this url is for me and my beautiful boyfriend austin loved u since 9.27

idk how to start ive started writing this 20 times. theres genuinely too much to say and idk exactly how i should... also i lowk am like spacing out rn bc i have low iron owie. lit js stood up to get dinner and got light headed asf HELP

i wanna start w ur personality, i love the way you think and i think you are one of the smartest people i know, the way you see everyones perspectives and have the perfect amount of sympathy and almost never go too far when youre angry is something i find really substantial. I also find you really funny and almost like an inspiration, when you reacted w a ☝️on someones msg for the first time that was smart and funny as hell. u best bet i had to start copying you #sorry

second thing is, we both have similar needs, and everytime i feel the urge to dm you i just do it no matter what was said before. I feel like thats another level of comfortability i have with no one else except maybe my family. to me, youre the definition of 'safe space' and i think that is so important, i see so many people talking shit about their partners with their friends and i think thats a little insane, like why date someone you hate and arent even friends with? i dont get that sort of thing within dating culture bc if i have a problem ill just tell you, i would never dream of talking shit behind your back, we both are too mature for that shit anyway.

ik this is some extra corny shit but i see us within every duo, we have talked about this before but like geniunely we fit into everything. i think its just because we have great chemistry as friends and as partners, if we were famous idols ppl would def ship us LMFAOO,,, idk what role you would be in an idol group but i think itd be funny if we were both rappers and had a sub unit together called like VA because like V8 get it ahahahhahahaha hahahhahahahahhahahahaha. okay this is turning into autistic coke rant. Oops

I love when u talk about the things u love like svt, learning more about it from you makes it so easy, and u have great song recommendations btw, bad influence is so fire and ur completely justified for looping that shit to hell. Also V8 was fuckinf heavenly yk how much i like edm LMFAOOO
another thing i wanted to mention is i love when you dm me and whenever i get a notif i hope its you, every tiktok or message you send me makes me happy and you play a major part in my emotions throughout the day bc if im sad even a single video will cheer me up, it is that serious 🙏🙏🙏
not only that but talking to u is a whole nother thing i really love when we are able to comfort each other and make each other feel seen its very important to me that that is possible between us. I also rlly love when we call but im too scared to ask sometimes even tho u say its completely okay bc i dont wanna tire u out or think ur obligated to (because you can always say no if u need, obviously). I should probably be less fearful since i am so comfortable with u, gotta work on that 🙏 rlly js putting this on a rentry for evergone to see OMFG I JS OPENED MY NOTIFS SEEING I GOT A DISCORD ONE AND I THIUGHT IT WAS YOU BUT IT WAS FUCKING GARAM IM PISSED ok hi

ANS HAPPY EARLY BIRTHDAY (8.19)!!! hope u have a great bday and im excited to celebrate it with you !! unc

anyways. we are better than every couple ever ESPECIALLY the codependent ones fuck all of you get healthier now or ur relationship will fail (unlike ours) also btw this is the longest relationship I've ever been in, u win 💜💜💜 i knew i liked u the second i got jealous about the smallest things u did w other ppl and when i saw ur gorgeous face or the fact we mesh so well with eachother i believe we will continue to go strong and im excited to spend my future with you <3

honestly i could write sm more but im lazy so ill probably do it later