welcome to my ext rentry! ✿ my name is ellie or mina but i do go by other names from time to time. i primarily use she/her and it/its pronouns, though i do use neopronouns every now and then, you can see those here.
1. i am an adult! i'm 22 years old & the earth was blessed with my presence on july 30th, 2003. i follow a very strict no minors rule for my interactions (except in public settings like a public discord server, but even that i try to keep to a minimum). i block minors who follow or dm me. it isn't personal, i promise.
2. my gender is hard to explain. in simple terms, i consider myself to be genderfae. as in, i am genderfluid but every gender i am fluid between is inherently feminine. in more complex terms, i often feel like a girl but in a different way than a cis girl. basically, i am a girl but in a way that a regular person couldn't comprehend, as if i weren't even from this planet.
i am technically nonbinary, but i do not like that term for myself personally. i feel as though it gives people the wrong idea about my identity, as people often assume gender neutral when they hear "nonbinary". i am simply a girl in a nonbinary way. my gender never touches gender neutral or masculine in any way, and i can get very upset if people refer to me as either, so please keep that in mind.
i am bisexual & demiromantic as well as aroacespike, meaning i am mostly alloromantic & allosexual with sudden & uncontrollable spikes of being aroace & sex/romance repulsed.
3. i am 1, 2, 3, 4, 5 & 6 irl! these are kins, not "delusional attachments" or actual "irls". they are just integral parts of my identity, and using fictional characters to portray myself is comforting. therefore, they are me, and i am them. i dont really believe in "doubles" as i believe everyone's experience with kinning is unique. so if you identify with the same characters as i do, you aren't a double, you're a different person who just kinda looks like me!
additionally, i selfship with 1, 2, 3, 4, & 5. i am sharing for the most part, but i can be possessive of the things and the characters i like!!
4. i am autistic and sometimes i miss social cues, misjudge tone, or come off in a way i didn't intend. it's okay to clock me! it helps me to improve. i also have a tendency to talk alot, to the point of not letting others get a word in. again, please clock me when i do this! it makes me feel really bad every time i do it, cuz i never even realize it :( ok?
5. i can be very opinionated, argumentative, stubborn, and unwilling to listen. this is something im trying to work on, but i know it's something that rubs people the wrong way. dont hesitate to call me out on this behavior, please!! it's genuinely helpful.
6. I LOVE MY FRIENDS MORE THAN ANYONE ELSE IN THE WORLDDDDDDDDDDD THEYRE THE BEST