✧ㅤ◌ㅤׅ sh𑄝uko ੭ৎ

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ྀི ﹌﹌﹌ ྀི⠀⠀⠀Shouko⠀⠀ྀི ﹌﹌﹌ ྀི

Im literally shouko irl , reincarnated , ect . I am shouko in the flesh !!!

1. ⠀I grew up with hearing aids and had AWFUL speach , you couldn't even understand what i was saying . So i didn't speak much , to this day i still lack in the speech department #mutism lol ,,, i had to have ALOT of operations for my hearing such as gromets ,, they fell out ,, and even now my hearing is AWFUL and i need hearingaids still .
2. ⠀i was BULLIED , no not bullied but BULLIED and i don't mean a little name calling i mean i was invited to sleepovers , i would be so happy that someone wanted to hang out with me and when i got there id be beat up , a boy broke into the girls toilet cubicle just to HIT ME , i was constantly physically and mentally abused by kids in my school . At an EXTREMELY young age too , i went through more bullying that the average person , and i truly believe i am one of the more severe cases. I will die on this hill , everyone gets bullied yes called names and mocked but very little people had it as bad as me .
3. ⠀i forgive too easily and blame myself for all my bullying , if only I wasn't so weird . No matter how badly im treated i will forgive you . I mean bro someone said this about me
   
   
   And i still forgave them even when they never even apologized . Due to my kindness and ability to forgive i often end up in toxic , manipulative friendships :c i mean i literally sobbed because the police had to involved in this one incident and now ive ruined that boys reputation and record , all because i cant be normal anf people have to bully me .
4. ⠀my mum is LITERALLY Yaeko//shoukos mum like yk how yaeko slapped noaka (one of shoukos bullys) ?? My mum would literally shove kids over by bumping into them on "accident" if they were mean to me , she would buy everyone icecream EXCEPT the kids bullying me and say "well you aren't being nice to sky are you?" Like she would single those kids out she didn't care that we were all like 5 SHE WOULDA THROWN HANDS WITH THE PARENTS TOO she went into my school and almost punched teachers and receptionists so many times for ignoring my bullying , like she is THE mum , im so grateful she tried her hardest to protect me , even if she couldn't protect me from the trauma and bullying , love you mumma
5. ⠀also notice how in shoukos childhood she never had a dad ? Guess who's dad also left ? THATS RIGHT MEEEE SHOUKO IRL !!
6. ⠀shouko is hiding her sadness under a smile , when in reality she's so sad and lonely she attempts to end it all , who else is like that ?? Yours truly !! I have attempted not once but twice , although it wasn't the same method but i did . I tried to overdose but couldn't keep the pills down and after throwing them up , i was so desperate to die i was swallowing my own vomit off the floor ,,, yucky ANYWYASS
7. I am literally THE shouko irl idk how anyone could deny it , when i watched it i was genuinely in tears because they made a film about my life . Everything shouko experienced , i did too . Having my hearing aids ripped out and then biting the person who ripped them out (im not fucking lying ask my mum that exact scene happened except we were outside and my hearing aids were thrown in the mud , fuck you chelsey)
8. Edit⠀⨾⠀gang i forgot,, anyways ,, so yk how shoulo drops out of school bc bullying ?? i have MULTIPLE CASES OF THIS 4 . 4 TIMES AND I WAS HOMESCHOOLED FOR A YEAR wait no 5 times ,, im a repeat dropout offender 💔💔 BUT BRO SHES MEEE

IM SHOUKO IRL I LITERALLY AM HOW CAN YOU DISAGREE OR CALL ME DELUSIONAL ?? SHOUKO WAS MADE FOR ME BRO I AM HEE SHE IS ME !! shouko kinnies genuinely dni bc i cant she was made for ME everything about her is literally my life . She will always be my character , shes representation of younger me , and i cant stand people trying to take that away from me .

Okay this got kinda emo and venty sorry but bro how crazy is it that she's literally my life in a character bro