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꒰ byi ꒱

world's number one maladaptive daydreamer! this contributes to my forgetfulness and may accidentally make me miss or ignore messages and notifications. i also usually hyper fixate on things frequently and tend to tune out everything around me which also contributes to my forgetfulness. i ghost people a lot but sometimes it isnt on purpose. chronically tired most of the time, my energy is usually very low, so i tend to avoid or quickly end conversations. this doesnt happen all of the time though! i sometimes get big bursts of energy and can talk for hours on end but i think it usually depends on who i am talking to and if me and said person click.

i am someone who doesnt use tone tags. my tone can come off as dry, straightforward or very blunt. if you need to ask me about my tone, i can reassure you. i prefer if people dont use tone tags on me but i wouldnt really care at the end of the day. also, i have heavy mood swings and my empathy fluctuates, i can switch to being apathetic unintentionally. slightly paranoid, the smallest things can make me feel like i am being stalked or copied, i always end up being right most of the time. open to making friends, not all the time though. i deal with major trust issues and it will take a long while for me to fully trust someone. if i block you, i dont need to explain myself unless you were once close to me.

꒰ dni ꒱

do not interact with me if you are actively trying to steal my personality and identity especially you enid sinclair doubles aka source twins and kins. i am the enid sinclair blueprint and these doubles have done nothing but stalk me, copy me word for word and graphic for graphic, yume my own yumes, and much more. you are not me, you are just parasocial with me. please get a life and move on, none of my doubles and copycats have jobs.

moving on from the text above, do not interact with me if you are the following: flirtatious, annoying, toxic, disrespectful, inconsiderate, ignorant, entitled, very chronically online, overly performative, two faced, unnecessarily and generally rude, and doubles of my yumes and sources. lastly, if you are a zionist, do not interact with me. also do not interact with me if you kin or claim to be wednesday addams who is my main yume, and any other of my nonsharing yumes like nikki freeman, kira timurov, makima and etc. i only see my fiance as these characters, my fiance is also a splitroject of my prioritized yumes.

i almost forgot to mention this but i dont like those people who automatically believe everything other people say without concrete evidence. the term may be bandwagoning, i think. i also dislike people who are too into online drama and the people that like to start it. i am only bringing this up because some people like to start something about me likely out of envy or if they are parasocial. this usually happens within the rentry communities though i dont know if this happens anymore as i left the communities a long, long time ago. if you have heard something about me or are assuming things about me without truly knowing me, do not automatically believe them or jump to conclusions about me. you dont know me personally and i find it very weird to make random assumptions about strangers.

if you dislike me, dont mention me or my urls publicly. just keep your hatred to yourself. i know i cant control whatever people do but dont you find it odd?

me and my fiance are a real life couple to the point we have had to show proof on a few urls. if you still believe me and my fiance are "online edaters" and have never met before, i am going to think you are being dense on purpose. do not bother interacting with me in any way, shape or form. leave me alone.