Hai it is me Ky Again!
This is mainly a big Byf and what to expect . . i dont Know what promoted me to do This i didnt have Enough room on my extendedđź‘€
- sorry if i sound so serious in thisb
Recap { Byf : i am very awkward and shy to new people , i do not talk to many people outside of my closest friends. Please do not take it to heart ! i love making new friends tho so Plez dont be Afraid to Hmu!!!!! â €i dont use tonetags so let me know if you need/prefer them. }
I am mentally unstable, i have mood swings and struggle a lot with my emotions. Im not diagnosed with any disorders but it doesnt take a genuis to look at me and be like "Omg this girl isnt right in the head.." Please note this will affect my behavior and how i interact at times. I usually try to keep it together when interacting with people so this shouldnt be that much of a problem. Please iwcare and i will kizz you♡♡♡
I am not that good at Making new friends, i have bad habits of not responding and accidentslly ghosting people outside of my close circle for hours on accident. This does not mean i don't like you, i am just horrible at texting people consistently
i have a deep fear of abandoment so i sort of subconsciously avoid making new close freinds as of now
i hate when people copy me, its my biggest pet peeve ever!!! and it makes me insanely mad. expect me to distance if i notice it and hold a grudge #Awkward . the main execption are any of my Close friends tho â €But Sometimes Even that Agitates me
- adding onto this i Lowkey Hate sharijg my interests with People i Dont like!!!!
- adding onto this again it is very easy for me to hold a grudge Sorru;-;
i am prone to being in some state of melancholy, i dont mean to be it just gets to me Ok Plz i feel stuff deep in my bones
i am a very empathetic and sympathetic person but if you make me upset that usally goes away in an instant and i cannot find that same empathy until further notice ..
i am medically recognized as depressed but i show heavy signs && symptoms of bpd as well as other things that im not gonna get into 
.⠀⠀A lot of this might just be symptons overlapping but It Better to be Suspecting than to be Sorry
Do not try to say you know meâ € This irks me really bad because even my closest and bestest friends may only know 80-90% about who i truly am. If we are just casual friends do Not try to say that bro!!! at best you only know 1/4 of me
i Use He/Vamp pronouns but I Refer to myself as a Girl, this does Not mean you can Use She/Her pronouns on Me!!! i dokt Know where i stand on my gender Identity 100% but I Will die if Someone outside of close friends or irls Uses Femminine pronouns on Meh$$$ I am Ok with feminine terms Tho!!!
i know i sound Obnoxious and Serious in this but i Promise i am really nice!!! Pleaz dont be Afraid to Int.... I feel i get along with people Ez and j love learning about Everybody