will ever choose you in a room full of people, i will, i always will. i love you, so much